Merry Christmas and Happy New Year . (:

Hey all (:
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEE! :DD
i just realize i didnt post much in 2012 :/
well, this year had been quite busy,
plus.. i always forget that i have a blog to be updated. :P
So this post would just be another random post.
Just another update ;)

So.. its Christmas today! :D
A day full of Joy, smiles, laughters.
everyone's spending it with their family members, friends.
but all im doing is, being anti-social , hiding in my room,
watching "Highs and Lows". HAHAHAH! xD
TVB dramas are awesome okay ;)

ohhh did i do an update about my PMR results?
havent? already did? lol i couldnt rmb :P
okay so heres my results..*drumrolls*
7A 1B! :D
yes i was super paranoid and nervous about my results.
"what if i got 5As? what if i didnt get any As afterall? what if my slip was burnt? what if the Government doesnt like me and lost my paper? what if.. o.o "
when i got my results, "bilangan A: 7"
OMG I SHOUTED AND SCREAMED !
AND JUMP ALL THE WAY :P
i was super happy :D
but then its sad that i didnt get straight As and my family are using it against me.
sighhh.. no matter what i do, its always not good enough.
well, as long as im happy, others doesnt matter. :P

5 more days till new year, 6 more days till school reopens.
cant wait to see my Kong this Sat :33
hopefully Kong, Ow, Poi and I will be in the same class xD
that will be the best thing thats ever happened to me. :')

so thats all for today (:
STAY HAPPY! :D

2012 is not the end of the world, so SMILE! :D -Ong. (:

A part of me will always be with you. (:

Hey There! :D
its been awhile since i updated my blog :3
IM BACK :D
recently i went to a camp. which is State Cadet Camp for St John :P
it was super fun! :D
i'll summarise 5 days of camp for u guys ;)
couldnt rmb much cuz its kinda late posting this up. :/ pardon me.

1st Day.
woke up late :/ suppose to wake up at 5am but woke up at 5:20am instead >< luckily i wasnt late to reach school :P went to SMK Ungku Aziz, saw my friends from last year's SCC (: then we were separated into groups. 27 groups, from A - AA . (A,B,C.. Z, AA).
im in Group X! :D same with Christy and Poi! :D i was super happy, at least i wasnt alone :3
apparently, i became the group leader. i didnt have any experience being one. first time being a groupd leader and okay i suck at it :/ my awesome members are Poi, Christy, Chun Ming, Zee Hsien, Jek Yee, Chu Hui, Chinson, Rubian and Wai Weng. :D
every groups are named after a Movie. ours was "The Hobbit" which all of ushas NO IDEA what is it :/
we slept in hostel for this camp! :D YAYY! xD

2nd day.
This day is the worst throughout 5 days. we had Backwoods, i dunno why but my eyes suddenly got allergic to smoke D: i rmb my favorite activity is Backwoods, as i love to cook. combined with group W for backwoods. it was with Yong Xin's group :3 met Zi Qiao and some other ppl. had fun time backwoods-ing with them :P oh.. and also, smth bad happened and i was depressed about it . ): i didnt eat for lunch and wanted to skip dinner but failed to. i ddint tell anyone what happened.. cuz i dowanna be mood killer or smth. my member's hyperness and happiness cheered me up (: and also my DU DJ friends la ;) we had treasure hunt, my group combined with Group L (toy story). SOO LING'S GROUP! :DD i was super happy cuz Soo Ling is there :') the group leader for Group L is Keng Rong. had a chance to meet him cuz i was group leader and we had to choose 1 group leader between both of us. i didnt wanna be so i let him be instead :P TREASURE HUNT WAS AWESOME. :P and also, i regret not eating for lunch. hahahah! xD

3rd day.
okay this day is like.. close to fun. :P i got closer with all my members. we were super sampat during night time la :Pan indian girl helped a lot during the course。 :D and Soo Ling was sitting right infront of me during the course~ ^^ super happy :D

4th Day.
THIS DAY WAS BEYOND AWESOME. we had to play indoor games cuz we had like 2 hrs of free time before water activities. so the committees let us play the frog game and the boom game. apparently i became the leader cuz yesterday was Keng Rong, he said take turns. so im the leader. (OH NO T.T ) we got 2nd place for the frog game. super scary cuz the last 3 group leaders have to go up the stage , holding the mic, playing the frog game super fast. i was shivering till the end. super nervous D: i couldnt even feel my legs, i just fell down on stage ._. i lost.. cuz i said 5 frogs for the 6th time ._. at least thats smth to rmb :P Water activities was AWESOME~!!! xD had so much fun splashing ppl, and getting splashed :P but its super cold >< didnt like the coldness of it D: then at night, it was camp fire night :3 sang songs and watched Area Performance. every area performed well (: congratz to KPS for getting number 1 :P and KSTS for number 2. (:

5th day.
why must this day come so fast ): we just had fun like .. yesterday? we got super close and now we have to separate ): this day is a day of mixed feelings. happy that we could go home, sad cuz we had to separate. i hugged I Shuen (owed me since last year's SCC xD) , Yong Kee, Yong Xin and Sze Hui before we left (: and bid others goodbye (: it was the best camp ever (minus day 2) ! :D cant wait till SCC '13 (:

thats all ^^
for my Juniors, PLEASE ATTEND SCC CUZ ITS BEYOND AWESOME! :D
love you guys ttm! ^^
Keep In touch <3 p="p">

Simple things.

Hey there! :D
sorry for not updating that often D:
hope that all my blog readers are in good condition and in good health :D

okay im here to update bout the outing i went yesterday :P

i was suppose to go to 1U new wing entrance at 11am but there was a slight delay -.-
so i reach 1U at 11:30am.
then Zhui Lin and Xue Ling are there. weeeee~ :D
we walked into 1U together, then we meet up with Laura.
Omg Laura is so cute :3
then Jia Xin and Pui Ee came :D
and Jia Min was a little late due to some issues ahaha :P

we ate lunch at Burger King since Zhui Lin got some coupons.
so i ordered something i couldnt even finish -.-
im so sorry, starving kids.. i didnt mean it ): forgive me T.T

after lunch, we went to cheong K :P (Karaoke Session)
theres only 7 girls (:

6 plus Zhui Lin the photographer (: Thank You Zhui!

so i was in a very hyper mode.

im bare-footed :D

i was jumping all around like a freaking monkey first time seeing the world :P

singinggg :D

Anyways, there was a freaking mouse in the KTV room -.-
when the waiter came, i was telling him what happen in cantonese and chinese,
He laughed D: he thought i was kidding D:
then i say "no no im not kidding" and he laughed and say "i know"
LOL WHAT THE D:
everyone laughed when i speak to the waiter ):
whuuuut? D:

whole day spent in Karaoke session :P
around 4:45pm, we went to arcade for the photoshoot booth.
after everything was done, it was 5:10pm already.

the sticker pic from photo booth :3

i thought that i was late since i told my dad to pick me up at 5pm.
i quickly hug everyone goodbye and say thank you to all of them for the accompany today and ran to the main entrance.
guess what? i sat there for an hour. -.-
then Zhui Lin's mom arrived, so when Zhui Lin was running out,
i stopped her to borrow her phone.
i feel so bad D: im sorry Zhui Lin ><

when i called my dad, he reach already -.-
lol whuuuut.
so thats about today.
a day well spent. (:

Good night fellow readers! sleep tight (:
Ong loves you! (:
Love, Ong.

back row from left: Laura, Xue Ling,  Pui Ee, Mindy
front row from left: Jia Xin, KELLY ONG! :D , Zhui Lin . (:

Group photo! :D

A day well spent. 24.11.12

best friends (:

because once u are Ong, u stay Ong. (:

 Thank you all so much for today. i really look forward to the next outing. (: i love you all to the max!

the distance between us.

Hey thereee :D
Okay i decided to update my blog cuz im bored. hahaha xD
So.. i attended my young bro's graduation last Friday.
i knw its kinda late but naahhh its okayy :P

I went to PC2 with my daddy,
then we were waiting for my mom cuz she left her phone at home.
she picked up her phone, then she left.
while waiting for my mom, my dad was thirsty .
so i got him a Soy milk :P
when i was at the canteen, guess what? I SAW ZHUI LIN! :D

Awesome Girl i met since 6 yrs old till now. (:

 We then entered the hall :D The hall was HUMONGOUS! it was newly build and finished constructing this year. it is still under minor construction though (:
its even bigger than the DU's Dewan and also it has air-conds :D
can be compared to the halls in colleges and universities :P
Hopefully next year's Concert Gemilang will be in PC2. AHAHAHAHA xD

the hall :D

anyways, Zhui and I was supposedly sitting with my dad,
but Zhui wanted to move to the front,
so i asked permission from my dad whether can i move to the front,
he said okay :D
but i feel bad for ditching my dad and make him alone though ):

The performances were AMAZING! :D

Jia Min! :D

Zhui and I saw a few of our Classmates :P
Chieh Long and his gf :P, Jia Min, Ang Ji.. (:
and some std 6/09 students (:

So we took picture, i was being really sampat with my friends cuz i miss them so much :P
actually i ajak Ow to go back too since he is a ex PC2 student but gahh its alright he didnt attend . -.-
nvm, i still had fun anyways :P

in the end, i cried with the graduation kids cuz it reminded me of me 3 yrs back :')

My younger bro, Alex. (:

it was such a perfect moment :')
i hugged some of them since i knw them cuz of my younger bro.
My younger bro didnt cry though. xP

after the ceremony,
i went home, after lunch,
 my elder bro and baby bro went swimming,
so i went along :D

i did not went into the pool,
i just sat on the swing since its near the play ground :P

thats what happened with my last Friday, well spent. ahahah :P

Okay, as for today,
supposedly i had plans with miss King Kong,
but then my parents just HAVE TO say no cuz they need to do something. grr >:(
nvm la, their things are always more important.
so i ajak her on 1 Dec di :P
the day only with Miss King Kong, and miss Awesome Ong :D
unless my dad doesnt trust me and request to bring my younger pain-in-the-neck bro along ><

Okay bye peeeps :D
Have a fun and well-spent day! :D

Ong and her #lazysaturday . (:

Ziyi ! :D

Shi Ni, my younger bro's friend (:

Smart little Magdeline (:

Ka Ka! :D knew her since i was std 5 (:

You Blackout My World.

HELLLOOOOO! :D
Ong here ^^
thanks for reading my blog though :D
seeing the page views going up makes me happy xD thank you all! really appreciate it ^^

30.10.2012 :D
today was a really nice day :D
I went to school, as usual.
then as i was walking in, i heard Pn Catherine calling my name,
but i dunno where is she :/ so i keep turning and turning and OH THERE SHE IS :P ahhaah xD
help her did what she wanted then i went to class, Ow was there. ahaha :P
we talk bout our secrets *shhhh* :P (dont worry, we arent together. just super close friends ^^ )
then my bro and Raja came in and potong us -.- . hahah :P

so then, it was the KDU lecturing.
gahhh.. they talked about gaming!!
its the courses they have in KDU, which is soooo awesomeee!!
they even have their own game room!
KDU is awesome :D how i wish i was in there!
gaming everyday is like every student's dream!
the graphic, designs, the programming! so fascinatinggg!! xD

After the talk, Pn Kang needed help in SPBT room,
so Keng Keng Jie, Tharrshini, Me and i dragged Ow along to SPBT room to help :D
it was SUPEEERRR FUN :D
i really wanna join SPBT but i think not cuz i dowanna give up chinese society :/
hard to choose eh?
there's so many choices in life, so think twice before u choose what u wanna do. when u did, dont regret (:

so then school ended.
fast eh? :P
time flies when u're having fun :/
sighh. tmr is the last day of school. really dowanna end my form 3 life laa T.T

ALL THE FORM 4s TMR FOR THEIR SEJARAH PAPER 3! :D
*i still dunno why do they wanna have this open book test -.- i find it a bit pointless though :/ and wasting time too. sorry Government.. its just my opinion.. ): *

Okay thats all for today ^^
take care of urself and drink more water yahh!
the weather is PMS-ing these days :/
SMILES! ^^

Love,
Ong.

Morning warmth.

Good morning peopleeeee! :D
Its 10:25am! xD
how was ur sleep yesterday? great? :D hopefully u guys slept well... CUZ I DID! xDD

Every morning, the sun would wake me up by shining through the window,
the sun ray hits directly onto my face. hahah xD
its really warm and gentle :3
i love the morning sun! ^^
few months later, i would be moving back into my room since the renovation would be over,
and there's no morning sun to wake me up anymore T.T
and no one's gonna wake me up.. ):
except my mom, waking me up in the morning to go to school :3

2 months holiday.. hmm.. what can i do?
I have no idea D:
i really really wanna go ouuttt!
By out i mean go work.
i cant stand staying at home, looking at the walls and the screen all day long D:
I NEED FRESH AIRRR.
even ppl doesnt interact with me, by seeing them passing by is like a happy thing for me already :P

Apart from working, i can choose to study.
Yessss, dont say im hardworking or nerding or wtv,
i just want a head start since i have no tuition..
everyone will be having tuitions to guide them next year,
and i dont wanna go tuition. *whispers* im scaredddd! ><

As for today, im gonna derp around, as usual (:
i might be updating my bloggie tonight :3
cuz i have nothing better to do. DUHHHHHHH. :P
but i have to sleep early thoughhh. there's school tmr! weeeeeeeeee~ xDD

Sooooo, have fun with ur friends, comps and all cuz i gotta ciao now! :D
SEE YAAAAAAAA! ^^

Drink more water and take good care of yourself ! ^^
Ong Ong loves each and everyone of you :3
Byeee! ^^

if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain.

Hello Blog readers :D
Im here to blog about random things :D
i have no idea what to blog about..
i just came here to type while thinking what can i post.hmm.. any ideas yet? btw, i dunno why am i feeling butterflies in my tummy now :/
i was talking bout my birthday on twitter. :3
i bet its just gonna be an ordinary day since mummy is not home this time :/ i nvr celebrated my bday without mummy before T.T

anywaysss...
i really really wanna go Kidzania :P
okay fine im 1 year older than the "child" age D:
but i look like im 12, dont i? :DD hahaha xD
i bet if Ow hears bout this, he's gonna say "Perasan-nya" ahhahaha xD

My mummy is in US now. take care, Mommy! ^^
cant wait till mummy comes back with all the chocolates and souvenirs :3
gonna hug her tight tight! ahha xD

btw, i heard this song，
滥好人 Lan Hao ren by 陈威全 Tan Vui Chuan
its like a super nice song :P im like addicted to it xD
its about a guy quietly letting go the girl of his dreams to let her go for her own happiness, watching his girl getting married to another guy, without letting her know that he loves her. he said its okay for him, as long as she is happy.
this use to be me, but now hey, IM SEXY, FREE AND SINGLE. ahahaha xD

meowww. its like 10:22pm now and im still derping around :P
i tried studying add maths and physics. Physics was okay,Add maths was scary ): i couldnt even understand chap 1 >< i study by myself, since i've got no tuition ): and its all cuz of that dude. -.-

i have to admit that i was really happy during that 4 months relationship. but now, all the love had been converted into hatred. every time i've come to think of it, all the fire in me just starts burning. its like im gonna kill someone without me realizing it. so glad that those things are all over. i never wanna relationship in a year or two so scared of it now. ughhh. i would never ever wanna see him in my life. it'll be so damn awkward. but no worries, im super happy now. this is the 3rd month without him, and this 3 months is like the happiest month of this year :P
i'm a hyperactive little girl that talks bout random things and laughing non-stop over stupid minor things with all my awesome friends :P i just loooooooove to laugh. laughing, jumping like a sakai, being a sakai derping around are my favorite things to do i guess :P now i know who are my true friends. they always there for me when i needed them. :') thanks babes! <3 p="p">
anywayssss...
Dear T-rex,
i dunno why ur smile can make me so happy. everytime i pass by u, u will smile and say hi. :DD omgg. ahaha xD even im not one of ur close friends, dun worry i wont be jelly cuz i only like ur smile and appearance. hahahah xD i just think u are hawt, and i admire you cuz u can sing and play the guitar. u are awesome :3 all the best in ur studies :3 next year i knw i wont be seeing u much, but i'll appreciate any chances to say hi or bye to u. ahhaha xD see you soon (:

thats all for today! didnt know i could write so much without me realizing it :P ahhaha xD byee! ^^

PMR- End of form 3 life.

Its finally here..
*drum rolls*
16.10.2012..
Chinese was damn hard but... it is time.. PMR IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! xD

Yesterday felt more like the end of PMR!
today,
school was so quiet and i felt so weird... :/
No Ow, Poi, Daniel , Koay, Kah Jie, Xin Ying, Kong.. :/
this is scary :/ i cant imagine having school without friends :/
i still have friends there like Wei Keng, Jia Yee, Daphne..
But it felt super weird.
I guess im too attached to 3 Kenanga hmm? :P

Form 3 is finally over. means.. 3 Kenanga is over ):
No more PMR, no more Form 3, no more 3 Kenanga ):
I love my form 3 life ttm, i love 3 Kenanga.
the randomness, happy moments, annoying moments, sad times, funny jokes, drawings, arts-and-crafts, Teachers, friends, laughter, tears, "football in class", singing sessions, making teachers laugh by being a sakai and all..
It all lies deep down in my heart.
Im never gonna forget whatever happened in 3 Kenanga.
I love each and everyone of u in 3 Kenanga. Im gonna miss all of you.

3 Kenanga, 2012.

Poi, Ow - My 2 besties that made me laugh, mad, jump around like sakai, and accepts me for who i am. Thanks a lot (: im really gonna miss you guys a lot next year. i hope we could still be in the same class next year.. thanks for the origami's, Poi :D thanks for all the awesome art work u've drew for me, Ow :D im gonna miss you guys a lot :')

Timo, Murali, Johan, Daniel, Raja, Adrian-
9 of us including Poi and Ow shared so many awesome moments together (: Football in class, insulting each other but laughing in the end, joked bout our names, surnames, and our favorite "poses"- Raja Pose (italian wtf hand sign), Timo Pose (pulling shirt), Ong Ong Pose (putting hands the side of the pinafore infront of stomach), Johan style (smiling and running), Daniel's walking style (gay posing xD), Ow's pose (mouth slightly open,blur face xD), Poi's Quote (Im awesome! Poi is the awesome wan!), Murali's Quote (eh, eh you!) .. hahaha :P hopefully we get to be in the same class next year. but its quite hard since we've chosen different streams :/ all the best in everything kay (: Ong Ong is always here for you when u need me ^^

Mia, Cass, Hwei , Emily, SamSoo, Melissa, Jaz, Dini,
You guys are like the ppl who made 3 Kenanga, 3 Kenanga.
without you guys, i cant imagine how 3 Kenanga would be.

Jian Wei, Diyanah, Javier, Eemin, Aniera, Hasmi, Miki, Batrisyia, Syahrul, Amjad, Syafieq, Afzal, Cheng Wey, Ayeena, Aimi, Nadya, Danish,
All the best in Form 4 next year (: im gonna miss you guys too.. ):
2013, form 4, please be nice to me (:

Love, Kel. a.k.a. Ong Ong(:

Summer Breeze.

Hey bloggers and readers! (:
Kel here. sorry for not updating for such a long time (:
Im having a major exam that would change my life if i din Ace it good enough in October..
Need to study though ):
16 more days.. ):

Well, imma go through it like a boss and this year end, i'll be soaked in tears of joy instead of regretting, am i right? ^^
WISH ME LUCK, PEEPS! :D thanks anyways ^^

I've been good, happy like i never was (:
i really love school, the friends, the teachers.. (:
at least i get a warm atmosphere to be in for 6 hours every weekdays :P
Apart from waking up early, i really really enjoy being a student (:
i love my friends (: like a lot!
I love my friends that are in different class as i am,
Nichole, Xin Ying, Wei Keng,
Vin, Steff, Jiayuin, and a lot moreeee (:

And my classmates,
Ow, Poi, Chong, Johan, Timo, Murali, Qibran, So So, Jaz, Cass, Hwei, Mia, Diyanah, #Dinikitteh, Aniera, Jianwei, Heng Kor, Eemin, Javier and all (:
I really love them ttm ^^ they make me happy all the time (:
My closest friend in class is Poi and Ow ^^
outside class is Wei Keng, Nichole and Xin Ying (:
Im really really sampat :P always laugh like siao geh ^^

ohhh aaaand i really admire someone :P T-rex! xD
There for me to look at him even if he dun talk to me :P
Reality is shit but hope that one day he'll talk to me xD
I'll be the happiest girl on Earth is he sings to me :D
Seems like its impossible but i'll work hard! ^^
There is still hope for me righttt? :P hmm...
Aiyahhh.. nvm laa.. as long as i get to see him ^^
Next year cant see him during recess di T.T

admire, like and love are 3 really different things :P
I only admire him. i find him damnnnn lengzai. hahaha xD
yes, i say admire cuz i dunno what does "love" feels like anymore.
so hard to find the feeling back :/
Actually, its better for me to not find back the feeling cuz if i do, it'll really ruined my life doing nonsense lol..
Im gonna take a break from relationships for at least a year or two...
I really wanna focus on my studies and i wanna get a degree for my parents to be proud ^^

I've already let my parents down and really disappointed on me.
i dont wanna make them pissed or sad anymore. i promise i'll change and i will.

Mom, Dad,
Im not a materialistic person. I dont need a phone. I dont need branded clothes. Im not a kind of person that picks out food that i dislike and eats food that i like. Im not the kind of child that never does their homework. After i say no to doing chores, i will still do it in the end. I dont do chores infront of you because i dont want you to praise me and make me feel like im the top of the world, and i dont want you to scold me when i didnt do it properly. I wanna let you have the image of me being the worst child among all because im used to it, being neglected and scolded all the time. I really dont mind (: If im not the naughtiest child, im afraid that life would be too boring without scolding sometimes :P Im a good girl on the inside, not the outside. its just a image. I know all my brothers are way smarter and better than I am. its alright, praise them more (: they need praising more than i do ^^ Im the only girl at home, i act like a boy sometimes. but dont worry, im not a lesbian. i know how to behave myself, i know what is wrong, what is right. Im 15, i'll take good care of myself. dont worry about my school fees, i have my own savings for now. Im sorry i let you down all the time. Im sorry i didnt think twice before i do anything. Ive grown up now, and i know what should i do.

Daddy, Mommy, I love You.

To all my friends and readers,
All the best in your upcoming exams ^^
Best Wishes from Kel (:
love you guys ttm! ^^

Love,

 Kel. (:

Trials! D:

GAHHH its trials time D:
GOOD LUCK FOR TRIALS EVERYONE! :D

as for me,
im having so much bet for my results :/
especially sej ><
Bet with Timothy and Lippy :/
they sure get higher than me lahh ): prepare money to belanja them xP
hopefully i'll beat Lippy in geo :/
chatime is expensive nowdays u knw :P
i checked my paper with Tim,
we got 25 diff answers! D:
gahhh im so scared ><

today's chinese paper 2 was hard :/
i spam all the way, dunno what am i writing ><
gahhh D:
i srsly hope trials end faster and i'll get over it and move on to the next "trials" if there is :/
i will put in 120% effort in my next papers! xD

KONG LIP YOONG, THANKS FOR MAKING ME LAUGH WITHOUT YOU NOTICING IT, YOU SEI SAMPAT DOTA KING :P

i wont let ANYTHING distract me!
yes, even him.
i knw i still have feelings for him, somewhere inside.
im trying hard to hide it, kay？
please dont interrupt my act.. ):
i srsly wanna forget about him, just like how he forget about me.
he can do it, why cant i? he can move on, why i cant?
i think he is probably going for other girls now.
all the promises, all the memories, all gone.

yes, im happier this way. but if he is here, it'll be perfect.
luckily i still have my friends that are always here to support me (:
especially my Kah Jie, Xin Ying and Keng Keng Jie (:
and also some of my other friends that keeps making me laugh and forget about pain for while (:
late at night, before i go to sleep, i still think of him.
but what to do?

EH, I CANNOT FALL JUST LIKE THAT.
I HAVE TO GET UP!
WHO AM I? IM KELLY ONG LEH! ^^
the macam-dai-gah-jie attitude and the most awesomely sampat girl ever :P
must be strong! :D
im still young and freeee! AND SEXY :P
ahahah :P jokes la (: and yes, IM KELLY ONG! i can do it ^^

gambateh! :D

请比我爱TA，别管我挣扎；不让泪流下，切断了牵挂..

Meowww (:

Hellooo! :D

Today i din go school ):

7 subjects today, missed 2 periods of Maths. Im sure there's a lot of things to learn during maths today :x

i didnt go to school, part of it is cuz of gastric, the other part is cuz im lazy xD

I had a really nice dream.

and my mom woke me up from it ):

so i said i dowanna go to school :D

since got MC then dont waste it larh :PPP

i went eating breakfast, then i took my meds.

then i went sleeping.

i dream of him, then i woke up, then sleep and dream of him again, then i woke up again..

it went on and on for 3-4 times. all different dream but he appeared in every dream.

then i woke up, it was really bright so i cant sleep anymore, and i check my phone, it was 1:48 already ._.

first thing i did was text him. but i knw he's still in school so i didnt expect any replies.

I went downstairs to have my lunch. wanted to skip lunch but i need to eat medicine so i just went down to eat.. haihhhhh...

after lunch, i ate my meds and wanted to go sleep, but i cant sleep anymore ._.

i took my phone,

i went downstairs again and go online.

Kong Kong texted me :3

thanks Kong Kong :D

i love youuuu, my Kongggg! :D

hehhhh :D

ahaha i feel hungry again xD

i should go eat now.. i guess :P

Dear You,

I love you. :)

sometimes, i just wanna forget everything and restart all over again.

Hello, people! :D

Today was a nice day (:

the only thing that is not nice today is i dun get to see him ):

school was nice :D

BM was damn funny xD

Pn Zaiton wants us to read the syair. not wait, SING the syair xD

then half of the class sang the syair :P

the Malay students were really good at it xD

The chinese students were awesome! xD THEY MADE PN ZAITON LAUGH :DDD

u knw Pn Zaiton looks damn strict the whole time.. and she laughed today :O

i didnt sing the syair cuz i was lucky enough to get away with it xD

then it was Science.

i was a bit pissed with the permanent seats.

when i sit infront for like 3 months and no one wrote the placing, and when there was once i was late so i sit at the back and they HAD TO write the placings on THAT DAY.

so i was damn pissed and i was like "i sat here for 3 months and i only sit at the back for 1 day and this is what i get?!"

they didnt wanna make me pissed cuz they didnt see me getting so pissed before so they lemme sit infront :P

sorry for being stubborn >< i just dun like to sit at the back :P

after recess was maths :D

I didnt knw how to do some work and then Cik Ilyana realized she gave the wrong exercise to do so since we done it, she just continue teaching and gave MORE work ._.

Maths is really fun when u knw how does it work :P

then it was english..

it was Literature ._. i lend my "How I Met Myself" novel to Andrea and i forgotten to take it back :P i ask Pn Chng to let me go find Andrea and she was like damn pissed but she just lemme go.

Andrea didnt bring it ._. so i had to find Wei Keng :D

When Mia was reading the chapter 3 or 4 in the novel, i was half sleeping already ._.

when teacher gave out the papers for exercise,

i.. fell asleep ._. i dream of him xDD i cant remember what was happening in my dream but i can remember he appeared xD

then last was Sejarah :)

Pn Haizan didnt attend. i can understand why she didnt attend ._.

she is such a nice teacher (Y) She is pregnant for 9 months and yet she still come back to school to teach (: such a responsible teacher (:

Cik Liang was the relief teacher. i was doing science notes.

Chapter 4 notes #badpokerface

drawing the diagram was the worst part >< ppl think im a sicko for drawing too detail D:

i went home around1:15 (:

then i was online..

then im bored..

then then thennnnn! he came online and gave me the link to watch "on call 36 hours" xD

he mmg knw i like to watch Hong Kong drama :D

Thankssss <3

then i wasnt that bored when im watching xD

i just finish bathing and now..

im here :P

okay gotta go watch some more xD

CIAOOOO :D

Expression of love.

Heyy (:

Its been a while since i last updated :P

Sorry for not updating due to my laziness and busy life :P

This year is PMR year so got a lot of work to do. Finally there's a bit time for me to overcome my laziness and update my half-dead blog xD

Someone mentioned about my blog a few days ago..

and then only i realize i forgotten bout my blog xD

so.. allow me to type in chinese :)

其实，

我没想到我当你是最好的朋友，你却有办法骗我一年。

一年里，你骗了我多少？

我陪你ponteng, 我陪你带电话，闯什么祸后我都陪你承担，

但换来的是什么？

你ditch我，你对我爱理不理，你当我是后备朋友。

一年了，我一直信任你，你对待我那么差，我一点怨言都没有。

我一直相信，你一定会改过的。

我一次又一次的给你机会，你的故事却编了一则有一则。

你说你是大家姐，你说你买凶杀人，你说你弟弟鬼上身，你说你得胃癌、血癌，你说你进医院，还是紧急病房，医生给你打3支镇定剂，你骗你搞暧昧的那个男的说我男朋友说你美，你在我面前讲家姐的坏话，在家姐面前说我坏话，你说你的手机信息300-1000封，你说有人送你钻戒，你说你表哥被他妈妈罚不可以吃饭，罚下跪，你煮5碗面给他吃，他吃到完，你说你4天什么都没吃，你一次又一次的编故事。

终于，我听腻了。我揭穿了你的谎言。

当我骂你的那一刻，我是很开心的。

我终于可以解脱了！我终于可以做会自己了！我不用做你的狗，我不用再陪你闯祸！我真的很开心！为什么早早以前我不要揭穿你？这一年，很辛苦！但现在，你的报应到了！你，加油吧！

我以后不会再原谅你了！不要求我。

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致；

我爱的你，(:

我，

怕失去你。

每当你有一点生气，我都会说对不起。因为我怕没了你。

没有你的生活，我不敢去想象。

没有你，我会很不习惯。

我很多事都宁愿藏在心里，都不敢和你开口，

是因为我不想看到你为我担心的样子。

每当你哭，

而我什么都做不到时，我会觉得自己很没有用。

我不管别人怎么反对，

我喜欢跟你在一起，是我的选择！

有时候，我也很想让你懂，我有权利选自己想和谁做朋友，

可是我怕你生气，怕你不开心，所以我没开口，宁愿自己受苦，都不想让你不开心。

朋友很重要，但你也很重要。

那天，

我们差一点点分手时，

我真的很怕、很怕..

我不知所措。因为突然要失去你，我真的不知道该做什么..

我不想失去你，我不想过着一个人的生活..

有了你之后，

有时候我会想起我们在一起的时候，而傻傻的笑..

有时候想起我们之间不开心的事，而心情莫名的低落..

而有时候，心里一感应到你不开心，会突然落泪.

你知道你多么的重要吗？

当你不开心时，我习惯一直问你为什么那么不开心，

而且还一直说对不起，深怕是自己做错事。

可是，如果有一天我不再问了，

不是我不再关心你，

而是我已经习惯你不开心，明知自己怎么问也没用。

所以我希望你能开开心心的过每一天，

不要胡思乱想 (:

无论任何事情发生，我都会陪在你身边，

不会离开你，不会丢下你 (:

我爱你哦~^^

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Ooh eeh, ooh aah aah, ting tang walla walla bing bang! :D

Random blog title alert! xD

Heyyyy! its been dayummmm long since i last blogged.

around.. 2 months? :P

Sorrrehhhhh!

I dunno what to blog about and i kinda forgotten about my bloggieee :P

Soo... hows life people? :P

(honestly, i never knew how to answer "so, hows life?" :P)

so many things happened in 2 months :P

Camp, exams..

Camp was awesome! cuz we.. CAMP LIKE A BOSS! :D

yeahh, camp #likeaboss was the slogan for this year's camp :D

Exammmmm!

Just finish exam like.. yesterday? :P

its like a week of torture ._.

at least i still get some sleep :P

not like those awesomely rajin ppls :/

since its holidays now,

AWESOMELY RAJIN PEOPLE-WHO-STAYED-UP-TILL-MIDNIGHT-OR-MORE-THAN-THAT,

ENJOY UR AWESOME SLEEP :D while you can... *evil laughs* :P

hahhaa

Even holidays also got homework to do weihhh ._.

Cuti terancang, Sejarah Nota, Sejarah project, 2 chinese essays ._.

Essay can die weih T.T

and its now 2 times the death :P

geddit? geddit? :P

enjoy ur hols, peopleeee!

ciaoooooooooo :D

You sing a sad song just to turn it around.

Heyyy :D

Today is such a nice day (:

Was really sleepy in the morning.

when my mom was fetching us to school,

suddenly there's a garbage truck in the middle of the road -____-

so cant fetch my younger bro go school first like our daily routine.

so my bro and i request to go to school first.

my mom was scared of traffic jam and i'll get damn frustrated if theres a jam -_-

end up srsly jammed up >< so my bro and i walk to school today hahaa <3

it was a nice way to start our morning though ;)

The tapak was wet today,

so my shoes kena air like crap. beautiful white shoes became black cuz of the water, not cuz of me dirtying it.

paiseh to walk around with the wet shoes on weih ><

english need to do a lot of projects weih.

then KH. it was reaaaaaaally nice :D get to do simple notes and latihan (Y)

thanks to those seniors to didnt rub away the answers :P

then it was recess.

Recess was nice too :) didnt get to concern bout what happen to her though :/ she seems so happy in school but so emo at home.

Hope u're feeling better. dont think so much kay? u knw who u are.

It was MORALLLLLL. omggg Pn Hasmida is my Form teacher till april weihh. i hope Pn Kang can be my form teacher as soon as possible >< not till april la ):

this year i'll be having 3 form teachers hahah :P

IM ASL FOR DIVISION CAMP 2012! xDDD

i still wish i could be SL though. it'll be fun to experience how to lapor, commanding and leading the squad :) its okay, what is done, is done :)

Gonna have a blast during 2012 Division camp :D

Pn. Ng,

im gonna miss you a lot. even though we dont really have much time to get to know you better, but im sure you are a really nice teacher that anyone could have. You've never really scolded us before. Thanks for being such a nice teacher :) we're really gonna miss you loads <3 Never ever forget 3 Kenanga <3

Byeee Pn. Ng ):

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another happy story with a little sadness :)

There'll be no sunlight if i lose you.

Hey there :)

so its Friday the 13th.

nothing bad happened :)

just some small matter but solved it already :)

so.. today didnt do much things.

i dunno what to blog about, actually.

Just wanna update something :P

I dowan this blog to be dead lorh :/

Since nothing much is happening,

i better ciao now :P

Byeeee.

This time im not leaving without you.

Hey all! :D this is my first post in 2012 :P

Sorry for not updating for a loooooooooooong time :P

2012 is a great year :) just a lil stress lorrhhh.

Form 3 is awesome so far :P

Just my class is a bit too quiet :/ and i dont have much friends in there so yeah :/

Im such a loner. hahah xD

Its okay. i have friends in other classes :D

And i met a new friend this year! xD

She's from chinese school last year. because of studies thats why she transfer here :)

She's very nice :D but a bit shy :P when i hyper up infront of her, i feel like crazy person. hahaha xD but she still laugh with me laaa :P

My gang is awesome :D Next week start koko <3

My form 3 gang is damn awesome :D we'll be going to Bball together xD but then im just gonna slack because im not really good in bball :/

And i cant join PRS ): cuz of chinese class :/ sighhh. studies are more important this year.

Its okay :) chinese will be great, right? Pn Chong will be teaching.

Chinese club, St John, Bball, Chinese class, Rumah Sukan.

3 days staying back :D

Cant wait to go recess with all my awesome juniors :D

My form 2 gang. hahahah xD

Juniors are awesome :)

Cant wait to eat with them and crap talk with them xD

I love them :)

Su Ling, Yvqueen, Nina, Divya, Aliya <3 Aliya is not in DU anymoreeeeeeeeeee T.T

DU is awesome. :)

3 Kenanga, i'll be a good student and you be nice to me, kay?

Good luck to everyone this year :D studies, life, relationship, health, wealth, family. everything :)

all the best!

Everything will be okay :)