i have tried all my best the score in my exams.
But this is what i get in return?
I DONT WANT YOUR EFFING MONEY.
I JUST WANT SOME TRUST.
Before i start my story,
first,
i wanna congratz to my bro who scored
6A's in his PMR.
[back to my story]
atleast i have this small little place to talk.
thanks to blogger.
Din i tried?
what did you all do when i was young?
"See, my darling Kelly girl is so smart! she so young only, some more so smart already! when she grow up sure very smart one. *turns to the boys* see, you all must follow Kelly ah! she so young already so smart!"
THATS WHAT THE EFF YOU ALL SAY.
I DIN EFFING BRAG, OKAY?
YOU ALL ARE THE ONE WHO BRAGS ABOUT ME!
now, today,
cuz my brother got 6A's in PMR,
then you all turn to me and say
"why everytime you brag about your results? your results like shit only! you see you brother! he dont brag then he got so good in his PMR!"
*sorry for swearing but i cant take it anymore. below might have some offensive words. if you dont like people swearing, please dont see content below*
WHAT THE ****?!
I DIN BRAG AT ALL!
YOU ALL GIVE MY BROTHER RM600 TODAY!
*flashback*
REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN I GOT MY ****ING UPSR RESULTS?!
WHAT DID YOU ALL DO?!!!
"5A's ONLY MAH! SO WHAT?!"
fine, you all dont give me reward then FINE.
WHY MUST YOU ALL GIVE ME THOSE ****ING EXPRESSIONS?
YOU ALL DIN EVEN SCORE 5A's IN YOU UPSR AND YOU ALL ARE SCOLDING ME?!
WHAT THE **** IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU?!
im the only girl in the whole family.
with cousins or not,
im still the only girl.
its not that i didn't try,
ITS BECAUSE YOU ALL DIN GIVE ME ANY ****ING CHANCES AT ALL.
you all keeps on giving me those ****ing faces.
you all keep saying i brag.
I DIN ****ING BRAG, OKAY?!
fine,
its all MY FAULT.
cuz im a ****ING GIRL! (Y)
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Dont turn back, just keep walking. -Life goes on.
Im having a bad time..
Cuz of my lagging computer.
Wanted to upload an image on blogger,
but my comp keep on lagging.
sigh.
Sad.
Cuz of my lagging computer.
Wanted to upload an image on blogger,
but my comp keep on lagging.
sigh.
Sad.
Friday, December 10, 2010
Angry and hate is just an emotion.
Well, im just bored.
In a certain way,
i think that mature is really useful.
If people are childish,
they will just hate other people,
and start to create war.
If people are mature,
they will bear other's infirmities.
Well,
i can see that your gang,
are just kinda immature.
Its alright.
I'll just wait till u and your gang,
become more mature.
You are angry at me,
i wont hurt.
If you hate me,
you are the one who is suffering.
So,
IM JUST YOUR BACKUP FRIEND?!
gosh,
i finally understand what "friends" are for.
In a certain way,
i think that mature is really useful.
If people are childish,
they will just hate other people,
and start to create war.
If people are mature,
they will bear other's infirmities.
Well,
i can see that your gang,
are just kinda immature.
Its alright.
I'll just wait till u and your gang,
become more mature.
You are angry at me,
i wont hurt.
If you hate me,
you are the one who is suffering.
So,
IM JUST YOUR BACKUP FRIEND?!
gosh,
i finally understand what "friends" are for.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
有时候，事情并不是想象中的那么复杂
Sometimes,
Life really hurts.
But if u think in another way,
It might be better.
Lets say,
ur friends ditching you.
good way: they just want you to know that they needs space.
bad way: they are ditching you and they hate you.
which way is better?
everything has a good side,
and a bad side.
If you think everything in a good way,
u'll be happier.
If you think everything in a bad way,
u'll be more miserable.
be happy,
think in a better way <3
Life really hurts.
But if u think in another way,
It might be better.
Lets say,
ur friends ditching you.
good way: they just want you to know that they needs space.
bad way: they are ditching you and they hate you.
which way is better?
everything has a good side,
and a bad side.
If you think everything in a good way,
u'll be happier.
If you think everything in a bad way,
u'll be more miserable.
be happy,
think in a better way <3
跌倒了，就要学会自己爬起来。
well,
i cant express my feelings to anyone out there :/
I saw my 3 years old brother,
Fell down on the ground.
He didn't cry at all,
But he got up all by himself.
I saw him felt like crying,
but i din wanna help.
he din cry and stood up.
My baby brother made me proud.
He teach my a valuable lesson.
If you fall down,
Learn how to get back up yourself..
i cant express my feelings to anyone out there :/
I saw my 3 years old brother,
Fell down on the ground.
He didn't cry at all,
But he got up all by himself.
I saw him felt like crying,
but i din wanna help.
he din cry and stood up.
My baby brother made me proud.
He teach my a valuable lesson.
If you fall down,
Learn how to get back up yourself..
Heartbroken=fixed.
I've fixed my fragile heart.
Im never letting it broke again.
It broke few times this year..
So im not gonna care about anyone,
like me or dislike me,
Im still me.
If you dont like my personality,
then just shhh..
and walk away as far as possible.
I love my PC2 friends.
They support and stands up for me no matter what.
But i also love my SMKDU friends,
cuz no one can replace anyone of you.
there's 6 Billion people out there and i've met you。
Im never letting it broke again.
It broke few times this year..
So im not gonna care about anyone,
like me or dislike me,
Im still me.
If you dont like my personality,
then just shhh..
and walk away as far as possible.
I love my PC2 friends.
They support and stands up for me no matter what.
But i also love my SMKDU friends,
cuz no one can replace anyone of you.
there's 6 Billion people out there and i've met you。
One and only.
i thought that form 1/2010 is gonna be more mature.
well, i was wrong.
my friends from PC2 are way more mature.
We fight,
the next day,
we are friends again.
Close friend.
well,
I remember Madeline and i weren't that close at first.
But then,
now she keeps in touch with me often.
she's a really great friend that anyone would have.
I remember how Niki used to dislike me.
But end up when everyone turn away from me,
she is the only one supporting me.
she is a great friend that anyone could have.
Madeline,Pui Ee, Xue Ling, Zhui Lin, Clarissa,
still keep-in-touch with me quite often.
Well,
Janice Yeoh, Pei Wen, Diyanah, Miki, Tracia,
You dont hatta find them,
they will come to you :)
they will turn ur frown up-side-down :D
i was lucky to have all of you.
-the end of my only..-
well, i was wrong.
my friends from PC2 are way more mature.
We fight,
the next day,
we are friends again.
Close friend.
well,
I remember Madeline and i weren't that close at first.
But then,
now she keeps in touch with me often.
she's a really great friend that anyone would have.
I remember how Niki used to dislike me.
But end up when everyone turn away from me,
she is the only one supporting me.
she is a great friend that anyone could have.
Madeline,Pui Ee, Xue Ling, Zhui Lin, Clarissa,
still keep-in-touch with me quite often.
Well,
Janice Yeoh, Pei Wen, Diyanah, Miki, Tracia,
You dont hatta find them,
they will come to you :)
they will turn ur frown up-side-down :D
i was lucky to have all of you.
-the end of my only..-
Happily ever after.
Well,
I love the way my brothers thinks.
i ask my elder bro,
"if the whole school hates you, what are you gonna do?"
he answered,
"so what if the whole school hates me? its still my life what.."
Well,
that really cheered me up.
i might loose all of my friends,
but after 4 more years,
i'll be graduating already.
i will not contact those so-called "friends" who hurt me.
I'll just contact those good ones,
like Janice, Pei Wen, Diyanah, Miki,
and lots more.
Im happy again.
Im not letting myself suffer from problems anymore.
I'll be happily ever after,
and the story ends here.
I wont treat anyone as my best friends.
It turn out to hurt so much when they ditches you.
So everyone is a friend.
No such thing as "Best friend" anymore.
it seems like the word "best friend" doesnt exist anymore..
I love the way my brothers thinks.
i ask my elder bro,
"if the whole school hates you, what are you gonna do?"
he answered,
"so what if the whole school hates me? its still my life what.."
Well,
that really cheered me up.
i might loose all of my friends,
but after 4 more years,
i'll be graduating already.
i will not contact those so-called "friends" who hurt me.
I'll just contact those good ones,
like Janice, Pei Wen, Diyanah, Miki,
and lots more.
Im happy again.
Im not letting myself suffer from problems anymore.
I'll be happily ever after,
and the story ends here.
I wont treat anyone as my best friends.
It turn out to hurt so much when they ditches you.
So everyone is a friend.
No such thing as "Best friend" anymore.
it seems like the word "best friend" doesnt exist anymore..
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Butterfly.
If i were a butterfly,
i will be more stronger.
I will start out under the leaves,
in a butterfly egg.
I'll becoming a caterpillar,
and i'll only be alone.
I will be eating my leave,
without anyone.
I'll be a fat, juicy caterpillar soon.
I'll be heading to the tip of a branch,
and set up my pupa,
alone.
I'll be in my cozy pupa for 14 days.
Alone.
i will become a beautiful butterfly.
I just have to wait.
Finally,
i had became a butterfly.
Im the ugliest butterfly,
cause im only black and white in colour.
I dont care if im ugly,
i dont care other people's comments.
I'll just fly around the flowers.
I'll just fly into the sky.
I wont be as miserable as i am now.
if im sad,
i could fly away.
If im hungry,
i'll just fly to the bushes for flowers.
Butterflies..
How i wish im a butterfly.
i will be more stronger.
I will start out under the leaves,
in a butterfly egg.
I'll becoming a caterpillar,
and i'll only be alone.
I will be eating my leave,
without anyone.
I'll be a fat, juicy caterpillar soon.
I'll be heading to the tip of a branch,
and set up my pupa,
alone.
I'll be in my cozy pupa for 14 days.
Alone.
i will become a beautiful butterfly.
I just have to wait.
Finally,
i had became a butterfly.
Im the ugliest butterfly,
cause im only black and white in colour.
I dont care if im ugly,
i dont care other people's comments.
I'll just fly around the flowers.
I'll just fly into the sky.
I wont be as miserable as i am now.
if im sad,
i could fly away.
If im hungry,
i'll just fly to the bushes for flowers.
Butterflies..
How i wish im a butterfly.
Monday, December 6, 2010
Insane peoples.
People nowadays are getting more insane and insane,
day by day.
some became KONGKAM,
some became bitches,
some became jerks,
and some became insane.
LOL. i saw someone wanna get married at the age of 13-14.
LOL waddahell? nuts punk.
His girlfriend is even more insane.
wont feel malu or anything and she is just 12-13.
LOL news feeds rocks! it let me saw this stupid news of this stupid couple.
LMAO this world is getting more insane!
First, the "experts" found out how to make MEN pregnant. [wtf?]
then, work at a age of 15.
Now what?
married at the age of 12-14?!
gosh. dont they knw whats call "get a life"?
working at 15 is not THAT insane.
"experts" finding out how to make MEN pregnant is INSANE.
but getting MARRIED at the age of 12-14 is
VERY VERY INSANE.
couple enough lah!
this couples,
dunno who are they.
if i know them,
I'LL SERIOUSLY SLAP THEM TILL THEY ARE DEAD.
there's even 60+ peoples support this couple.
WTF? they ki xiao,
their friends also follow ki xiao!
their family said NO
and they still dont care.
hahaha! LOL!
if my mom or dad says NO,
i'll sure stop.
or couple secretly.
BUT THEY EVEN POST ON FACEBOOK!
a place where everyone views.
LOL i dowanna support them.
if i support them,
i also ki xiao di. [if i know them lahh]
WTF is wrong with those punk-ass nowadays?
think until SOOOO far.
so young wanna marry di..
LOL do they even knw how to "MAKE" babies?
do they even have the ability to take care of their child?
do they even have the ability to take care of THEMSELVES?
they dont and until 21 only can.
and thats a long way to go.
if the guy really insane go XXX with the girl,
then he will go to jail,
and the girl cannot go to school,
and her whole life would be RUINED.
im not insane,
im not stupid,
and if i were the girl,
i would ask the guy to TAKE DOWN THAT POST.
freaks.
day by day.
some became KONGKAM,
some became bitches,
some became jerks,
and some became insane.
LOL. i saw someone wanna get married at the age of 13-14.
LOL waddahell? nuts punk.
His girlfriend is even more insane.
wont feel malu or anything and she is just 12-13.
LOL news feeds rocks! it let me saw this stupid news of this stupid couple.
LMAO this world is getting more insane!
First, the "experts" found out how to make MEN pregnant. [wtf?]
then, work at a age of 15.
Now what?
married at the age of 12-14?!
gosh. dont they knw whats call "get a life"?
working at 15 is not THAT insane.
"experts" finding out how to make MEN pregnant is INSANE.
but getting MARRIED at the age of 12-14 is
VERY VERY INSANE.
couple enough lah!
this couples,
dunno who are they.
if i know them,
I'LL SERIOUSLY SLAP THEM TILL THEY ARE DEAD.
there's even 60+ peoples support this couple.
WTF? they ki xiao,
their friends also follow ki xiao!
their family said NO
and they still dont care.
hahaha! LOL!
if my mom or dad says NO,
i'll sure stop.
or couple secretly.
BUT THEY EVEN POST ON FACEBOOK!
a place where everyone views.
LOL i dowanna support them.
if i support them,
i also ki xiao di. [if i know them lahh]
WTF is wrong with those punk-ass nowadays?
think until SOOOO far.
so young wanna marry di..
LOL do they even knw how to "MAKE" babies?
do they even have the ability to take care of their child?
do they even have the ability to take care of THEMSELVES?
they dont and until 21 only can.
and thats a long way to go.
if the guy really insane go XXX with the girl,
then he will go to jail,
and the girl cannot go to school,
and her whole life would be RUINED.
im not insane,
im not stupid,
and if i were the girl,
i would ask the guy to TAKE DOWN THAT POST.
freaks.
-everyone is getting insane!-
Friday, December 3, 2010
back from Johor, Batu Pahat
YEAH im back.
i went to Johor, Batu pahat to pray or something like that. LOL i hate there. is so freaking boring!
I LOVE MY COMPUTER! xD
i love to stay at home...
i dont like going out.
i only go out if its for me.
cuz im really lazy to go out for NOTHING.
call me selfish, call me lazy.
yeah, i dont care at all..
girl's thoughts are all complicated.
boys has the ability to sit there for 15 minutes,
thinking of nothing!
COOL i've tried before but i FAILED.
hahahaha!
Lol i have nothing to post.
this is the 311 post. saw my blogger's status.
"im just a little girl lost in my memory - 310 post"
i went to Johor, Batu pahat to pray or something like that. LOL i hate there. is so freaking boring!
I LOVE MY COMPUTER! xD
i love to stay at home...
i dont like going out.
i only go out if its for me.
cuz im really lazy to go out for NOTHING.
call me selfish, call me lazy.
yeah, i dont care at all..
girl's thoughts are all complicated.
boys has the ability to sit there for 15 minutes,
thinking of nothing!
COOL i've tried before but i FAILED.
hahahaha!
Lol i have nothing to post.
this is the 311 post. saw my blogger's status.
"im just a little girl lost in my memory - 310 post"
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
让你走,是对的选择吗?
well, NOVEMBER!!!
i shouldn't have let you go...
T.T
its december already...
MY POSTS FOR A MONTH IS GETTING LESSER AND LESSER!
last time use to be 30-50+ posts/month
NOW?
not even 20...
well,
IM REALLY DESPERATE TO MAKE MY 350TH POST!
this is just the 309th post T.T
NOVEMBER!!
crapppppp...
DECEMBER IS HERE!
means 2011 is coming soon..
AND, AND
HOLIDAY IS ENDING SOON!
why a i talking like a children? ==
well, sometimes i feel like slapping myself from being childish.
if like that, i would have gotten tons of slaps from my own self.. :P
hmm..
what to post?
what to post?
my post are getting shorter and shorter,
lesser and lesser,
day by day,
week by week,
month by month...
WHY?!
WHAT HAPPEN TO MY BLOGGING INTEREST?!
well, im desperate to get the 350th post xD
CUZ I WANT MY 400TH, 450TH AND 500TH POST!
xD
i shouldn't have let you go...
T.T
its december already...
MY POSTS FOR A MONTH IS GETTING LESSER AND LESSER!
last time use to be 30-50+ posts/month
NOW?
not even 20...
well,
IM REALLY DESPERATE TO MAKE MY 350TH POST!
this is just the 309th post T.T
NOVEMBER!!
crapppppp...
DECEMBER IS HERE!
means 2011 is coming soon..
AND, AND
HOLIDAY IS ENDING SOON!
why a i talking like a children? ==
well, sometimes i feel like slapping myself from being childish.
if like that, i would have gotten tons of slaps from my own self.. :P
hmm..
what to post?
what to post?
my post are getting shorter and shorter,
lesser and lesser,
day by day,
week by week,
month by month...
WHY?!
WHAT HAPPEN TO MY BLOGGING INTEREST?!
well, im desperate to get the 350th post xD
CUZ I WANT MY 400TH, 450TH AND 500TH POST!
xD
Monday, November 29, 2010
Boring
well,
*clears throat*
THERE IS NOTHING BETTER TO DO!
and i have no idea what to post.. ==
hmm.. lets see..
today i learn some korean words..
then this wednesday is 1 Mawar outing..
and today is.. *drumrolls please*
ANOTHER BORING DAY!
so yeahhh :D
*clears throat*
THERE IS NOTHING BETTER TO DO!
and i have no idea what to post.. ==
hmm.. lets see..
today i learn some korean words..
then this wednesday is 1 Mawar outing..
and today is.. *drumrolls please*
ANOTHER BORING DAY!
so yeahhh :D
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Duty with the awesome St. John-er :D
today was really awesome!
Had the greatest duty with Emily Tan, Daxter and also our beloved senior, Siew hui :D
i was really kinda nervous and excited yesterday...
i cant sleep at all :o
i keep on texting Siew Hui,
what to bring, what to do, can do this, can bring that..
then she is really nice and patient.
she answered ALL my questions :D
she is a really nice senior :D
well, i manage to wake up at 6am in the morning today..
*applause*
well, i cant find my nursing cap 10 minutes before i got out.
i was panicking like crap.
faster text siew hui and ask her what should i do.
she ask me to keep looking cuz first aid room was lock..
but she brought hers so she ask me not to worry.
if i cant find it, i can always borrow hers.
but at last, i found it. my mom took it ==
then i went to school at 7:20am.
Saw emily, Daxter and my beloved siew hui there.
then after that,
Sir came and fetch us.
on the way to Jalan parlimen,
Siew Hui and Daxter teach us what medication for what injuries.
then they keep finding topic so that we wont be so quite lahh..
then we cant find anymore topic,
so we kept quite till we reach our duty "spot".
so Siew hui, daxter, emily and I walking in to see the stations..
suddenly one american guy or smth guy like that,
pop out infront of us and say
"can i have a bandage?"
in a really american way :/
so Siew hui and daxter [the pros]
ask him which kind of bandage.
american guy: "no, the one that sticks with the glue"
we were kinda laughing.
then i ask siew hui and daxter "is it the plaster?"
so daxter ask "is it the plaster?" to the american guy..
american guy: "yah yah! what is this call?"
daxter say, "oh um, plaster"
american guy:" oh, plaster, thank you!"
then he walk away :D
then some guy wanna take us, the St.john-er's pic.
haha,he ask us to "cat walk"
we were like laughing and laughing only.
So Daxter and emily one station,
Siew hui and I another station.
then we went to Daxter's station and check it out..
then all four of us went to Siew Hui's station to see.
then we split into 2 groups.
Siew Hui brought me go all around the padang,
so i wont panic where to go later.
We went back to the tent and watch paintball.
then we have some chats.
so the duty not that boring..
well, Daxter went to the toilet and kinda left Emily behind..
and he text siew hui and say
"shit, i dunno how to entertain Emily"
i was like laughing and i ask siew hui's permission,
so that i can help "entertain" Emily for daxter xD
Daxter needs to gain some walking skills..
he walks REAL slow :P
so i ask him go to siew hui's station for awhile lahh..
then i chat with Emily.
then he chat with Siew hui.
Yeah, then switch Stations again.
then we have "duty"
a guy sprain his leg i think.
then Daxter and Emily was there already.
so me and siew hui just help out.
[the padang is really MUDDY]
then we go back to our station.
then after that,
another guy sprain his leg.
so we call daxter's group to come over and help out too.
then after that the guy okay di,
then we go back to our stations.
Daxter's group very early then lunch break.
so they come to our station.
Daxter talk to siew hui while i chat with emily.
i had a LOOOOONG LOOOOONG chat with Emily ;D
about K-pop and American pop..
Nice :D
then its time for lunch :D
Daxter and emily went to get lunch for all of us,
while we stay at the station so that if something happens,
we will be there.
then they come back with 4 pack of rice,
and 4 cups of syrup.
it was too spicy :O
then i wanna go toilet..
so all of us walk to the toilet,
Daxter borrowed me 20 sens for entry fee..
then he went too..
well,
the toilets kinda full..
then Daxter ask whether is the toilet clean.
i say so-so lahh..
he say the toilet is freaking disgusting :P
so we went walking around.
some people wanted plasters,
then we just give it to them
[skip to last part]
then suddenly got a girl's neck got shot by the paintball.
so they ask all of us to go over.
then we check it out.
then Siew Hui nd Daxter handled it well :D
then after that, someone sprain his leg
[AGAIN.the same guy that sprain his leg at first..]
well, this time they say 2 person enough.
so me and emily go back first.
then after that,
Siew Hui and Daxter came back :D
then four of us went to 1 station,
the sir dont let and ask us to split 2 station.
daxter want us to experience :D
so me and emily go alone without seniors.
but we aren't doing anything..
well, we took curry puff and eat..
the first time i din seefor the paint all team only..
so i just take lahh
then the second time,
emily saw is for the paintball team only..
then i was like "oops.." :D
well, daxter called and ask anything happen.
haha, nothing happen at all lahh..
well, it was fun dutying with Siew Hui, Daxter and Emily :D
Next time i hope to duty with them again :D
but i'll also hope to try out partner-ing with others.
so yeah.. :D
well, BYE! :D
Had the greatest duty with Emily Tan, Daxter and also our beloved senior, Siew hui :D
i was really kinda nervous and excited yesterday...
i cant sleep at all :o
i keep on texting Siew Hui,
what to bring, what to do, can do this, can bring that..
then she is really nice and patient.
she answered ALL my questions :D
she is a really nice senior :D
well, i manage to wake up at 6am in the morning today..
*applause*
well, i cant find my nursing cap 10 minutes before i got out.
i was panicking like crap.
faster text siew hui and ask her what should i do.
she ask me to keep looking cuz first aid room was lock..
but she brought hers so she ask me not to worry.
if i cant find it, i can always borrow hers.
but at last, i found it. my mom took it ==
then i went to school at 7:20am.
Saw emily, Daxter and my beloved siew hui there.
then after that,
Sir came and fetch us.
on the way to Jalan parlimen,
Siew Hui and Daxter teach us what medication for what injuries.
then they keep finding topic so that we wont be so quite lahh..
then we cant find anymore topic,
so we kept quite till we reach our duty "spot".
so Siew hui, daxter, emily and I walking in to see the stations..
suddenly one american guy or smth guy like that,
pop out infront of us and say
"can i have a bandage?"
in a really american way :/
so Siew hui and daxter [the pros]
ask him which kind of bandage.
american guy: "no, the one that sticks with the glue"
we were kinda laughing.
then i ask siew hui and daxter "is it the plaster?"
so daxter ask "is it the plaster?" to the american guy..
american guy: "yah yah! what is this call?"
daxter say, "oh um, plaster"
american guy:" oh, plaster, thank you!"
then he walk away :D
then some guy wanna take us, the St.john-er's pic.
haha,he ask us to "cat walk"
we were like laughing and laughing only.
So Daxter and emily one station,
Siew hui and I another station.
then we went to Daxter's station and check it out..
then all four of us went to Siew Hui's station to see.
then we split into 2 groups.
Siew Hui brought me go all around the padang,
so i wont panic where to go later.
We went back to the tent and watch paintball.
then we have some chats.
so the duty not that boring..
well, Daxter went to the toilet and kinda left Emily behind..
and he text siew hui and say
"shit, i dunno how to entertain Emily"
i was like laughing and i ask siew hui's permission,
so that i can help "entertain" Emily for daxter xD
Daxter needs to gain some walking skills..
he walks REAL slow :P
so i ask him go to siew hui's station for awhile lahh..
then i chat with Emily.
then he chat with Siew hui.
Yeah, then switch Stations again.
then we have "duty"
a guy sprain his leg i think.
then Daxter and Emily was there already.
so me and siew hui just help out.
[the padang is really MUDDY]
then we go back to our station.
then after that,
another guy sprain his leg.
so we call daxter's group to come over and help out too.
then after that the guy okay di,
then we go back to our stations.
Daxter's group very early then lunch break.
so they come to our station.
Daxter talk to siew hui while i chat with emily.
i had a LOOOOONG LOOOOONG chat with Emily ;D
about K-pop and American pop..
Nice :D
then its time for lunch :D
Daxter and emily went to get lunch for all of us,
while we stay at the station so that if something happens,
we will be there.
then they come back with 4 pack of rice,
and 4 cups of syrup.
it was too spicy :O
then i wanna go toilet..
so all of us walk to the toilet,
Daxter borrowed me 20 sens for entry fee..
then he went too..
well,
the toilets kinda full..
then Daxter ask whether is the toilet clean.
i say so-so lahh..
he say the toilet is freaking disgusting :P
so we went walking around.
some people wanted plasters,
then we just give it to them
[skip to last part]
then suddenly got a girl's neck got shot by the paintball.
so they ask all of us to go over.
then we check it out.
then Siew Hui nd Daxter handled it well :D
then after that, someone sprain his leg
[AGAIN.the same guy that sprain his leg at first..]
well, this time they say 2 person enough.
so me and emily go back first.
then after that,
Siew Hui and Daxter came back :D
then four of us went to 1 station,
the sir dont let and ask us to split 2 station.
daxter want us to experience :D
so me and emily go alone without seniors.
but we aren't doing anything..
well, we took curry puff and eat..
the first time i din seefor the paint all team only..
so i just take lahh
then the second time,
emily saw is for the paintball team only..
then i was like "oops.." :D
well, daxter called and ask anything happen.
haha, nothing happen at all lahh..
well, it was fun dutying with Siew Hui, Daxter and Emily :D
Next time i hope to duty with them again :D
but i'll also hope to try out partner-ing with others.
so yeah.. :D
well, BYE! :D
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Oppa, dont cry :(
im totally in love with Jonghyun :P
everyone dislikes him because he coupled with Se kyung.. what's wrong with him couple-ing with her? everyone needs love... i read lots of articles about him and his gf but this one really make me feel better and not that pissed with his fans. but he has the rights to couple mahh.. he has a crush on Se kyung since [juliette] was out or something like that. But i thought every Jonghyun fans are awesome but end up they dont even support Jonghyun oppa when he is dating Se Kyung! OMG that really makes me pissed off >:(
He just found his dream girl end up he has to give up his dream career? sad weih.. WTH IS SME PLANNING?! why make him suffer? everyone hate Jonghyun and SHINee has lesser fans already. WTF?!
Jonghyun, dont cry anymore. ur true fans will support u. (: i i know alot of people are ur true fans. so dont worry at all! WE LOVE YOU!
everyone dislikes him because he coupled with Se kyung.. what's wrong with him couple-ing with her? everyone needs love... i read lots of articles about him and his gf but this one really make me feel better and not that pissed with his fans. but he has the rights to couple mahh.. he has a crush on Se kyung since [juliette] was out or something like that. But i thought every Jonghyun fans are awesome but end up they dont even support Jonghyun oppa when he is dating Se Kyung! OMG that really makes me pissed off >:(
He just found his dream girl end up he has to give up his dream career? sad weih.. WTH IS SME PLANNING?! why make him suffer? everyone hate Jonghyun and SHINee has lesser fans already. WTF?!
Jonghyun, dont cry anymore. ur true fans will support u. (: i i know alot of people are ur true fans. so dont worry at all! WE LOVE YOU!
Monday, November 22, 2010
My first love broke my heart for the first time.
Sad news:
Kim Jonghyun from SHINee is dating Shin Se Kyung(Actress).
when i heard this news, i was freaking happy!
Cuz my Jonghyun oppa has found his true love xD
but there's a weird feeling lahh surely..
this feeling dunno how to express wan..
so hard to say weih..
its like happy plus sourness plus sadness
and a lot of emotions altogether..
but everyone need to find their own love, right? :)
besides, why should i even cry?
cuz i know Jonghyun dont even know me at all :)
Se kyung,
you better love Jonghyun with all your love!
cuz if you break Jonghyun's heart,
all of his fans wont let you go! :D
aww.. heartbroken...
but its alright,
im still happy that my oppa has a gf :)
Jonghyun,
if you are happy,
im happy and so do all ur fans, okay? :)
we support u and se kyung,
so dont cry anymore, kay?
Smile always. :)
钟炫,
其实你不必哭的.
你和SeKyung 谈恋爱是无罪的嘛。
你开心就够啊！
Saranghae! x3
Kim Jonghyun from SHINee is dating Shin Se Kyung(Actress).
when i heard this news, i was freaking happy!
Cuz my Jonghyun oppa has found his true love xD
but there's a weird feeling lahh surely..
this feeling dunno how to express wan..
so hard to say weih..
its like happy plus sourness plus sadness
and a lot of emotions altogether..
but everyone need to find their own love, right? :)
besides, why should i even cry?
cuz i know Jonghyun dont even know me at all :)
Se kyung,
you better love Jonghyun with all your love!
cuz if you break Jonghyun's heart,
all of his fans wont let you go! :D
aww.. heartbroken...
but its alright,
im still happy that my oppa has a gf :)
Jonghyun,
if you are happy,
im happy and so do all ur fans, okay? :)
we support u and se kyung,
so dont cry anymore, kay?
Smile always. :)
钟炫,
其实你不必哭的.
你和SeKyung 谈恋爱是无罪的嘛。
你开心就够啊！
Saranghae! x3
♥ 2010 ♥
Lol i just realize that i have damn little post this year :P
2010,
you were a nice year but kinda shitty.
-you made me cry because im leaving PC2,
but you made me laugh when i reach SMKDU.
-you made me sad because i miss my old friends,
But you made me happy because u make me
found 5 friends that understands me.
Cassandra, Hwei Xin, Niki, Daphne, Xin Wey,
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!
all the best to all of you :)
2010,
you were a nice year but kinda shitty.
-you made me cry because im leaving PC2,
but you made me laugh when i reach SMKDU.
-you made me sad because i miss my old friends,
But you made me happy because u make me
found 5 friends that understands me.
Cassandra, Hwei Xin, Niki, Daphne, Xin Wey,
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!
all the best to all of you :)
Kim Jonghyun ♥ 金钟炫
Im totally in Love with Jonghyun ♥
He is so freaking handsome and cute! xD
钟炫，
为了你，
我一定会去学韩语的！
xD
i know you understand chinese :D
u went to beijing at 2007 to learn Chinese :P
thats what i read from the articles.
you are gonna join a new group call "SM the Ballad"
but i think when u are in SHINee is better :D
hope u will have more nice songs in ur new group :D
ALL THE BEST!
JONGHYUN, I LOVE YOU!!
钟炫, Saranghae ♥
He is so freaking handsome and cute! xD
钟炫，
为了你，
我一定会去学韩语的！
xD
i know you understand chinese :D
u went to beijing at 2007 to learn Chinese :P
thats what i read from the articles.
you are gonna join a new group call "SM the Ballad"
but i think when u are in SHINee is better :D
hope u will have more nice songs in ur new group :D
ALL THE BEST!
JONGHYUN, I LOVE YOU!!
钟炫, Saranghae ♥
Sunday, November 21, 2010
K-pop♥
Chat with Hwei Xin and Cassandra through MSN :D
Me and Hwei Xin talks about her "future" with Key and Yoseob :D it was so fun talking to her.
Cassandra told me a lot about K-pop :D
[ more information about K-pop, go to the left side, scroll down and find "K-pop"]
[ btw, it is still under construction so dont blame me if i haven't put other Groups like SNSD, Wonder Girls, B2ST and some others..]
I LOVE K-POP-ing WITH CASSIE AND HWEI XIN! xD
Me and Hwei Xin talks about her "future" with Key and Yoseob :D it was so fun talking to her.
Cassandra told me a lot about K-pop :D
[ more information about K-pop, go to the left side, scroll down and find "K-pop"]
[ btw, it is still under construction so dont blame me if i haven't put other Groups like SNSD, Wonder Girls, B2ST and some others..]
I LOVE K-POP-ing WITH CASSIE AND HWEI XIN! xD
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Feel so lonely, baby im so lonely..
so much memories.
where is the delete button?
i wanna delete those useless memories.
and also those useless people in my life.
i wanna be happy.
i dowanna emo all the time.
i can barely smile.
i cant even laugh till stomach cramps.
im sad.
im really sad.
i shouldnt have go look at your official page.
i shouldnt have looked at stuff that hurts me.
i shouldnt have treated you as my forever.
i din know who you are eversince that day we argued.
i never wanna have another arguement again.
because,
there is 8 planets,
and there is 6 Billion people on earth,
but i've met you.
first few months,
we were like forever.
but after that,
we all changed.
i never wanna trust friendships anymore.
there aren't true friends in secondary.
i dont know why,
but i have a feeling that something's not gonna be right.
maybe its because you are with her now.
maybe its because both of you have the same topic.
but we dont anymore.
but now,
i dont get it,
why should i even care?
maybe its because i used to be your only one.
maybe its because you leaved me alone,
let you go hurts,
but holding you without your heart,
hurts more.
let you go, fly to her.
fly to another planet with her.
im out of this friendship.
im alright.
i'll be alone when school re-opens.
i'll keep my tears in my eyes.
i'll keep my mouth shut.
i'll get myself out between both of you.
i'll never say how important friends are to me.
i'll let go of you.
i'll let myself look happy eventhough i dont have you.
i'll keep myself happy and never letting anyone knows that who hurts me.
its all because,
both of you are important to me.
the six of us might separate next year.
if there only can be five person in the same class,
i will be the sixth person.
i'll go different class.
what's happening?
what is wrong with me?
i dont know.
i wont let anyone know who you are.
cuz both of you are important to me.
Cassandra,
thanks for being so nice to me throughout the whole year. remember that "boom"? that made us become BFFs. well, we barely even talk to each other now but i think you are still my BFF right?
Hwei Xin,
thanks for being my friend. thanks for counseling me when im sad. but now you cant counsel me anymore. because we barely even talk to each other. well, i bet you are still having K-pop fever with cassandra..
Xin Wey,
haha, lol. why do i even wanna write message to you? i know you are not even reading. hahaha! but its alright. i just want you to know, at least you've made me smile in school. thanks for being so lame. well, see you next year.
Daphne,
thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you. but we might not be together next year. i'll miss your sweet smile and your tuition notes. haha...
Niki,
i was kinda shock when you ask me whether i like him.. but i dont. he still have feelings for you. so accept him if you still loves him. thanks for counseling me when i have problems. eventhough we always argue but we end up saying sorry to each other and become friends again. well, thanks.
[my parents asked me,
next time when they success in the project at penang,
then they are shifting there.
they ask me whether i wanna go.
should i go or should i stay?
too much bad memories here..
i think i should start all over again.
when i reach there,
im changing blog URL, facebook account,
email address, handphone number
and everything that can contact me.
i wanna start a new life and
i wanna forget everything that happens here.
i hope it works for deleting my old memories.
i was thinking of changing my identity.
but hmm.. well, i'll still be Kelly Ong.
well, yeah. i might be changing facebook acc and MSN.
but i think i'll just delete those people i dowanna keep in contact with.
yay.. im going some where else.
im happy that i dont have to face all these stupid problems anymore.]
where is the delete button?
i wanna delete those useless memories.
and also those useless people in my life.
i wanna be happy.
i dowanna emo all the time.
i can barely smile.
i cant even laugh till stomach cramps.
im sad.
im really sad.
i shouldnt have go look at your official page.
i shouldnt have looked at stuff that hurts me.
i shouldnt have treated you as my forever.
i din know who you are eversince that day we argued.
i never wanna have another arguement again.
because,
there is 8 planets,
and there is 6 Billion people on earth,
but i've met you.
first few months,
we were like forever.
but after that,
we all changed.
i never wanna trust friendships anymore.
there aren't true friends in secondary.
i dont know why,
but i have a feeling that something's not gonna be right.
maybe its because you are with her now.
maybe its because both of you have the same topic.
but we dont anymore.
but now,
i dont get it,
why should i even care?
maybe its because i used to be your only one.
maybe its because you leaved me alone,
let you go hurts,
but holding you without your heart,
hurts more.
let you go, fly to her.
fly to another planet with her.
im out of this friendship.
im alright.
i'll be alone when school re-opens.
i'll keep my tears in my eyes.
i'll keep my mouth shut.
i'll get myself out between both of you.
i'll never say how important friends are to me.
i'll let go of you.
i'll let myself look happy eventhough i dont have you.
i'll keep myself happy and never letting anyone knows that who hurts me.
its all because,
both of you are important to me.
the six of us might separate next year.
if there only can be five person in the same class,
i will be the sixth person.
i'll go different class.
what's happening?
what is wrong with me?
i dont know.
i wont let anyone know who you are.
cuz both of you are important to me.
Cassandra,
thanks for being so nice to me throughout the whole year. remember that "boom"? that made us become BFFs. well, we barely even talk to each other now but i think you are still my BFF right?
Hwei Xin,
thanks for being my friend. thanks for counseling me when im sad. but now you cant counsel me anymore. because we barely even talk to each other. well, i bet you are still having K-pop fever with cassandra..
Xin Wey,
haha, lol. why do i even wanna write message to you? i know you are not even reading. hahaha! but its alright. i just want you to know, at least you've made me smile in school. thanks for being so lame. well, see you next year.
Daphne,
thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you. but we might not be together next year. i'll miss your sweet smile and your tuition notes. haha...
Niki,
i was kinda shock when you ask me whether i like him.. but i dont. he still have feelings for you. so accept him if you still loves him. thanks for counseling me when i have problems. eventhough we always argue but we end up saying sorry to each other and become friends again. well, thanks.
[my parents asked me,
next time when they success in the project at penang,
then they are shifting there.
they ask me whether i wanna go.
should i go or should i stay?
too much bad memories here..
i think i should start all over again.
when i reach there,
im changing blog URL, facebook account,
email address, handphone number
and everything that can contact me.
i wanna start a new life and
i wanna forget everything that happens here.
i hope it works for deleting my old memories.
i was thinking of changing my identity.
but hmm.. well, i'll still be Kelly Ong.
well, yeah. i might be changing facebook acc and MSN.
but i think i'll just delete those people i dowanna keep in contact with.
yay.. im going some where else.
im happy that i dont have to face all these stupid problems anymore.]
Friday, November 12, 2010
11.11.10
today was fun :)
we were having our last perhimpunan for the year today :D
it took 2 and a half hours for En. Sivam and Pn. Chia
to finish their speech and stuff.
then thehead of prefects, Aaron Luke,
started to step up-stepdown ceremony for the prefects.
Joy is the new head prefect. Congratz :D
[recess for all]
Pn. Chia let us recess with the form 2's today :D
so we had a 55-minutes recess.
i ate mac 'n' cheese and garlic bread with cheese :P
===================================
i played iPhone with Miki today :D
we played "Tap Tap revenge"
it was tooooooooooooooooooootally FUNNN!!!
we keep on playing.
and then we took a 5-minute-rest.
[best treasure hunting :D]
today i went "treasure hunting",
also known as human hunting.
i hunt for mawar-ians but none of them appear.
i went searching but everyone is at the BBall court, so yeah :D
some girls are in class.. they were being good girls :D
i helped teacher to do other works and helped nadiah too.
yeah. helping teacher to do stuff is boring.
i "skip work" and played with miki :D
haha.. im a bad bad girl :P
[recipe for disaster]
i read miki's cook book.
and a piece of paper dropped out.
i took the paper and see and it was the reciept for
the recipe they bought yesterday.
haha, i was like a "cheap-lak" ah sam,
"this one dunnid to buy mah! that one, buy for what?
why u all buy so many? 1 enough already! why u all bought this?
did u all even use it? if i ent there i would have saved a lot!"
hahaha! im really cheap-lak wan xD
[toilet :D]
i asked miki to go to the toilet and play iPhone again.
she said okay, and we went to the toilet :D
then we played "one player" and "two players"
it was really fun :D
i thought that today will be another boring day again but i was wrong!
it was better than i thought :)
ahhh... nice day :)
we were having our last perhimpunan for the year today :D
it took 2 and a half hours for En. Sivam and Pn. Chia
to finish their speech and stuff.
then thehead of prefects, Aaron Luke,
started to step up-stepdown ceremony for the prefects.
Joy is the new head prefect. Congratz :D
[recess for all]
Pn. Chia let us recess with the form 2's today :D
so we had a 55-minutes recess.
i ate mac 'n' cheese and garlic bread with cheese :P
===================================
i played iPhone with Miki today :D
we played "Tap Tap revenge"
it was tooooooooooooooooooootally FUNNN!!!
we keep on playing.
and then we took a 5-minute-rest.
[best treasure hunting :D]
today i went "treasure hunting",
also known as human hunting.
i hunt for mawar-ians but none of them appear.
i went searching but everyone is at the BBall court, so yeah :D
some girls are in class.. they were being good girls :D
i helped teacher to do other works and helped nadiah too.
yeah. helping teacher to do stuff is boring.
i "skip work" and played with miki :D
haha.. im a bad bad girl :P
[recipe for disaster]
i read miki's cook book.
and a piece of paper dropped out.
i took the paper and see and it was the reciept for
the recipe they bought yesterday.
haha, i was like a "cheap-lak" ah sam,
"this one dunnid to buy mah! that one, buy for what?
why u all buy so many? 1 enough already! why u all bought this?
did u all even use it? if i ent there i would have saved a lot!"
hahaha! im really cheap-lak wan xD
[toilet :D]
i asked miki to go to the toilet and play iPhone again.
she said okay, and we went to the toilet :D
then we played "one player" and "two players"
it was really fun :D
i thought that today will be another boring day again but i was wrong!
it was better than i thought :)
ahhh... nice day :)
10.11.10
[10.11.10]
OMG. today is seriously a boring day.
i went to school, wanna see my friends but guess what?
none of them appear except Jasmine and some boys.
there's only 9 person who came today :(
Me, Jasmine are the only 2 girls who came.
and boys were Cheng Wey, Jaryl, Jun Xiang, Eu Jin,
Shi Qian, Joshua and Kevin.
wasei...
Hwei Xin, Miki, Tracia and Daphne were
baking cake at Hwei Xin's house.
so i know whats the reason they din come.
Niki, Xin Wey and Cassandra din come too :(
i sat down there doing nothing all alone.
no one wanna talk or accompany me at all :(
[lets just skip to KH class]
i helped teacher to do some stuff, as the penolong of class.
Nadiah din come so i hatta do every part of her job.
teacher handed me the list for class position of 1 Mawar.
i got no. 6. i remembered all my friend's position
and happily called them when i got home :D
[class cleaning]
everyone went to PJK at 5:10.
i was alone in the class. yes, all alone.
i was bored and i have nothing to do at all.
sitting there like a retard. nothing popping out in my mind.
suddenly, "clean the class" popped out
in the middle of my "thoughtless time"
yeah, i got my ass up and start sweeping the floor,
rearranging the tables.
i wanted to clean the drawer but
when im halfway cleaning the second group,
my hands got really dirty so i refused to go on.
[Geo class]
i went to toilet and cleaned me dirty hands.
and after that, i wait for Pn. Pang to come into the class.
i waited and waited.
finally, Pn. Pang came in and she has something to do
and she asked me to take care of her bag.
i was like "wow, at least now i have "something" to do..=="
then i sat in class for another 20 mins of thoughtless moments.
and Pn.Pang came back and she sat in the class with me :D
so we sit until the end of school.
[for bonus...]
Jaryl, Kevin and Jun xiang always come in the class and
kacau for 10 seconds then they went out.
and there's some anggerik ppl come into the class
and ask whether can they sit in my class.
they said" ur class so peaceful, can i sit here?"
Pn.Pang said, "because all of u are not here that's why its peaceful :)"
so they went away.
thats all! bye!
OMG. today is seriously a boring day.
i went to school, wanna see my friends but guess what?
none of them appear except Jasmine and some boys.
there's only 9 person who came today :(
Me, Jasmine are the only 2 girls who came.
and boys were Cheng Wey, Jaryl, Jun Xiang, Eu Jin,
Shi Qian, Joshua and Kevin.
wasei...
Hwei Xin, Miki, Tracia and Daphne were
baking cake at Hwei Xin's house.
so i know whats the reason they din come.
Niki, Xin Wey and Cassandra din come too :(
i sat down there doing nothing all alone.
no one wanna talk or accompany me at all :(
[lets just skip to KH class]
i helped teacher to do some stuff, as the penolong of class.
Nadiah din come so i hatta do every part of her job.
teacher handed me the list for class position of 1 Mawar.
i got no. 6. i remembered all my friend's position
and happily called them when i got home :D
[class cleaning]
everyone went to PJK at 5:10.
i was alone in the class. yes, all alone.
i was bored and i have nothing to do at all.
sitting there like a retard. nothing popping out in my mind.
suddenly, "clean the class" popped out
in the middle of my "thoughtless time"
yeah, i got my ass up and start sweeping the floor,
rearranging the tables.
i wanted to clean the drawer but
when im halfway cleaning the second group,
my hands got really dirty so i refused to go on.
[Geo class]
i went to toilet and cleaned me dirty hands.
and after that, i wait for Pn. Pang to come into the class.
i waited and waited.
finally, Pn. Pang came in and she has something to do
and she asked me to take care of her bag.
i was like "wow, at least now i have "something" to do..=="
then i sat in class for another 20 mins of thoughtless moments.
and Pn.Pang came back and she sat in the class with me :D
so we sit until the end of school.
[for bonus...]
Jaryl, Kevin and Jun xiang always come in the class and
kacau for 10 seconds then they went out.
and there's some anggerik ppl come into the class
and ask whether can they sit in my class.
they said" ur class so peaceful, can i sit here?"
Pn.Pang said, "because all of u are not here that's why its peaceful :)"
so they went away.
thats all! bye!
Sunday, November 7, 2010
欣欣姑姑's wedding :)
congratz to 欣欣姑姑 :D
i wore a tube dress today. [i hate wearing dress ==]
it was so annoying wearing that darn dress and everyone stepping on it.
my dad keeps on scolding me cuz of that darn dress. ==
well, today's wedding dinner aint nice at all.
my dad wants face only!
what ever i do also scold.
waddahell?
myself dont bring me go there!
========================
im the only 3rd generation[girl]
who attended 欣欣姑姑's wedding.
it was fun when everyone say
"she is the only girl? come one, lets take picture"
walao eh.
worst than paparazi xD
======================
well, congratz to her and wish her all the best :D
i wore a tube dress today. [i hate wearing dress ==]
it was so annoying wearing that darn dress and everyone stepping on it.
my dad keeps on scolding me cuz of that darn dress. ==
well, today's wedding dinner aint nice at all.
my dad wants face only!
what ever i do also scold.
waddahell?
myself dont bring me go there!
========================
im the only 3rd generation[girl]
who attended 欣欣姑姑's wedding.
it was fun when everyone say
"she is the only girl? come one, lets take picture"
walao eh.
worst than paparazi xD
======================
well, congratz to her and wish her all the best :D
Thursday, November 4, 2010
My Big Day :)
today is my big big day! xD Its My birthday! :)
thanks to all and everyone that wished me happy birthday :D
love u all.
===============================
weih, u purposely make me angry wan izzit?
waddahell weihs..
go put in a relationship with her ON my bday.
what the f***?
u know that i hate how much that u 2 are together?
both of u are the worst couple lahh
doesnt match AT ALL.
if both of u break up, i'll be TOTALLY happy.
shit you lahh. get a life.
stop making me angry on my birthday.
i faked that i was happy that both of u are together.
actually, i was F***ing ANGRY.
i hate the both of u.
i'll block both of u when its ur 1 year anniversary.
make me fking angry nia.
u break up with her i wont be fking angry.
u, go eat shit and ask her to eat shit too.
not cool man, NOT COOL.
==================================
thanks to all and everyone that wished me happy birthday :D
love u all.
===============================
weih, u purposely make me angry wan izzit?
waddahell weihs..
go put in a relationship with her ON my bday.
what the f***?
u know that i hate how much that u 2 are together?
both of u are the worst couple lahh
doesnt match AT ALL.
if both of u break up, i'll be TOTALLY happy.
shit you lahh. get a life.
stop making me angry on my birthday.
i faked that i was happy that both of u are together.
actually, i was F***ing ANGRY.
i hate the both of u.
i'll block both of u when its ur 1 year anniversary.
make me fking angry nia.
u break up with her i wont be fking angry.
u, go eat shit and ask her to eat shit too.
not cool man, NOT COOL.
==================================
Thursday, October 21, 2010
十万个不满意.
世界有那么多挑战,
不要讲大人,
只讲我们这些中学生,
天天不是应付考试就是读书.
不然就是作那堆积如山的功课.
老师啊,
放过我们吧!
因为你们中学的老师酱对你们,
你们就别把气都发泄在我们身上!
我们是无辜的!
考试啊考试,
到底是那个聪明人发明考试的?
现在, 弄得我们这些"未来的主人翁"难受得很!
不要讲大人,
只讲我们这些中学生,
天天不是应付考试就是读书.
不然就是作那堆积如山的功课.
老师啊,
放过我们吧!
因为你们中学的老师酱对你们,
你们就别把气都发泄在我们身上!
我们是无辜的!
考试啊考试,
到底是那个聪明人发明考试的?
现在, 弄得我们这些"未来的主人翁"难受得很!
Monday, October 18, 2010
year timetable xD
my timetable for october 2010 till february 2011 xD
[october 2010]
-Alex's Bday! xD
-year end exams FTW!
-children's day at PC2 but i cant go cuz of exams =(
[november 2010]
-My elder bro's Bday! xD
-MY BIRTHDAY WITHOUT SCHOOLING!!!
[special for my school cuz of the deepavali eve
and i've gone back to school last time di.]
-deepavali special holiday [2 days]
-mom's bday
-LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FALLS ON 19th NOVEMBER!! xD
[december 2010]
-6B reunion <3
-christmas
[october 2010]
-Alex's Bday! xD
-year end exams FTW!
-children's day at PC2 but i cant go cuz of exams =(
[november 2010]
-My elder bro's Bday! xD
-MY BIRTHDAY WITHOUT SCHOOLING!!!
[special for my school cuz of the deepavali eve
and i've gone back to school last time di.]
-deepavali special holiday [2 days]
-mom's bday
-LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FALLS ON 19th NOVEMBER!! xD
[december 2010]
-6B reunion <3
-christmas
Exams!
Year end exams are coming!
[FINALLY! Sweet Babeh!!]
come on, on the first day of school,
i was like:
"OMG, im now officially 13, im away from PC2,
what am i gonna do? i feel so lost without my friends teman me!"
and now, its actually 10 months already!
WOOTS! 23 more SCHOOLING days and im free!! xD
HOLIDAYSSS!! i cant wait for the German exam.
faster finish exam, then i can be free and relax, go outing! xD
and i cant wait till next year's CNY!
[FINALLY! Sweet Babeh!!]
come on, on the first day of school,
i was like:
"OMG, im now officially 13, im away from PC2,
what am i gonna do? i feel so lost without my friends teman me!"
and now, its actually 10 months already!
WOOTS! 23 more SCHOOLING days and im free!! xD
HOLIDAYSSS!! i cant wait for the German exam.
faster finish exam, then i can be free and relax, go outing! xD
and i cant wait till next year's CNY!
Friday, October 15, 2010
Baby baby baby Ohh~
My cousin's aunt gave birth to a little baby girl! xD
My cousin's mom is gonna give birth to a baby next year! YAY!!!
i cant wait to have a girl cousie!!! xD
[cuz im the only girl at home.. =( ]
i can tell all my school life stories to my 3 baby cousies!
[1 is 4 yrs old, 1 iss 3 years old and one more next year gonna arrive to this world! xD ]
i love my cousiess!!
My cousin's mom is gonna give birth to a baby next year! YAY!!!
i cant wait to have a girl cousie!!! xD
[cuz im the only girl at home.. =( ]
i can tell all my school life stories to my 3 baby cousies!
[1 is 4 yrs old, 1 iss 3 years old and one more next year gonna arrive to this world! xD ]
i love my cousiess!!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
你离开了，那我怎么过？
为何我爱的人，
我喜欢的人，
我的好朋友，
一个又一个慢慢地离开我呢？
既然你要离开了，
那么希望你会过得更好吧。
为何你要离开我呢？
你可以不跟我讲，
跟我讲了后，
现在好想哭..
惨了， 毕业的感觉，
和他分开的感觉又来了..
不要离开我，
好吗？
不行，你决定了你的决定。
不可能不走了。
我怎么办？
丢下我一个不管了吗？
好残忍哦！x(
我喜欢的人，
我的好朋友，
一个又一个慢慢地离开我呢？
既然你要离开了，
那么希望你会过得更好吧。
为何你要离开我呢？
你可以不跟我讲，
跟我讲了后，
现在好想哭..
惨了， 毕业的感觉，
和他分开的感觉又来了..
不要离开我，
好吗？
不行，你决定了你的决定。
不可能不走了。
我怎么办？
丢下我一个不管了吗？
好残忍哦！x(
回忆过去,痛苦的相思忘不了..
最近和他在fb做了朋友。
所以我stalk他。
[嗯，我就是没事做.. 莫怪！]
看会以前的post，有点伤感但很甜蜜。
有点想哭但有点好笑。
很矛盾吧？
还记得那时我拍6J 的班，
他们讲我没事做，
不如拍回自己的班。
哼！
我现在想回去，
很想跟他们讲，
“因为我不是6J班，不用酱来歧视我的！” xD
不过可惜啦，
他已经和别人在一起了。
虽然我们都分手了，
我也不怎么喜欢他喜欢的人，
但我还是真心祝福他们吧！
既然他们能在一起9个月了，
我相信他们到长大为止，
还是能够在一起。
除非没感情了 =P
希望那不可能发生，
也不会发生。
郑怀申，
这是本小姐第一次那么诚心祝福人，
祝你和Zi Yi能够永久地在一起。
不要辜负我一番心意哦！
祝福你们！
=）
所以我stalk他。
[嗯，我就是没事做.. 莫怪！]
看会以前的post，有点伤感但很甜蜜。
有点想哭但有点好笑。
很矛盾吧？
还记得那时我拍6J 的班，
他们讲我没事做，
不如拍回自己的班。
哼！
我现在想回去，
很想跟他们讲，
“因为我不是6J班，不用酱来歧视我的！” xD
不过可惜啦，
他已经和别人在一起了。
虽然我们都分手了，
我也不怎么喜欢他喜欢的人，
但我还是真心祝福他们吧！
既然他们能在一起9个月了，
我相信他们到长大为止，
还是能够在一起。
除非没感情了 =P
希望那不可能发生，
也不会发生。
郑怀申，
这是本小姐第一次那么诚心祝福人，
祝你和Zi Yi能够永久地在一起。
不要辜负我一番心意哦！
祝福你们！
=）
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
如果没有你，我的世界会变得怎样？
我不想写什么文章，我想创新一下...
-如果她是你的，你就得抓紧. 别等到她离开了你才后悔...-
-如果你真的爱她， 别让她哭，别让她流泪， 让她快乐， 对着你微笑。-
-我的世界开始下雪，冷得让我无法多爱一天...-
-如果她是你的，你就得抓紧. 别等到她离开了你才后悔...-
-人生有多少个十年？放下怨恨，接受别人的性格，自己也会活得快乐..-
-如果你真的爱她， 别让她哭，别让她流泪， 让她快乐， 对着你微笑。-
-你还是爱她的话，别来找我。放弃我，因为你是她的，你的心不属于我..-
-我的世界开始下雪，冷得让我无法多爱一天...-
-让我最遗憾的是我当初没好好的爱你，让你伤心，失望，流泪...-
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
士别几月, 即更刮目相看
没想到, 你竟然是这样的人.
已经做了两年的好朋友,
你如今这样来"报答"我.
你才认识他多久?
是我和他在一起之后你才认识他!
没想到你为了维护他,
这样来对我.
你有外在美,
内在美呢?
完全没有.
真是金玉其外,败絮其中.
没人性的死八婆!
===========================
[错怪]
[她:女的 他:男的]
为何你们只有怪她?
又不是她犯的错
她的男友不说话,
甚至是哭,
那又关她何事?
你们除了令她难堪,
还会怎样?
她和他之间的事,
何时轮到我们牵涉?
我们只是局外人,
根本不了解他们的事.
为何你们那么多事?
三八到死!
==========================
已经做了两年的好朋友,
你如今这样来"报答"我.
你才认识他多久?
是我和他在一起之后你才认识他!
没想到你为了维护他,
这样来对我.
你有外在美,
内在美呢?
完全没有.
真是金玉其外,败絮其中.
没人性的死八婆!
===========================
[错怪]
[她:女的 他:男的]
为何你们只有怪她?
又不是她犯的错
她的男友不说话,
甚至是哭,
那又关她何事?
你们除了令她难堪,
还会怎样?
她和他之间的事,
何时轮到我们牵涉?
我们只是局外人,
根本不了解他们的事.
为何你们那么多事?
三八到死!
==========================
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Im Back again :D
Pheew~ after 2 weeks of holidays,
im gonna go back 2 school soon =(
and exam is coming...
haizz, wat to do? last day of holiday cannot sleep late =(
=============================
i wanted to delete my old chatbox,
as in the current one i have now.
cuz no one is reading my blog anymore..
but when i read back all the messages in the cbox,
i dont feel like deleting it anymore =P
so much memories..
but cbox deleted the spammer's msg...
i wanted to see what the spammer wrote =D
i forgot di..
==========================
i know who is the spammer liao..
since long time ago. LOL.
that time, she back stab me and she fake the friendship
between both of us,
such a big backstabber yeah?
but now, we are like besties =)
im never gonna say who izzit,
cuz she is a great friend now..
=P
===========================
[blog edit]
helped Daphne edited her blog di..
if u peeps are bored of my blog,
u can go to hers =D
Click here =)
she dont have post yet lahh..
==========================
thats all, bye =)
im gonna go back 2 school soon =(
and exam is coming...
haizz, wat to do? last day of holiday cannot sleep late =(
=============================
i wanted to delete my old chatbox,
as in the current one i have now.
cuz no one is reading my blog anymore..
but when i read back all the messages in the cbox,
i dont feel like deleting it anymore =P
so much memories..
but cbox deleted the spammer's msg...
i wanted to see what the spammer wrote =D
i forgot di..
==========================
i know who is the spammer liao..
since long time ago. LOL.
that time, she back stab me and she fake the friendship
between both of us,
such a big backstabber yeah?
but now, we are like besties =)
im never gonna say who izzit,
cuz she is a great friend now..
=P
===========================
[blog edit]
helped Daphne edited her blog di..
if u peeps are bored of my blog,
u can go to hers =D
Click here =)
she dont have post yet lahh..
==========================
thats all, bye =)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Big Trouble FTW
im doomed!
i have no feelings in both of you anymore.
isn't that great?
one week of relationship.
nice. sweet.
but now?
ruined.
cuz i miss him.
===========================
i shouldn't have liked you.
i shouldn't be scolding you.
im wrong.
why should i blame you?
=========================
no one will ever accept someone they love likes someone else, right?
he was so perfect.
but he is gone. *poof*
you were the perfect boy i loved.
but now? *poof* gone again.
========================
dont forgive me.
im not worth it.
i have no feelings in both of you anymore.
isn't that great?
one week of relationship.
nice. sweet.
but now?
ruined.
cuz i miss him.
===========================
i shouldn't have liked you.
i shouldn't be scolding you.
im wrong.
why should i blame you?
=========================
no one will ever accept someone they love likes someone else, right?
he was so perfect.
but he is gone. *poof*
you were the perfect boy i loved.
but now? *poof* gone again.
========================
dont forgive me.
im not worth it.
Im Back =)
internet finally is fixed. (Yeah!)
im back in business.
i have my stuff to do, so SHUT UP! xD
==============================
i cant believe i miss him...
i tell myself, i really hate him.
im never ever gonna talk to him again.
im never ever gonna reply his text.
but i did. woah?
i miss him! [F]
why would i miss someone that leaves me alone when i need him?
im confused.
============================
who do i even like?
i dont even know.
i like you but i miss him.
shit. im in a total big trouble now.
this is like a total disaster.
===========================
can i stop failing in love?
i always break up so easily.
but i really loved you.
cant you see?
but just because i say i miss him.
you broke up wif me. [F]
=======================
i'll miss you. i'll miss him.
im confused.
he was someone i really love.
you are too.
how can i choose between both of you?
im outta here.
totally.
==========================
I SUCK IN LOVING ANYONE!!
im back in business.
i have my stuff to do, so SHUT UP! xD
==============================
i cant believe i miss him...
i tell myself, i really hate him.
im never ever gonna talk to him again.
im never ever gonna reply his text.
but i did. woah?
i miss him! [F]
why would i miss someone that leaves me alone when i need him?
im confused.
============================
who do i even like?
i dont even know.
i like you but i miss him.
shit. im in a total big trouble now.
this is like a total disaster.
===========================
can i stop failing in love?
i always break up so easily.
but i really loved you.
cant you see?
but just because i say i miss him.
you broke up wif me. [F]
=======================
i'll miss you. i'll miss him.
im confused.
he was someone i really love.
you are too.
how can i choose between both of you?
im outta here.
totally.
==========================
I SUCK IN LOVING ANYONE!!
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Im Leaving soon.
Im gonna leave Selangor soon.
Maybe this year, maybe next year.
Im not gonna stay here and let people back-stab me.
im not gonna stay here to hurt people.
Nor letting people hurt me.
im so gonna leave.
im not gonna stay here in this bitchy place.
maybe i could fine somewhere better,
to study, to have a better friendship.
and have a better chance to change.
i can change into someone else.
im gonna hide my personality.
=========================
when school starts,
i was hiding my real personality.
im not really a kind hearted person.
im a faker.
after awhile,
i decided to show my real inner-self.
but no one accepts my inner self.
so i decided to go somewhere else and hide it again.
================================
i've said sorry already.
but u still back-stab me.
fine.
im totally over it. =)
==============================
wonder where am i moving to, right?
im gonna move to penang. =D
and if i have a chance to come back,
i wont visit my friends anymore..
i'll come back but im not telling.
i dowanna get hurt again. =)
=============================
PENANG, here i come~! xD
Maybe this year, maybe next year.
Im not gonna stay here and let people back-stab me.
im not gonna stay here to hurt people.
Nor letting people hurt me.
im so gonna leave.
im not gonna stay here in this bitchy place.
maybe i could fine somewhere better,
to study, to have a better friendship.
and have a better chance to change.
i can change into someone else.
im gonna hide my personality.
=========================
when school starts,
i was hiding my real personality.
im not really a kind hearted person.
im a faker.
after awhile,
i decided to show my real inner-self.
but no one accepts my inner self.
so i decided to go somewhere else and hide it again.
================================
i've said sorry already.
but u still back-stab me.
fine.
im totally over it. =)
==============================
wonder where am i moving to, right?
im gonna move to penang. =D
and if i have a chance to come back,
i wont visit my friends anymore..
i'll come back but im not telling.
i dowanna get hurt again. =)
=============================
PENANG, here i come~! xD
Friday, August 27, 2010
那一声对不起
为何你要那么固执？
你不能说声对不起？
说一声对不起，会死吗？
为何你错就要我说对不起？
为何你说吵架就吵架，
好回就好回？
你把友谊当什么看？
一个能踢走而捡回来的球？
一个坏了就丢的玩具？
=======================
我根本不知道你心里在想什么。
你让那么多人难做。
为什么你要哭？
博同情啊？
然后跟他们讲什么我又怎样怎样，
我又那样又这样。
让全部人把我当成坏人？
你厉害。你行。
你可以一个人生活下去，
难道我不能？
你要好回就好回，
当我什么？
发泄物品？
对不起咯，本小姐不是这样给你玩的。
=========================
本小姐要做善事，
天天念经。
不得空理这些小事。
因为你哭，所以全部人才安慰你。
你每天只会哭，哭，哭。
好像我是你的谁？
=========================
那么命苦，
要看着你一哭，二闹，三上吊。
我不会的咯，
我跟你讲。
本小姐心情好，
不跟小人计较。
你把我成为大小姐，
你呢？
自己整天哭。
好像全世界欠了你这样。
=====================
喂，
耍花样啊？
我比你厉害。
你一，就会你的katholik
二，就转校。
三，回家睡觉。
我没心情理你。
我要睡我的大觉，
看我的电视，
写我的小说，
玩我的电脑，
上我的课。
===================
反正，
你走你的阳光道，
我走我的独木桥。
以后呢，
井水不犯河水。
===============
我们的友谊到此为止。
话毕，
别再见。
你不能说声对不起？
说一声对不起，会死吗？
为何你错就要我说对不起？
为何你说吵架就吵架，
好回就好回？
你把友谊当什么看？
一个能踢走而捡回来的球？
一个坏了就丢的玩具？
=======================
我根本不知道你心里在想什么。
你让那么多人难做。
为什么你要哭？
博同情啊？
然后跟他们讲什么我又怎样怎样，
我又那样又这样。
让全部人把我当成坏人？
你厉害。你行。
你可以一个人生活下去，
难道我不能？
你要好回就好回，
当我什么？
发泄物品？
对不起咯，本小姐不是这样给你玩的。
=========================
本小姐要做善事，
天天念经。
不得空理这些小事。
因为你哭，所以全部人才安慰你。
你每天只会哭，哭，哭。
好像我是你的谁？
=========================
那么命苦，
要看着你一哭，二闹，三上吊。
我不会的咯，
我跟你讲。
本小姐心情好，
不跟小人计较。
你把我成为大小姐，
你呢？
自己整天哭。
好像全世界欠了你这样。
=====================
喂，
耍花样啊？
我比你厉害。
你一，就会你的katholik
二，就转校。
三，回家睡觉。
我没心情理你。
我要睡我的大觉，
看我的电视，
写我的小说，
玩我的电脑，
上我的课。
===================
反正，
你走你的阳光道，
我走我的独木桥。
以后呢，
井水不犯河水。
===============
我们的友谊到此为止。
话毕，
别再见。
misunderstanding you.
I've misunderstood you.
i din know it wasn't ur fault.
u din tell me anything and just walk off.
but in dewan,
she told me everything.
u were the most innocent wan.
i din know she pulled you with to sit wif her.
wow, she is totally the 幕后黑手.
im sorry.
but i seriously cant believe in ur heart,
im a effing two-faced female dog.
im sorry for what i've called you.
i din know anything.
im really lost in this friendship.
im losing all my target and i dont even know why,
why am i having world war 3 with you?
its not even ur fault.
she is the one who is wrong.
she never wanna say sorry.
im over it.
but seriously, im sorry.
you wanna know who right?
i must make sure i never get this wrong.
i dowan people to perasan and say im saying sorry to them.
im saying sorry to you,
you and only you,
im sorry,
Cassandra.
yes, you.
cassandra. =)
i din know it wasn't ur fault.
u din tell me anything and just walk off.
but in dewan,
she told me everything.
u were the most innocent wan.
i din know she pulled you with to sit wif her.
wow, she is totally the 幕后黑手.
im sorry.
but i seriously cant believe in ur heart,
im a effing two-faced female dog.
im sorry for what i've called you.
i din know anything.
im really lost in this friendship.
im losing all my target and i dont even know why,
why am i having world war 3 with you?
its not even ur fault.
she is the one who is wrong.
she never wanna say sorry.
im over it.
but seriously, im sorry.
you wanna know who right?
i must make sure i never get this wrong.
i dowan people to perasan and say im saying sorry to them.
im saying sorry to you,
you and only you,
im sorry,
Cassandra.
yes, you.
cassandra. =)
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
You weren't the sunlight i need.
i cant believe you were the biggest two-faced bitch.
you've change a lot.
we aren't the person that change.
you have one bitch body,
but two personalities.
thats what i call a bitch.
=======================
[tears out of us]
see? if you know you ownself will cry,
dont even think about laughing or teasing ppl who are crying.
cause others will tease you back when YOU cry.
i went and ask you,
can we be friends again?
but too bad, you've shut ur mouth.
at first, i was thinking,
"why not we be friends in bilik jahitan and when we get out of this place, we're enemies again."
but i cant say that to you.
i wont make you cry even worst.
its not because i want you to forgive me or what.
its because i dowan teacher to scold you.
but, too bad lah.
==========================
[being an idiot doesn't solve all the problems.]
you know about everything.
you told her that you hate her so much.
you are the one that started this shit.
you could have shut ur mouth,
and not telling her that you hate her.
you started this shit.
in ur blog.
i dont care.
====================
[ i finally know why.]
i know why i shouted at you.
cuz i was PMS-ing.
i din know at all.
when i reached home, i realize that i was PMS-ing.
since u take it badly,
throw away ur own money,
fine then.
why should i tell you why i shouted at you?
================================
calling people wannabe, two-faced bitch
without telling the name,
aren't gonna make anything change.
im not telling ur name cuz i dowan ppl to hate you guys.
and they aren't involve.
think before you do.
Bitch.
you've change a lot.
we aren't the person that change.
you have one bitch body,
but two personalities.
thats what i call a bitch.
=======================
[tears out of us]
see? if you know you ownself will cry,
dont even think about laughing or teasing ppl who are crying.
cause others will tease you back when YOU cry.
i went and ask you,
can we be friends again?
but too bad, you've shut ur mouth.
at first, i was thinking,
"why not we be friends in bilik jahitan and when we get out of this place, we're enemies again."
but i cant say that to you.
i wont make you cry even worst.
its not because i want you to forgive me or what.
its because i dowan teacher to scold you.
but, too bad lah.
==========================
[being an idiot doesn't solve all the problems.]
you know about everything.
you told her that you hate her so much.
you are the one that started this shit.
you could have shut ur mouth,
and not telling her that you hate her.
you started this shit.
in ur blog.
i dont care.
====================
[ i finally know why.]
i know why i shouted at you.
cuz i was PMS-ing.
i din know at all.
when i reached home, i realize that i was PMS-ing.
since u take it badly,
throw away ur own money,
fine then.
why should i tell you why i shouted at you?
================================
calling people wannabe, two-faced bitch
without telling the name,
aren't gonna make anything change.
im not telling ur name cuz i dowan ppl to hate you guys.
and they aren't involve.
think before you do.
Bitch.
Im over it.
Im totally over the friendship between us.
i dont care whether i have it or not.
when i want to be friends with you, you denied.
when i dowanna friend you anymore,
you come back to me.
what the shit is wrong with you?
im a human, i have feelings too, okay?
its not just both of you have feelings.
=========================
[two personality,one human body]
before you even asked us, "why we say change then change?"
please think whether have YOU changed.
you became someone else.
you are not you anymore.
you keep telling other people how hurt you are,
how much you hate me.
i dont care.
you keep pulling people to side someone.
you know how hard for me to tell them "be neutral,be neutral"
please lah, stop telling people that doesnt involve in this shit.
=============================
[adding ur sister has reasons.]
both of you think that adding ur sister is being a wannabe?
stupid. think again.
ur sister come to bilik jahitan.
im the only one ur sister knows.
i told ur sister u are in another KH room.
and you,
ur sister went and picked u up.
you weren't there.
you sis ask me "are you Kelly?"
i answered yes.
she ask me" where's _ _ _ _?"
i told her you went home.
and im the only one that is there. alone.
i added ur sis. ur sis knows me. atleast they can know where are you.
so call me a wannabe?
think twice.
think again. what does wannabe means.
========================
i cant believe you told ppl that doesn't
involve in this shit that how bad am i.
whatever.
stop asking people whose side are they at.
you ask me not to let people side anyone.
but you urself did that.
wow, you are a total pathetic bitch.
congratulations. BITCH.
i dont care whether i have it or not.
when i want to be friends with you, you denied.
when i dowanna friend you anymore,
you come back to me.
what the shit is wrong with you?
im a human, i have feelings too, okay?
its not just both of you have feelings.
=========================
[two personality,one human body]
before you even asked us, "why we say change then change?"
please think whether have YOU changed.
you became someone else.
you are not you anymore.
you keep telling other people how hurt you are,
how much you hate me.
i dont care.
you keep pulling people to side someone.
you know how hard for me to tell them "be neutral,be neutral"
please lah, stop telling people that doesnt involve in this shit.
=============================
[adding ur sister has reasons.]
both of you think that adding ur sister is being a wannabe?
stupid. think again.
ur sister come to bilik jahitan.
im the only one ur sister knows.
i told ur sister u are in another KH room.
and you,
ur sister went and picked u up.
you weren't there.
you sis ask me "are you Kelly?"
i answered yes.
she ask me" where's _ _ _ _?"
i told her you went home.
and im the only one that is there. alone.
i added ur sis. ur sis knows me. atleast they can know where are you.
so call me a wannabe?
think twice.
think again. what does wannabe means.
========================
i cant believe you told ppl that doesn't
involve in this shit that how bad am i.
whatever.
stop asking people whose side are they at.
you ask me not to let people side anyone.
but you urself did that.
wow, you are a total pathetic bitch.
congratulations. BITCH.
Monday, August 23, 2010
I dont need this shit.
[just the way i am]
everyone is changing so badly.
i realize that only Yuk Chai and PC2 ppl can be really trusted.
i would tell them ALL my secrets.
but for others, im not so sure to tell or not.
Pc1, Pc2, Yuk Chai ppls are so good! ^^
i dunno what is wrong with others.
i just knw that currently i can only trust Xiao Di, Huai Sheng and Hwei Xin.
others, i dont know. =/
Sad right? maybe cant, maybe not.
im not sure.
==============================
[im changing]
yeah,im changing a lot.
changing into someone else.
someone everyone else's dont knw.
maybe i should pretend that im someone else so i can be more happier! =)
=========================================================
[shit asses]
i treat ppl good, they treat me like shit.
some ppl dont need to treat them in a different way, they still treat me well. =)
some ppl i dont even know, treat me well too.
like those ppl who passed by, they comment.
they ask me to be more brave,
being human is not like that, i should be more blah blah blah.
so good. ^^
not like some. hurt me in such a bad way until i dont even feel like being human already.
i wanna be a bird. fly so far away, until no one can find me.
until one day, my life ends, i'll die and no one will be sad =)
=========================================
[ i'm not me no more]
dont even think about trying to convince me to change.
im me and forever will be.
i will become someone else.
someone you dont know.
i wont ever be the old me again.
being old me, just to let you guys bully?
no. i must be brave. i must fight back.
im not stupid. im not so naive anymore.
i've grown up. im not me anymore.
yes, im not me anymore...
=========================================
-if you wanna tell me something,
talk to me properly.
dont scold me using that f word.
cuz you are the biggest bitch and you are the worst fker.
you are so damn fake.
everyone is changing so badly.
i realize that only Yuk Chai and PC2 ppl can be really trusted.
i would tell them ALL my secrets.
but for others, im not so sure to tell or not.
Pc1, Pc2, Yuk Chai ppls are so good! ^^
i dunno what is wrong with others.
i just knw that currently i can only trust Xiao Di, Huai Sheng and Hwei Xin.
others, i dont know. =/
Sad right? maybe cant, maybe not.
im not sure.
==============================
[im changing]
yeah,im changing a lot.
changing into someone else.
someone everyone else's dont knw.
maybe i should pretend that im someone else so i can be more happier! =)
=========================================================
[shit asses]
i treat ppl good, they treat me like shit.
some ppl dont need to treat them in a different way, they still treat me well. =)
some ppl i dont even know, treat me well too.
like those ppl who passed by, they comment.
they ask me to be more brave,
being human is not like that, i should be more blah blah blah.
so good. ^^
not like some. hurt me in such a bad way until i dont even feel like being human already.
i wanna be a bird. fly so far away, until no one can find me.
until one day, my life ends, i'll die and no one will be sad =)
=========================================
[ i'm not me no more]
dont even think about trying to convince me to change.
im me and forever will be.
i will become someone else.
someone you dont know.
i wont ever be the old me again.
being old me, just to let you guys bully?
no. i must be brave. i must fight back.
im not stupid. im not so naive anymore.
i've grown up. im not me anymore.
yes, im not me anymore...
=========================================
-if you wanna tell me something,
talk to me properly.
dont scold me using that f word.
cuz you are the biggest bitch and you are the worst fker.
you are so damn fake.
Kel
-im just me and whoever i wanna be-
-im just me and whoever i wanna be-
最近发生好多事...
人，就是那么善变的吗？
为什么在绝交前不能回想以前一起度过的一切？
为什么在最需要安慰时总是得不到？
为什么自己最信任的朋友竟然不属于自己的？
为什么做什么事都不能随心所欲？
为什么知心朋友对我要那么冷漠？
为什么所拥有的友谊不能长久？
为什么最少讲话的朋友能在自己最需要时出现？
为什么所有事都要自己去解决？
原来人必须那么烦恼...
为什么在绝交前不能回想以前一起度过的一切？
为什么在最需要安慰时总是得不到？
为什么自己最信任的朋友竟然不属于自己的？
为什么做什么事都不能随心所欲？
为什么知心朋友对我要那么冷漠？
为什么所拥有的友谊不能长久？
为什么最少讲话的朋友能在自己最需要时出现？
为什么所有事都要自己去解决？
原来人必须那么烦恼...
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Friday, August 6, 2010
Its Friday. Its August.
so fast... yeah, tmrw's a school day for me.
ganti 4 Nov. on deepavali. why do they ganti so early worr?
yeah... Puasa's gonna start soon.
im like " what should i do? what can i eat on puasa? or should i puasa too?"
school is fun but not today..
===========================
[ I WANT FREEDOM]
today need to bring colour pencils for drawing bar chart of out stupid results...
they say after recess only colour and start doing but what happen?
Cik hayati came in the first period and asked us to start writing and drawing stuff.
i was like "ok.. since its nothing much.."
then i ask teacher what is it about, how to do.. blah blah blah...
then we start doing..
*RINGGGGGGG*
RECESS.
FISH HEAD.
teacher dont let us go recess!
fine! she own self go can, we cannot. WTF?
then she ask us to go recess.
but there's only 1-2 mins left! what we eat? shit ah?
then me and hwei xin ran down and eat.
lucky for us cuz when others wanna walk out, they kena scolded by Pn. Tan
then niki wants to eat bread.
so i went down. FISH HEAD!
no bread. i was like "what to do? what to do?"
then i just go up.. Niki stomach pain like crap..
thx to bar chart and those kaunselor crap.
===============================
thats all. BYE
so fast... yeah, tmrw's a school day for me.
ganti 4 Nov. on deepavali. why do they ganti so early worr?
yeah... Puasa's gonna start soon.
im like " what should i do? what can i eat on puasa? or should i puasa too?"
school is fun but not today..
===========================
[ I WANT FREEDOM]
today need to bring colour pencils for drawing bar chart of out stupid results...
they say after recess only colour and start doing but what happen?
Cik hayati came in the first period and asked us to start writing and drawing stuff.
i was like "ok.. since its nothing much.."
then i ask teacher what is it about, how to do.. blah blah blah...
then we start doing..
*RINGGGGGGG*
RECESS.
FISH HEAD.
teacher dont let us go recess!
fine! she own self go can, we cannot. WTF?
then she ask us to go recess.
but there's only 1-2 mins left! what we eat? shit ah?
then me and hwei xin ran down and eat.
lucky for us cuz when others wanna walk out, they kena scolded by Pn. Tan
then niki wants to eat bread.
so i went down. FISH HEAD!
no bread. i was like "what to do? what to do?"
then i just go up.. Niki stomach pain like crap..
thx to bar chart and those kaunselor crap.
===============================
thats all. BYE
Monday, July 26, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
July...
Told you!
yes, JULY. its like my worst month of the year..
bad things happen EVERYDAY in JULY.
friendship start to have problem in JULY,
everything bad in JULY!
JULY sucks... [sorry if your bday is in July..]
july is the worst month for me..
i know that everyone is having a happy moment in July.
NOT ME. im having the worst..
its like my bad luck, or u can say WORST luck will come on July.
first is my friends, HAPPY EMO MONTH.
then is him... HAPPY FIGHTING MONTH.
then is my relationship problem.. [its not like i couple or smth.. is just my secret admirer]
*poof* GONE.
its like damn hard to see him couple with her.
okay, fine...
then what about my classmates?
one by one, GONE and GONE...
first Kent, then? VIG!
July, Thank YOU SO MUCH !
just a few more days, faster eff off.
I HATE JULY!
EVERY YEAR IS LIKE THE SAME
and i last two years, just relize why i were having such bad luck..
CAUSE OF YOU, JULY!!!
yes, JULY. its like my worst month of the year..
bad things happen EVERYDAY in JULY.
friendship start to have problem in JULY,
everything bad in JULY!
JULY sucks... [sorry if your bday is in July..]
july is the worst month for me..
i know that everyone is having a happy moment in July.
NOT ME. im having the worst..
its like my bad luck, or u can say WORST luck will come on July.
first is my friends, HAPPY EMO MONTH.
then is him... HAPPY FIGHTING MONTH.
then is my relationship problem.. [its not like i couple or smth.. is just my secret admirer]
*poof* GONE.
its like damn hard to see him couple with her.
okay, fine...
then what about my classmates?
one by one, GONE and GONE...
first Kent, then? VIG!
July, Thank YOU SO MUCH !
just a few more days, faster eff off.
I HATE JULY!
EVERY YEAR IS LIKE THE SAME
and i last two years, just relize why i were having such bad luck..
CAUSE OF YOU, JULY!!!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
放不下你..
奇怪为何我的题目是“放不下你”吗？
其实那是我最近写着的歌。
我写歌，佳宜作曲。
我也有帮忙作曲啦其实...
我觉得很好听。
佳宜和维芯写的“情思蓝岛原” 也很有意思。
我也帮忙作曲。
写歌，就好像写诗。
写下当时的心情。
情思蓝岛原还没做完曲。
放不下你已经完成了。
两首歌都很有意思，
很好听。
我还会继续写歌，
写下我伤心或高兴的心情。
我有一个朋友即将离开我了，
我也会为她写首歌。
如果他还留下，
我会留着这首歌。
如果他真地离开了，
我会将这首歌交给她...
其实那是我最近写着的歌。
我写歌，佳宜作曲。
我也有帮忙作曲啦其实...
我觉得很好听。
佳宜和维芯写的“情思蓝岛原” 也很有意思。
我也帮忙作曲。
写歌，就好像写诗。
写下当时的心情。
情思蓝岛原还没做完曲。
放不下你已经完成了。
两首歌都很有意思，
很好听。
我还会继续写歌，
写下我伤心或高兴的心情。
我有一个朋友即将离开我了，
我也会为她写首歌。
如果他还留下，
我会留着这首歌。
如果他真地离开了，
我会将这首歌交给她...
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
曾经用拥有过..
不知今天差错那一条神经线..
我总与会想到再UPSR过后和我前男友所度过的一切...
我们曾经吵架，也曾经很爱对方。
我回想着当初我和他所经历过的，回想着我俩许下的承诺..
分手前，他曾向我道歉。
因为我一时的冲动，而没去接受他的抱歉。
为何我当时那么傻？
为何当时我还那么不够成熟？
维持了许久的恋爱，为何因我一时冲动而破裂了？
我真的好后悔。
但一切也来不及了。
后悔也无效了。
如果真的有一天，他真的站在我面前，当成我是他最好的朋友一样，谈天说笑，
我真得无法抬头望着他。
我真得很想一巴一巴的扫自己..
我还记得他对我说过的一句话：
“ 无论我们分开多远，但我永远不会忘记你，也不会爱别人”
当时，我什么都不知道。我没感动，也没哭。
直到现在，如果真的游人这样对我说，我真的当场哭得稀里哗啦..
他还答应我，五年后，中学毕业了，他会比我更聪明，更伶俐。
现在，他不能实现他的诺言，我也得留着一个永恒的遗憾。
如果真的能让我再次面对他，
我真的会很内疚，很对不起他。
我好想问他，
你现在过得好吗？
你的成绩，比我好很多，很多，对吧？
你和另外一个她，过得很幸福吧?
你已经彻底忘了我吧？
我想你已经把我忘了。
为何我还挂念你？
是我想多了吧?
但我一生中，你，也算是我重要的人吧..
虽然分手那么久了，我还是要和你说声对不起。
我真的无法原谅自己，更对不起你。
你能恨我，也能怪我。
如果你已经把我抛到九云霄外了，
那我也安心了...
我总与会想到再UPSR过后和我前男友所度过的一切...
我们曾经吵架，也曾经很爱对方。
我回想着当初我和他所经历过的，回想着我俩许下的承诺..
分手前，他曾向我道歉。
因为我一时的冲动，而没去接受他的抱歉。
为何我当时那么傻？
为何当时我还那么不够成熟？
维持了许久的恋爱，为何因我一时冲动而破裂了？
我真的好后悔。
但一切也来不及了。
后悔也无效了。
如果真的有一天，他真的站在我面前，当成我是他最好的朋友一样，谈天说笑，
我真得无法抬头望着他。
我真得很想一巴一巴的扫自己..
我还记得他对我说过的一句话：
“ 无论我们分开多远，但我永远不会忘记你，也不会爱别人”
当时，我什么都不知道。我没感动，也没哭。
直到现在，如果真的游人这样对我说，我真的当场哭得稀里哗啦..
他还答应我，五年后，中学毕业了，他会比我更聪明，更伶俐。
现在，他不能实现他的诺言，我也得留着一个永恒的遗憾。
如果真的能让我再次面对他，
我真的会很内疚，很对不起他。
我好想问他，
你现在过得好吗？
你的成绩，比我好很多，很多，对吧？
你和另外一个她，过得很幸福吧?
你已经彻底忘了我吧？
我想你已经把我忘了。
为何我还挂念你？
是我想多了吧?
但我一生中，你，也算是我重要的人吧..
虽然分手那么久了，我还是要和你说声对不起。
我真的无法原谅自己，更对不起你。
你能恨我，也能怪我。
如果你已经把我抛到九云霄外了，
那我也安心了...
Monday, July 19, 2010
you are totally BUSTED! xD
this will be a long post, no patience to read? then read this :
today............fun......nothing to do........normal............happy......ok-ok......bye! =D
==========================================================
today was a quite normal day... when to school at 12:18 and almost late but not late lahh.. saw Ee Min at the door.. =D
==============================
[just studying..]
we went library for sivik class cuz im really bored so i begged teacher. she let us to go =)
then after that, have some gossips with Esther, Jia Yuin and Jasmine..
then i went back talking to Cassandra, XIn Wey and Daphne. had a "great" argue with Jun Xiang and Jaryl. but the whole while, only jun xiang is talking. Jaryl just laughing his head off =D
then Maths.. nth much bout that..
then its English.
i really hate to study english nowadays...
===============================
[dont cry...]
Miss Anis came into the class.
we din listen to what she say cuz we really hate her.
then she shouted and scolded us. but we are still shouting and talking..
then she is like totally mad and really sad.
she sat down on her place, stated to SMS her bf or someone..
========================================
[oh come on.. do you even bother?]
then i ask Javier whether is she crying or not. Javier said no.
so i just dont give a damn.. continued doing my stuff.
but i had a feeling that she is crying.
so i just ask Xin Wey whether she got tissue. she said yes but she dowanna give me. {idc lahh}
then i ask Niki for tissue and told her that i think that Miss Anis is crying.
=========================================
[im the worst comfort-er xP ]
then she dont even care what happen and just pull out her tissue, run towards Miss Anis.
then i run towards her too. i kee saying "teacher, dont cry lahh.." without thinking what will happen next. i din knw whether is she crying or not. just comforting her.
then she really cry..
WTH? okays..
then Hwie Xin and Daphne came. then lots more ppl come towards her.
well.. i did my stupid step to comfort her, how idiot am i?
then " RINGGGG" --- RECESS!
she ask us to go for recess and in my whole comforting is like "teacher, please dont cry.." "teacher, sorry lahh.. dont cry.." "teacher, please stop crying.."
AINT IM THE WORST COMFORT-ER??? =P
=======================================
[PJK]
yeah, skip everything till PJK.
i ask Sara why she dont friend with Farah anymore..
she told me everything and i was like damn shock.
i suddenly dont hate her and feel really sorry for her... =(
then we do the Segak thingy..
then hang out lohh..
Steffie they all saw me, then they was like "KELLYYYY~!! hai-yak! "
then i teman her main-main lohh...
then i went up to the stairs, eat my brownie i bought from Ze Xian.
SEDAP SEKALI =D
then i went back down, find stffie they all AGAIN.
then something really bad happen.. and its all because of me.. =(
haizz...
===============================================
[go home, dont think so much]
then its going home time.
before stepping out of the door, Hwei Xin and Niki show me some tadpole in the pond. {Cute!}
then RINGGGGGGGGGGG
go home time, and everyone is like "bye bye!" "bye!" "see you" "bye!" "buh-Bye!" Bye bye!" "goodbye".. ==
yeah, i went home and nth else =)
thats all for today. BYE =)
today............fun......nothing to do........normal............happy......ok-ok......bye! =D
==========================================================
today was a quite normal day... when to school at 12:18 and almost late but not late lahh.. saw Ee Min at the door.. =D
==============================
[just studying..]
we went library for sivik class cuz im really bored so i begged teacher. she let us to go =)
then after that, have some gossips with Esther, Jia Yuin and Jasmine..
then i went back talking to Cassandra, XIn Wey and Daphne. had a "great" argue with Jun Xiang and Jaryl. but the whole while, only jun xiang is talking. Jaryl just laughing his head off =D
then Maths.. nth much bout that..
then its English.
i really hate to study english nowadays...
===============================
[dont cry...]
Miss Anis came into the class.
we din listen to what she say cuz we really hate her.
then she shouted and scolded us. but we are still shouting and talking..
then she is like totally mad and really sad.
she sat down on her place, stated to SMS her bf or someone..
========================================
[oh come on.. do you even bother?]
then i ask Javier whether is she crying or not. Javier said no.
so i just dont give a damn.. continued doing my stuff.
but i had a feeling that she is crying.
so i just ask Xin Wey whether she got tissue. she said yes but she dowanna give me. {idc lahh}
then i ask Niki for tissue and told her that i think that Miss Anis is crying.
=========================================
[im the worst comfort-er xP ]
then she dont even care what happen and just pull out her tissue, run towards Miss Anis.
then i run towards her too. i kee saying "teacher, dont cry lahh.." without thinking what will happen next. i din knw whether is she crying or not. just comforting her.
then she really cry..
WTH? okays..
then Hwie Xin and Daphne came. then lots more ppl come towards her.
well.. i did my stupid step to comfort her, how idiot am i?
then " RINGGGG" --- RECESS!
she ask us to go for recess and in my whole comforting is like "teacher, please dont cry.." "teacher, sorry lahh.. dont cry.." "teacher, please stop crying.."
AINT IM THE WORST COMFORT-ER??? =P
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[PJK]
yeah, skip everything till PJK.
i ask Sara why she dont friend with Farah anymore..
she told me everything and i was like damn shock.
i suddenly dont hate her and feel really sorry for her... =(
then we do the Segak thingy..
then hang out lohh..
Steffie they all saw me, then they was like "KELLYYYY~!! hai-yak! "
then i teman her main-main lohh...
then i went up to the stairs, eat my brownie i bought from Ze Xian.
SEDAP SEKALI =D
then i went back down, find stffie they all AGAIN.
then something really bad happen.. and its all because of me.. =(
haizz...
===============================================
[go home, dont think so much]
then its going home time.
before stepping out of the door, Hwei Xin and Niki show me some tadpole in the pond. {Cute!}
then RINGGGGGGGGGGG
go home time, and everyone is like "bye bye!" "bye!" "see you" "bye!" "buh-Bye!" Bye bye!" "goodbye".. ==
yeah, i went home and nth else =)
thats all for today. BYE =)
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
i cant get you out of me ♥
today is a harsh day for me. [quite?]
the weather is like really hot and the sun is shinning so brightly.
the first period was Geo. Pn. Pang called me out and told me i am gonna have kelas tambahan for the next month or next week i guess? but when i first heard about the news, i was like shock and really sad. but i think on the good side:
since you dont have to go to perhimpunan, so why are you sad for?
yeah, that cheered me up. =) Javier cheered me up too. he asked" you got kelas tambahan ah? i also got" LOL
==============================
so then is english...
i miss Cik Hazlin!
Cik Anis is like really harsh with us =(
i dont really like the way she is.. after she loose my best friend's work book --- Cassandra
==============================
yeah, its quite a happy day, and also quite harsh..
but its just all about fun! right? [ NOT!!]
==============================
having lots of same old problems.
studying? nuh-uh. so not well. almost drop out of the class =(
well, i really wanna study hard.
but im just too stupid! i cant focus on my studies.
my heart flies EVERYWHERE..
i cant keep my heart, my soul, my mind..
they are every where!
cant concentrate while studying..
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you've took my heart,
dont think of giving it back.
you wanna give it back?
break it into pieces then.
i rather loose my heart than loosing you
♥
==========================
thats all, i think? kays, nightz!
the weather is like really hot and the sun is shinning so brightly.
the first period was Geo. Pn. Pang called me out and told me i am gonna have kelas tambahan for the next month or next week i guess? but when i first heard about the news, i was like shock and really sad. but i think on the good side:
since you dont have to go to perhimpunan, so why are you sad for?
yeah, that cheered me up. =) Javier cheered me up too. he asked" you got kelas tambahan ah? i also got" LOL
==============================
so then is english...
i miss Cik Hazlin!
Cik Anis is like really harsh with us =(
i dont really like the way she is.. after she loose my best friend's work book --- Cassandra
==============================
yeah, its quite a happy day, and also quite harsh..
but its just all about fun! right? [ NOT!!]
==============================
having lots of same old problems.
studying? nuh-uh. so not well. almost drop out of the class =(
well, i really wanna study hard.
but im just too stupid! i cant focus on my studies.
my heart flies EVERYWHERE..
i cant keep my heart, my soul, my mind..
they are every where!
cant concentrate while studying..
========================
you've took my heart,
dont think of giving it back.
you wanna give it back?
break it into pieces then.
i rather loose my heart than loosing you
♥==========================
thats all, i think? kays, nightz!
-if i tell you bout my feelings, will you feel the same way?
Friday, July 9, 2010
if there wasn't you and me
today take report card.. or maybe just a piece of paper..? improve some subjects but most of it decrease marks.. teacher talk bad about me.. =(
=========================================
[its not you]
i dont think i know you anymore..
you are like so different to me..
you have lots of secrets behind me.
you are with her, not me anymore.
so let it be...
===========================
[life changes]
yeah, life is like so short yet we dunno how to use it well...
studying like crap for what?
for better results.
i woke up at 9:30am cause my elder brother need to take his report card..
aiyahh, lazy to tell you guys everything lahh..
one word : BORING
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[ she changed, you changed, everyone changed but im still so blur]
im like a person who is still staying in the same place which everyone has moved forward.
i cant trust anyone anymore..
even the last person i can trust is like *poof*
GONE FOREVER
-end of my post-
=========================================
[its not you]
i dont think i know you anymore..
you are like so different to me..
you have lots of secrets behind me.
you are with her, not me anymore.
so let it be...
===========================
[life changes]
yeah, life is like so short yet we dunno how to use it well...
studying like crap for what?
for better results.
i woke up at 9:30am cause my elder brother need to take his report card..
aiyahh, lazy to tell you guys everything lahh..
one word : BORING
===============================
[ she changed, you changed, everyone changed but im still so blur]
im like a person who is still staying in the same place which everyone has moved forward.
i cant trust anyone anymore..
even the last person i can trust is like *poof*
GONE FOREVER
-end of my post-
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
wtf?
proof that i steal your things lahh!
both of you the attitude so bad!
im just lazy to get my ass to Pn. Chia's office thats why i din beat u up.
if im really angry, u wont say hi to ur mother no more. so shut up!
both of you are just like b*tch lahh!
copy ppl's hair style! copy copy lahh! but then horr, IT LOOKS UGLY ON U!
u guys are just fat, ugly, brainless and stupid! no common sense!
you kutip ur bola only mahh! what the h*ll you see? my legs saja?
go report to Polis lahh! report to teachers lahh!
you din even find anything in our pocket!
some more dowanna say sorry!
if you say sorry, we MIGHT forgive you.
but since you din say anything, still so degil, fine. so be it.
you guys dunno how strong can a girl be when they are angry.
oops, i forgot, both of you dunno cuz both of you are two fat ugly tomboys.
so cant scold u b*tch, but i can scold you jerks!
change to another school lahh!
its like no one likes both of you lahh!
always both of you are together only! YOU GUYS SUCKS!!!
-if you dont have a life, try to find one. but how? use ur brain.-
both of you the attitude so bad!
im just lazy to get my ass to Pn. Chia's office thats why i din beat u up.
if im really angry, u wont say hi to ur mother no more. so shut up!
both of you are just like b*tch lahh!
copy ppl's hair style! copy copy lahh! but then horr, IT LOOKS UGLY ON U!
u guys are just fat, ugly, brainless and stupid! no common sense!
you kutip ur bola only mahh! what the h*ll you see? my legs saja?
go report to Polis lahh! report to teachers lahh!
you din even find anything in our pocket!
some more dowanna say sorry!
if you say sorry, we MIGHT forgive you.
but since you din say anything, still so degil, fine. so be it.
you guys dunno how strong can a girl be when they are angry.
oops, i forgot, both of you dunno cuz both of you are two fat ugly tomboys.
so cant scold u b*tch, but i can scold you jerks!
change to another school lahh!
its like no one likes both of you lahh!
always both of you are together only! YOU GUYS SUCKS!!!
-if you dont have a life, try to find one. but how? use ur brain.-
Monday, June 28, 2010
又是一天了...
今天好像过得特别快...
一下子，我已经放学了。
其实也没什么上到课啦..
今天是公民课，数学，英文，历史，科学和体育而已。
一个星期只有短短那一小时的体育课而已！
但是老师也要用那35分钟来搞她的废物！
只是什么borang之类的东东..
我的班的数度算不错了，为了体育，什么都能加速。^^
其实我的班也是有点废废的啦..
只要能玩或娱乐的东西，什么条件都能答应或者会加速..
厉害吧？
一下子，我已经放学了。
其实也没什么上到课啦..
今天是公民课，数学，英文，历史，科学和体育而已。
一个星期只有短短那一小时的体育课而已！
但是老师也要用那35分钟来搞她的废物！
只是什么borang之类的东东..
我的班的数度算不错了，为了体育，什么都能加速。^^
其实我的班也是有点废废的啦..
只要能玩或娱乐的东西，什么条件都能答应或者会加速..
厉害吧？
Sunday, June 27, 2010
星期日了...
今天又是星期日了。为什么美好的时刻总是那么快过去呢？
明天，又是上那些闷闷得课了..
前天星期五，我12点多就去到学校了。因为要试St.John的衣服，所以必须早早去。
我早点去，因为我要陪我的不离不散的好朋友—慧倪！ x3
试了衣服后，我们便背书包回到礼堂去了。
过后，星威来了。我、慧倪和星威便到处走走。
走到早上班德Perhimpunan台，我们便坐在那儿聊聊天。
突然，我忘了为什么，不过我把星威的臭鞋脱出，而到处乱乱跑了。
我跑进礼堂，show给一些朋友看。他们哄堂大笑！Samantha叫我把它还回给星威，我便毫无反抗的跑出去，还给了他。
实在是太好笑了！！
空气又凉，还得我起毛了……
而且在Science lab讲变态佬的东西，还得我的毛全都“立正”了！
一天有变态佬的存在，我们就不得安宁……
恐怖吧？
不多说了…… 越说越少东西讲。
我走啦！拜拜！
明天，又是上那些闷闷得课了..
前天星期五，我12点多就去到学校了。因为要试St.John的衣服，所以必须早早去。
我早点去，因为我要陪我的不离不散的好朋友—慧倪！ x3
试了衣服后，我们便背书包回到礼堂去了。
过后，星威来了。我、慧倪和星威便到处走走。
走到早上班德Perhimpunan台，我们便坐在那儿聊聊天。
突然，我忘了为什么，不过我把星威的臭鞋脱出，而到处乱乱跑了。
我跑进礼堂，show给一些朋友看。他们哄堂大笑！Samantha叫我把它还回给星威，我便毫无反抗的跑出去，还给了他。
实在是太好笑了！！
空气又凉，还得我起毛了……
而且在Science lab讲变态佬的东西，还得我的毛全都“立正”了！
一天有变态佬的存在，我们就不得安宁……
恐怖吧？
不多说了…… 越说越少东西讲。
我走啦！拜拜！
-勉强，是没有幸福的……-
dead..
this blog is like totally dead.. im lazy with updating blogs la.. haizz... i WAS addicted but now im not.. =D
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
最近很懒惰。。。
最近没有update这个blog是因为。。。
这个blog简直是太无聊了！！！
我不会常常update这个blog了。。。
大家请见怪莫怪。。。
还有，某某人, 如果你要骂，来骂我好了。
是因为我没去她才没去。
你又怪错人了！！！
控制一下你自己的"inner-self"好不好？
讨厌！
这个blog简直是太无聊了！！！
我不会常常update这个blog了。。。
大家请见怪莫怪。。。
还有，某某人, 如果你要骂，来骂我好了。
是因为我没去她才没去。
你又怪错人了！！！
控制一下你自己的"inner-self"好不好？
讨厌！
Sunday, April 11, 2010
St. John Camp!
Cant wait till next friday =D Davinia, my SL for camp, says that the camp would be like FOREVER when we are in camp but it'll passes fast when we are not at camp =D hope the camp would be fun =D
i <3 my SL and ASL
i hope the MK night would be fun =) and hope that we can find a good cheer!
28 rawksssss~
i <3 my SL and ASL
i hope the MK night would be fun =) and hope that we can find a good cheer!
28 rawksssss~
Thursday, February 18, 2010
miss the old days... =(
miss those days in primary school lahh.... primary school is boy sit wif girl and girl sit wif boy de.. in secondary school? boy must sit wif boy and girl must sit wif girl.. not fun mahh~ last time boy sit wif girl is a punishment. but now, its a history.. =( why must that effing boy go kill the girl sitting next to him? its all ur fault! u make the government set the rules that secondary students can only sit wif the same gender. all ur fault lahh dumb!!! and when in secondary school, all of us are more mature. why cant we have boys as best friends? and thanks to effing Pn. Chia. she say form 1 only can make form 1 as friends, form 2 mix wif form 2. we cant mix wif form 2 and form 2 cannot come to form 1 block. if they cant mix wif us, MYSELF GO BUILD 5 DEWAN!!! each form got 1 dewan then dont have to mix lahhh!! bullshit lahh all of them.. and Pn. Chia so GREAT worr~!! say horr, we must NOT say F word, S word.. we want to say, can. must say.. SWEET, HONEY, CUTE, DARLING, NICE.. THINK WHAT?! WE THREE YEARS OLD KAH?! i like F i LOVEEEEE to say F ahh! so what?
Flower cannot ah?
Fish cannot ah?
Flu cannot ah?
Fridge cannot ah?
Flow cannot ah?
i also like to say S word ah!
So cannot ah?
Sleep cannot ah?
Shower cannot ah?
Show cannot ah?
Shame cannot ah?
USE UR BRAIN LAHHHH!! teachers, i wanna za u all cannot ah? u all za us can, when we say ZA DAO u all also think is bad word.. and chinese teacher actually dunno chinese! how shameful? STUPID
Flower cannot ah?
Fish cannot ah?
Flu cannot ah?
Fridge cannot ah?
Flow cannot ah?
i also like to say S word ah!
So cannot ah?
Sleep cannot ah?
Shower cannot ah?
Show cannot ah?
Shame cannot ah?
USE UR BRAIN LAHHHH!! teachers, i wanna za u all cannot ah? u all za us can, when we say ZA DAO u all also think is bad word.. and chinese teacher actually dunno chinese! how shameful? STUPID
Fever until wanna die liao.. ==
3 days of FEVER... 2nd day of Chinese New Year only.. then fever liao.. i dunno why but suddenly got fever di.. the feeling is like gonna die liaoooo~ i tried to fight the virus by myself but cant.. vomit 2 times, then fever, then sore throat... suffer like crap man.. now finally recover liao.. i went to hospital for medication and check up.. the doctor say maybe kena denggi, then ask me to do blood test... 原来验血是那么痛的.... they put the needle in, then they pull out and push in, cant find the vein, then pull out again, then push in again, then found the vein, then 吸 a whole tube of blood.. the colour very深 wan.. blackish- red... cool combination but not cool... then yesterday at night, dunno why i suddenly nose bleed... my record, 6 yrs din vomit, then end up vomit.. but i say nvm, still got 7 yrs din nose bleed.. butthen, nose bleed.. dammit larr~ no more records di... F*sh!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
All My friends:
wish everyone a happy chinese new year. wish all and everyone of u have a better year. thgis year is 2010! a decade~ xD study hard in ur current school. all of u are important to me no matter where u guys are. =)
Back to JB..
Going back to JB in another4 hours! xD cant wait to go back lehhhh~ xD all i want is.. ANG PAU!! xD
Wei lahh...
I've tried SOOOO hard to forget u le... but why u still wanna sms me?? i've tried to forget ur number but when i see that msg, now i cant forget ur number. why u remember me? yes, i din forget u but i tot we aren't friends? u said bad words to me earlier.. but now suddenly sms me.. shock like crap lahhh.. pls lahh.. u dont hatta mention my name in the msg.. i knw u feel like someone FORCE u to send that msg.. u said u din forget me.. but earlier u said u've forgotten bout me... pls.. go enjoy ur BU3 life.. my current life in DU is great. i have great friends there. i have lots of friends that are really awesome. u dunnid me and i dunnid u. dont bother what am i doing.. just treat that i never exist in ur life. u said i suck... remember? u said:
KELLY SUCKS
so dont kacau me lahh...
KELLY SUCKS
so dont kacau me lahh...
Saturday, February 13, 2010
CNY!!
Happy Happy CNY! Happy Happy U and I! xD Chinese nu year is HERE~!!! reunion, holidayz, visiting, everything! ESPECIALLY... ANG PAUUUU~!!!! XDDD happy like crap~ xD wish everyone will have a happy happy CNY. xD
.::身体健康:万事如意:事事顺利:出入平安:龙腾虎跃:虎年大吉:福满人间::.
.::身体健康:万事如意:事事顺利:出入平安:龙腾虎跃:虎年大吉:福满人间::.
Friday, February 12, 2010
u are getting more and more annoying~
Shut up lahh~ u are seriously very ANNOYING. pengawas mai pengawas lahh! scared u ah? copy my name lahh! btw, u are just PERCUBAAN. maybe u cant get in. so dont be so lanci~ and stop reporting a small thing to Pn. Chia. u've reported too much. now she dont even wanna care about u. daiseiii~ DONT LAN CI LAHH! u dowanna listen to me, FINE! dont hatta scold ME!! u think u very pro ah? NOOB!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Project~!
OMG~ need to do project di~ about Sukar Membawa tuah de... dammit lahh~ i need to type from Bab 1-Bab 9~ my bro told me he saw CHANG HUAI SHENG in puay chai today..== i told him that he is not my problem... ask him to dont tell me if he sees him again and dont talk to him. thats the best. im gonna fight with siao za bo. i dont care! she make me demerit marks di. i told myself, if whoever makes me demerit marks, im not gonna talk to them forever. so im not talking to siao za bo and she said sorry to me. she started the fight first.. and she keep stealing my fwenz away from me. fine, i will have ALL of them back.
SIAO ZA BO,
No one likes u at all. dont so perasan.
SIAO ZA BO,
No one likes u at all. dont so perasan.
1 Mawar rockss~
OMGeee~ 1 Mawar rockss like crap~ love it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!! but dont like a siao za bo in 1 Mawar lahh... but 1 Mawar still rock like crap!! theres Javier, Eu Jin, Shi Qian and Joshua as the "class clown", Murali, Jaryl and Izaaz as the funny ones, Nadiah, Artekah and Diyanah as the good ones, Cassandra, Hwei Xin, Daphne, Xin Wey, Miki and I as the BFFs, Jun Xiang as the annoying one, tracia as Chilli, Kai WIng, Tan Kent and Aznir as the quiet mouse, Cheng Wey as the "open minded" dude, and someone as siao za bo. just luv 1 Mawar!! BUT I LOVE 6B MORE~!!
effing girl!!
she is a effing siao za bo man!! and her so-called beloved asshole so hai gangster crush! both of them are suckaaaaaassssssss~!! hate them like crap!!! gangster mai gangster lahh! im not effing scared of u okay? u effing smoke b4! u beat ppl, ponteng sekolah, fight, slap ppl! eff u lahh!!! and u effing siao za bo!! dont ever steal my precious fwens from me! they are not only urs. u dont own them. no one likes u. u dont so perasan. u are not very pretty, so dont ever ever say ppl ugly. im not pretty so wat? i have my look since i was born. and ur ugly face, LIVE WITH IT. dont effing ask ur "GANGSTER" crush come beat me. if u dare, find me urself. beat me urself. i dont care. im not scared of u cuz u are taller than me. i dont care about u at all. eff off!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
great friends~
DU was fun. studying was great. without my old fwens doesnt feel gooddd.. but make new fwens make me feel better. eventough they cant replace the old ones, but they still rock.
i have lots of great friends in SMKDU. Like Niki, Samantha, Emily Loh, Sok Sok Jie Jie (Sok Lin), Yi Hang, Javier, Bowenn, Eu Jin, Chels, Miki, Cheng Cheng (Cheng Wey), Woon Seng, Ian, Kah Kong, Jasmine...
especially...
ALBERT ONG!!!!
i have lots of great friends in SMKDU. Like Niki, Samantha, Emily Loh, Sok Sok Jie Jie (Sok Lin), Yi Hang, Javier, Bowenn, Eu Jin, Chels, Miki, Cheng Cheng (Cheng Wey), Woon Seng, Ian, Kah Kong, Jasmine...
especially...
ALBERT ONG!!!!
Friday, January 29, 2010
First time!! x(
I cried in SMKDU [FIRST TIME]
I cried for him [FIRST TIME]
I loved someone THAT much [FIRST TIME]..
but he dunno what am i crying for, he dunno that i loved him that much.. he love someone else... i cried... he still dont get it...
I WONT give up until the last minute. until u break my heart, or else im never gonna give u up..
I cried for him [FIRST TIME]
I loved someone THAT much [FIRST TIME]..
but he dunno what am i crying for, he dunno that i loved him that much.. he love someone else... i cried... he still dont get it...
I WONT give up until the last minute. until u break my heart, or else im never gonna give u up..
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
SMKDU~ xP
Every teacher in SMKDU okok lahh.. but i dont like the "too many school rules" part.. its damn what lahh.. who call my school is SMKDU seklah Kluster Kecermerlangan... sux lehhh~ lucky i still ahve all my "KoKo's" and "Jie Jie"there... except for Wilson and Kian Yang, my KoKo in DU all treat me very very good de... Like:
KoKo:
Albert Ong (of cuz.. my REALLLL bro.. 3 Anggerik/10)
Yi Hang (Form 2- 2 Melati/10)
Kah Kong (6H/09, 1 Dahlia/10)
Ian (1 Melati/10)
Javier (1 Mawar/10)
Jie Jie:
Bowenn
Niki
Albert Ong is i born out already knw him wan... Yi Hang is three weeks, Kah Kong is Last Year start being my KoKo, Ian is This Year, Javier is today =P Bowenn is Last Week, Niki is yesterday. my koko and jie jie all treat me very good wann~ better than someone else.. they can jaga me but he cannot..
OMG~ i really really hope i can be Pengawas man~ its very stress but i dont care~ i MUST be a Pengawas... or else my bro is SO GONNA KILL ME~ even tough he wont, but i still very takut.. FROM TODAY ONWARDS, Im gonna pass up ALL my works, decorate the class, dont say bad words(i din say that much after i went to DU.. i only say at home to my bro =P), study hard, get better results... haizz... samo cannot be late, must listen to teacher, obey the rules, blah blahh blahhh~
KoKo:
Albert Ong (of cuz.. my REALLLL bro.. 3 Anggerik/10)
Yi Hang (Form 2- 2 Melati/10)
Kah Kong (6H/09, 1 Dahlia/10)
Ian (1 Melati/10)
Javier (1 Mawar/10)
Jie Jie:
Bowenn
Niki
Albert Ong is i born out already knw him wan... Yi Hang is three weeks, Kah Kong is Last Year start being my KoKo, Ian is This Year, Javier is today =P Bowenn is Last Week, Niki is yesterday. my koko and jie jie all treat me very good wann~ better than someone else.. they can jaga me but he cannot..
OMG~ i really really hope i can be Pengawas man~ its very stress but i dont care~ i MUST be a Pengawas... or else my bro is SO GONNA KILL ME~ even tough he wont, but i still very takut.. FROM TODAY ONWARDS, Im gonna pass up ALL my works, decorate the class, dont say bad words(i din say that much after i went to DU.. i only say at home to my bro =P), study hard, get better results... haizz... samo cannot be late, must listen to teacher, obey the rules, blah blahh blahhh~
Sunday, January 24, 2010
!!Yes!!
yes!! Finally!! Soo Happy!!!
TRACIA CHAN IS NOT THE KETUA TINGKATAN!!
its the new classmate call Joshua. He is the Ketua!! YES!!! and Penolong is Nadiah!!
Woots!! i volunteer to be Pengawas~ and teacher wrote my Name!! HAPPY LIKE CRAP!!
i ask my bro for tips since he is a pengawas in my school... xD
Yea~
Lucky Day man...
Yi Hang show me a Magic Trick today.. cool~ hahaha.. but he dowanna teach me lehh..
Im so gonna ask him to teach me on Monday!!
YI HANG, KELLY LOVES YOU!! xD
haha.. i love Yi hang and Yi hang loves me! xD
Btw, he is NOT my bf...
he
is
my
BROTHER!!! xD I CALL HIM KOKO!! xDDDD
TRACIA CHAN IS NOT THE KETUA TINGKATAN!!
its the new classmate call Joshua. He is the Ketua!! YES!!! and Penolong is Nadiah!!
Woots!! i volunteer to be Pengawas~ and teacher wrote my Name!! HAPPY LIKE CRAP!!
i ask my bro for tips since he is a pengawas in my school... xD
Yea~
Lucky Day man...
Yi Hang show me a Magic Trick today.. cool~ hahaha.. but he dowanna teach me lehh..
Im so gonna ask him to teach me on Monday!!
YI HANG, KELLY LOVES YOU!! xD
haha.. i love Yi hang and Yi hang loves me! xD
Btw, he is NOT my bf...
he
is
my
BROTHER!!! xD I CALL HIM KOKO!! xDDDD
Saturday, January 23, 2010
New Classmate!
i have a newclassmate in my class.. he is very cute and also very leng zaii~ his name is Joshua Chong.. he looks a bit like Ming Xia.. but Ming Xia is still cuter xD i have another bro call Yi Hang.. he is a form 2 student. i wont be able to see him that oftem next year cuz he will be in morning section and im afternoon section.. so sad..
today everyone is shouting "CHANGE KETUA! CHANGE KETUA! CHANGE KETUA!" i was like.. WAOW.. the ketua is Tracia. she is a bit bossy.. bossing ppl around..(no offence but true).. and when ppl dont listen to her, then she will beat ppl.
Javier, Jasmine, Jaryl, Murali and I kena a lot of time di.. and when Joshua first come to class, i dunno but i heard him say that Tracia touched him.. ==
and today teacher ask everyone to write the problems about the Ketua.. her last two names is Qi Li. so we call her Qi Li which sounds like Chilli.. then she tell teacher and teacher scold us.. i call her tracia everytime..
and Javier start shouting to teacher :" bila saya berada di sekolah rendah saya, semua orang also panggil saya Biscuit leh.. but i also dont care" then i was like.. why they call him biscuit?? then Niki told me his chinese name is "Phing Hoe.. (Bing Hao = Bing Gan)
then jasmine say :" My sir name is Chee everyone call me Cheese also mahh.. i also din scold them.." then everyone start to be noisy and then teacher scold AGAIN...
( i dowanna mention about the problems my class mates write about the Ketua.. all very cool and nice but i will only tell ppl PERSONALLY)
then after the bell ring, we need to go Comp Lab.. then stupid Jun Xiang a.k.a. Alex go kick Tracia's table and all her things fall onto the floor.. then when she saw her things drop, she was like so sad and angry..
then she CRIED.. everyone go say "Yerr~ Cry Baby~!" then i ask them to faster line up outside. then i start to chill her off.. then after that, she stop crying.
MY BRO IS THERE WHEN IM WALKING TO COMPUTER LAB!! =D
then she stop crying then start studying English in Computer Lab.. (i knw very weird) then "RINGGGGG~!!" go home time and done..
GTG.. Byesssssssssss~
today everyone is shouting "CHANGE KETUA! CHANGE KETUA! CHANGE KETUA!" i was like.. WAOW.. the ketua is Tracia. she is a bit bossy.. bossing ppl around..(no offence but true).. and when ppl dont listen to her, then she will beat ppl.
Javier, Jasmine, Jaryl, Murali and I kena a lot of time di.. and when Joshua first come to class, i dunno but i heard him say that Tracia touched him.. ==
and today teacher ask everyone to write the problems about the Ketua.. her last two names is Qi Li. so we call her Qi Li which sounds like Chilli.. then she tell teacher and teacher scold us.. i call her tracia everytime..
and Javier start shouting to teacher :" bila saya berada di sekolah rendah saya, semua orang also panggil saya Biscuit leh.. but i also dont care" then i was like.. why they call him biscuit?? then Niki told me his chinese name is "Phing Hoe.. (Bing Hao = Bing Gan)
then jasmine say :" My sir name is Chee everyone call me Cheese also mahh.. i also din scold them.." then everyone start to be noisy and then teacher scold AGAIN...
( i dowanna mention about the problems my class mates write about the Ketua.. all very cool and nice but i will only tell ppl PERSONALLY)
then after the bell ring, we need to go Comp Lab.. then stupid Jun Xiang a.k.a. Alex go kick Tracia's table and all her things fall onto the floor.. then when she saw her things drop, she was like so sad and angry..
then she CRIED.. everyone go say "Yerr~ Cry Baby~!" then i ask them to faster line up outside. then i start to chill her off.. then after that, she stop crying.
MY BRO IS THERE WHEN IM WALKING TO COMPUTER LAB!! =D
then she stop crying then start studying English in Computer Lab.. (i knw very weird) then "RINGGGGG~!!" go home time and done..
GTG.. Byesssssssssss~
Wow..
it looks like im not updating my blog.. == i wont be able to update my blog that much cuz..
1. i dunno what to post
2. when i wanna post, i forgot what i wanna type
3. im a afternoon section student, not enuf time to post.
4. im lazy to post
so, PLEASE DONT BLAME ME!! xD
Byessss
1. i dunno what to post
2. when i wanna post, i forgot what i wanna type
3. im a afternoon section student, not enuf time to post.
4. im lazy to post
so, PLEASE DONT BLAME ME!! xD
Byessss
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Header~
Woots~ im sick of my old header... it mean nothing for now.. so im changing NEW HEADER!! xD i hope its better than the old one..
Sunday, January 17, 2010
So Complicated!! 0.o
haizz... why is life so complicated??
why cant it be a little bit more easier for me to handle?
why must everything starts so fast and ends so fast?
why when i look at u and u look away?
why when i talk to u and u sound so annoyed?
why cant i stop looking at u?
why u wanna throw my sejarah book at me?
what did i do?
can i have my answer, pls?
why cant it be a little bit more easier for me to handle?
why must everything starts so fast and ends so fast?
why when i look at u and u look away?
why when i talk to u and u sound so annoyed?
why cant i stop looking at u?
why u wanna throw my sejarah book at me?
what did i do?
can i have my answer, pls?
Friday, January 8, 2010
Totally Suckss!
OMGG~!! Afternoon class damn suckss laa~ not enuf time do homework de~ do finish homework adi 12 something lorr... yorr~ PUAY CHAI 2 Rockss~!! seriously eh.. if there is an option to choose to stay in PC2 for another 6 yrs or go to SMKDU, i'll 100% choose to stay in PC2!! I DONT GIVE A DAMN!! PC2 IS THE BEST SKUL!!!!! be proud of that school. =) SMKDU(SKK) SUXX Laa~ not nice de laaa~ i hate 5 pplz in my class~ they totally SUCKss they are such assholes~! HATE THEM LOTSS~!
I WANT SMJK(c) PC2 SOO BADLY!!!
I WANT SMJK(c) PC2 SOO BADLY!!!
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