Boring

well,
*clears throat*
THERE IS NOTHING BETTER TO DO!

and i have no idea what to post.. ==

hmm.. lets see..
today i learn some korean words..
then this wednesday is 1 Mawar outing..

and today is.. *drumrolls please*
ANOTHER BORING DAY!

so yeahhh :D

Duty with the awesome St. John-er :D

today was really awesome!
Had the greatest duty with Emily Tan, Daxter and also our beloved senior, Siew hui :D
i was really kinda nervous and excited yesterday...
i cant sleep at all :o
i keep on texting Siew Hui,
what to bring, what to do, can do this, can bring that..
then she is really nice and patient.
she answered ALL my questions :D
she is a really nice senior :D

well, i manage to wake up at 6am in the morning today..
*applause*
well, i cant find my nursing cap 10 minutes before i got out.
i was panicking like crap.
faster text siew hui and ask her what should i do.
she ask me to keep looking cuz first aid room was lock..
but she brought hers so she ask me not to worry.
if i cant find it, i can always borrow hers.
but at last, i found it. my mom took it ==

then i went to school at 7:20am.
Saw emily, Daxter and my beloved siew hui there.
then after that,
Sir came and fetch us.

on the way to Jalan parlimen,
Siew Hui and Daxter teach us what medication for what injuries.
then they keep finding topic so that we wont be so quite lahh..
then we cant find anymore topic,
so we kept quite till we reach our duty "spot".

so Siew hui, daxter, emily and I walking in to see the stations..
suddenly one american guy or smth guy like that,
pop out infront of us and say
"can i have a bandage?"
in a really american way :/
so Siew hui and daxter [the pros]
ask him which kind of bandage.

american guy: "no, the one that sticks with the glue"
we were kinda laughing.
then i ask siew hui and daxter "is it the plaster?"
so daxter ask "is it the plaster?" to the american guy..
american guy: "yah yah! what is this call?"
daxter say, "oh um, plaster"
american guy:" oh, plaster, thank you!"
then he walk away :D

then some guy wanna take us, the St.john-er's pic.
haha,he ask us to "cat walk"
we were like laughing and laughing only.

So Daxter and emily one station,
Siew hui and I another station.
then we went to Daxter's station and check it out..
then all four of us went to Siew Hui's station to see.
then we split into 2 groups.
Siew Hui brought me go all around the padang,
so i wont panic where to go later.

We went back to the tent and watch paintball.
then we have some chats.
so the duty not that boring..

well, Daxter went to the toilet and kinda left Emily behind..
and he text siew hui and say
"shit, i dunno how to entertain Emily"

i was like laughing and i ask siew hui's permission,
so that i can help "entertain" Emily for daxter xD

Daxter needs to gain some walking skills..
he walks REAL slow :P
so i ask him go to siew hui's station for awhile lahh..
then i chat with Emily.
then he chat with Siew hui.
Yeah, then switch Stations again.

then we have "duty"
a guy sprain his leg i think.
then Daxter and Emily was there already.
so me and siew hui just help out.
[the padang is really MUDDY]

then we go back to our station.
then after that,
another guy sprain his leg.
so we call daxter's group to come over and help out too.
then after that the guy okay di,
then we go back to our stations.

Daxter's group very early then lunch break.
so they come to our station.
Daxter talk to siew hui while i chat with emily.
i had a LOOOOONG LOOOOONG chat with Emily ;D
about K-pop and American pop..
Nice :D

then its time for lunch :D
Daxter and emily went to get lunch for all of us,
while we stay at the station so that if something happens,
we will be there.
then they come back with 4 pack of rice,
and 4 cups of syrup.
it was too spicy :O

then i wanna go toilet..
so all of us walk to the toilet,
Daxter borrowed me 20 sens for entry fee..
then he went too..
well,
the toilets kinda full..
then Daxter ask whether is the toilet clean.
i say so-so lahh..
he say the toilet is freaking disgusting :P

so we went walking around.
some people wanted plasters,
then we just give it to them

[skip to last part]
then suddenly got a girl's neck got shot by the paintball.
so they ask all of us to go over.
then we check it out.
then Siew Hui nd Daxter handled it well :D

then after that, someone sprain his leg
[AGAIN.the same guy that sprain his leg at first..]
well, this time they say 2 person enough.
so me and emily go back first.
then after that,
Siew Hui and Daxter came back :D

then four of us went to 1 station,
the sir dont let and ask us to split 2 station.
daxter want us to experience :D
so me and emily go alone without seniors.
but we aren't doing anything..

well, we took curry puff and eat..
the first time i din seefor the paint all team only..
so i just take lahh
then the second time,
emily saw is for the paintball team only..
then i was like "oops.." :D

well, daxter called and ask anything happen.
haha, nothing happen at all lahh..

well, it was fun dutying with Siew Hui, Daxter and Emily :D
Next time i hope to duty with them again :D
but i'll also hope to try out partner-ing with others.
so yeah.. :D

well, BYE! :D

Oppa, dont cry :(

im totally in love with Jonghyun :P

everyone dislikes him because he coupled with Se kyung.. what's wrong with him couple-ing with her? everyone needs love... i read lots of articles about him and his gf but this one really make me feel better and not that pissed with his fans. but he has the rights to couple mahh.. he has a crush on Se kyung since [juliette] was out or something like that. But i thought every Jonghyun fans are awesome but end up they dont even support Jonghyun oppa when he is dating Se Kyung! OMG that really makes me pissed off >:(

He just found his dream girl end up he has to give up his dream career? sad weih.. WTH IS SME PLANNING?! why make him suffer? everyone hate Jonghyun and SHINee has lesser fans already. WTF?!

Jonghyun, dont cry anymore. ur true fans will support u. (: i i know alot of people are ur true fans. so dont worry at all! WE LOVE YOU!

My first love broke my heart for the first time.

Sad news:
Kim Jonghyun from SHINee is dating Shin Se Kyung(Actress).

when i heard this news, i was freaking happy!
Cuz my Jonghyun oppa has found his true love xD

but there's a weird feeling lahh surely..
this feeling dunno how to express wan..
so hard to say weih..
its like happy plus sourness plus sadness
and a lot of emotions altogether..

but everyone need to find their own love, right? :)
besides, why should i even cry?
cuz i know Jonghyun dont even know me at all :)

Se kyung,
you better love Jonghyun with all your love!
cuz if you break Jonghyun's heart,
all of his fans wont let you go! :D

aww.. heartbroken...
but its alright,
im still happy that my oppa has a gf :)

Jonghyun,
if you are happy,
im happy and so do all ur fans, okay? :)
we support u and se kyung,
so dont cry anymore, kay?
Smile always. :)

钟炫,
其实你不必哭的.
你和SeKyung 谈恋爱是无罪的嘛。
你开心就够啊！
Saranghae! x3

♥ 2010 ♥

Lol i just realize that i have damn little post this year :P

2010,
you were a nice year but kinda shitty.
-you made me cry because im leaving PC2,
but you made me laugh when i reach SMKDU.

-you made me sad because i miss my old friends,
But you made me happy because u make me
found 5 friends that understands me.

Cassandra, Hwei Xin, Niki, Daphne, Xin Wey,
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME!

all the best to all of you :)

Kim Jonghyun ♥ 金钟炫

Im totally in Love with Jonghyun ♥
He is so freaking handsome and cute! xD

钟炫，
为了你，
我一定会去学韩语的！
xD

i know you understand chinese :D
u went to beijing at 2007 to learn Chinese :P
thats what i read from the articles.

you are gonna join a new group call "SM the Ballad"
but i think when u are in SHINee is better :D
hope u will have more nice songs in ur new group :D
ALL THE BEST!

JONGHYUN, I LOVE YOU!!
钟炫, Saranghae ♥

K-pop♥

Chat with Hwei Xin and Cassandra through MSN :D

Me and Hwei Xin talks about her "future" with Key and Yoseob :D it was so fun talking to her.

Cassandra told me a lot about K-pop :D

[ more information about K-pop, go to the left side, scroll down and find "K-pop"]
[ btw, it is still under construction so dont blame me if i haven't put other Groups like SNSD, Wonder Girls, B2ST and some others..]

I LOVE K-POP-ing WITH CASSIE AND HWEI XIN! xD

Feel so lonely, baby im so lonely..

so much memories.
where is the delete button?
i wanna delete those useless memories.
and also those useless people in my life.
i wanna be happy.
i dowanna emo all the time.
i can barely smile.
i cant even laugh till stomach cramps.
im sad.
im really sad.

i shouldnt have go look at your official page.
i shouldnt have looked at stuff that hurts me.
i shouldnt have treated you as my forever.
i din know who you are eversince that day we argued.
i never wanna have another arguement again.

because,
there is 8 planets,
and there is 6 Billion people on earth,
but i've met you.
first few months,
we were like forever.
but after that,
we all changed.

i never wanna trust friendships anymore.
there aren't true friends in secondary.

i dont know why,
but i have a feeling that something's not gonna be right.
maybe its because you are with her now.
maybe its because both of you have the same topic.
but we dont anymore.
but now,
i dont get it,
why should i even care?
maybe its because i used to be your only one.
maybe its because you leaved me alone,
let you go hurts,
but holding you without your heart,
hurts more.
let you go, fly to her.
fly to another planet with her.
im out of this friendship.

im alright.
i'll be alone when school re-opens.
i'll keep my tears in my eyes.
i'll keep my mouth shut.
i'll get myself out between both of you.
i'll never say how important friends are to me.
i'll let go of you.
i'll let myself look happy eventhough i dont have you.
i'll keep myself happy and never letting anyone knows that who hurts me.

its all because,
both of you are important to me.
the six of us might separate next year.
if there only can be five person in the same class,
i will be the sixth person.
i'll go different class.

what's happening?
what is wrong with me?
i dont know.
i wont let anyone know who you are.
cuz both of you are important to me.

Cassandra,
thanks for being so nice to me throughout the whole year. remember that "boom"? that made us become BFFs. well, we barely even talk to each other now but i think you are still my BFF right?

Hwei Xin,
thanks for being my friend. thanks for counseling me when im sad. but now you cant counsel me anymore. because we barely even talk to each other. well, i bet you are still having K-pop fever with cassandra..

Xin Wey,
haha, lol. why do i even wanna write message to you? i know you are not even reading. hahaha! but its alright. i just want you to know, at least you've made me smile in school. thanks for being so lame. well, see you next year.

Daphne,
thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you. but we might not be together next year. i'll miss your sweet smile and your tuition notes. haha...

Niki,
i was kinda shock when you ask me whether i like him.. but i dont. he still have feelings for you. so accept him if you still loves him. thanks for counseling me when i have problems. eventhough we always argue but we end up saying sorry to each other and become friends again. well, thanks.


[my parents asked me,
next time when they success in the project at penang,
then they are shifting there.
they ask me whether i wanna go.
should i go or should i stay?
too much bad memories here..
i think i should start all over again.
when i reach there,
im changing blog URL, facebook account,
email address, handphone number
and everything that can contact me.
i wanna start a new life and
i wanna forget everything that happens here.
i hope it works for deleting my old memories.
i was thinking of changing my identity.
but hmm.. well, i'll still be Kelly Ong.
well, yeah. i might be changing facebook acc and MSN.
but i think i'll just delete those people i dowanna keep in contact with.
yay.. im going some where else.
im happy that i dont have to face all these stupid problems anymore.]

11.11.10

today was fun :)
we were having our last perhimpunan for the year today :D
it took 2 and a half hours for En. Sivam and Pn. Chia
to finish their speech and stuff.
then thehead of prefects, Aaron Luke,
started to step up-stepdown ceremony for the prefects.
Joy is the new head prefect. Congratz :D

[recess for all]
Pn. Chia let us recess with the form 2's today :D
so we had a 55-minutes recess.
i ate mac 'n' cheese and garlic bread with cheese :P
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i played iPhone with Miki today :D
we played "Tap Tap revenge"
it was tooooooooooooooooooootally FUNNN!!!
we keep on playing.
and then we took a 5-minute-rest.

[best treasure hunting :D]
today i went "treasure hunting",
also known as human hunting.
i hunt for mawar-ians but none of them appear.
i went searching but everyone is at the BBall court, so yeah :D
some girls are in class.. they were being good girls :D
i helped teacher to do other works and helped nadiah too.
yeah. helping teacher to do stuff is boring.
i "skip work" and played with miki :D
haha.. im a bad bad girl :P

[recipe for disaster]
i read miki's cook book.
and a piece of paper dropped out.
i took the paper and see and it was the reciept for
the recipe they bought yesterday.
haha, i was like a "cheap-lak" ah sam,
"this one dunnid to buy mah! that one, buy for what?
why u all buy so many? 1 enough already! why u all bought this?
did u all even use it? if i ent there i would have saved a lot!"
hahaha! im really cheap-lak wan xD

[toilet :D]
i asked miki to go to the toilet and play iPhone again.
she said okay, and we went to the toilet :D
then we played "one player" and "two players"
it was really fun :D
i thought that today will be another boring day again but i was wrong!
it was better than i thought :)

ahhh... nice day :)

10.11.10

[10.11.10]
OMG. today is seriously a boring day.
i went to school, wanna see my friends but guess what?
none of them appear except Jasmine and some boys.
there's only 9 person who came today :(
Me, Jasmine are the only 2 girls who came.
and boys were Cheng Wey, Jaryl, Jun Xiang, Eu Jin,
Shi Qian, Joshua and Kevin.

wasei...
Hwei Xin, Miki, Tracia and Daphne were
baking cake at Hwei Xin's house.
so i know whats the reason they din come.
Niki, Xin Wey and Cassandra din come too :(
i sat down there doing nothing all alone.
no one wanna talk or accompany me at all :(

[lets just skip to KH class]
i helped teacher to do some stuff, as the penolong of class.
Nadiah din come so i hatta do every part of her job.
teacher handed me the list for class position of 1 Mawar.
i got no. 6. i remembered all my friend's position
and happily called them when i got home :D

[class cleaning]
everyone went to PJK at 5:10.
i was alone in the class. yes, all alone.
i was bored and i have nothing to do at all.
sitting there like a retard. nothing popping out in my mind.
suddenly, "clean the class" popped out
in the middle of my "thoughtless time"
yeah, i got my ass up and start sweeping the floor,
rearranging the tables.
i wanted to clean the drawer but
when im halfway cleaning the second group,
my hands got really dirty so i refused to go on.

[Geo class]
i went to toilet and cleaned me dirty hands.
and after that, i wait for Pn. Pang to come into the class.
i waited and waited.
finally, Pn. Pang came in and she has something to do
and she asked me to take care of her bag.
i was like "wow, at least now i have "something" to do..=="
then i sat in class for another 20 mins of thoughtless moments.
and Pn.Pang came back and she sat in the class with me :D
so we sit until the end of school.

[for bonus...]
Jaryl, Kevin and Jun xiang always come in the class and
kacau for 10 seconds then they went out.
and there's some anggerik ppl come into the class
and ask whether can they sit in my class.
they said" ur class so peaceful, can i sit here?"
Pn.Pang said, "because all of u are not here that's why its peaceful :)"
so they went away.

thats all! bye!

欣欣姑姑's wedding :)

congratz to 欣欣姑姑 :D

i wore a tube dress today. [i hate wearing dress ==]
it was so annoying wearing that darn dress and everyone stepping on it.
my dad keeps on scolding me cuz of that darn dress. ==

well, today's wedding dinner aint nice at all.
my dad wants face only!
what ever i do also scold.
waddahell?
myself dont bring me go there!

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im the only 3rd generation[girl]
who attended 欣欣姑姑's wedding.
it was fun when everyone say
"she is the only girl? come one, lets take picture"
walao eh.
worst than paparazi xD
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well, congratz to her and wish her all the best :D

My Big Day :)

today is my big big day! xD Its My birthday! :)

thanks to all and everyone that wished me happy birthday :D

love u all.
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weih, u purposely make me angry wan izzit?
waddahell weihs..
go put in a relationship with her ON my bday.
what the f***?
u know that i hate how much that u 2 are together?
both of u are the worst couple lahh
doesnt match AT ALL.
if both of u break up, i'll be TOTALLY happy.
shit you lahh. get a life.
stop making me angry on my birthday.
i faked that i was happy that both of u are together.
actually, i was F***ing ANGRY.
i hate the both of u.
i'll block both of u when its ur 1 year anniversary.
make me fking angry nia.
u break up with her i wont be fking angry.
u, go eat shit and ask her to eat shit too.
not cool man, NOT COOL.
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