Trials! D:

GAHHH its trials time D:
GOOD LUCK FOR TRIALS EVERYONE! :D

as for me,
im having so much bet for my results :/
especially sej ><
Bet with Timothy and Lippy :/
they sure get higher than me lahh ): prepare money to belanja them xP
hopefully i'll beat Lippy in geo :/
chatime is expensive nowdays u knw :P
i checked my paper with Tim,
we got 25 diff answers! D:
gahhh im so scared ><

today's chinese paper 2 was hard :/
i spam all the way, dunno what am i writing ><
gahhh D:
i srsly hope trials end faster and i'll get over it and move on to the next "trials" if there is :/
i will put in 120% effort in my next papers! xD

KONG LIP YOONG, THANKS FOR MAKING ME LAUGH WITHOUT YOU NOTICING IT, YOU SEI SAMPAT DOTA KING :P

i wont let ANYTHING distract me!
yes, even him.
i knw i still have feelings for him, somewhere inside.
im trying hard to hide it, kay？
please dont interrupt my act.. ):
i srsly wanna forget about him, just like how he forget about me.
he can do it, why cant i? he can move on, why i cant?
i think he is probably going for other girls now.
all the promises, all the memories, all gone.

yes, im happier this way. but if he is here, it'll be perfect.
luckily i still have my friends that are always here to support me (:
especially my Kah Jie, Xin Ying and Keng Keng Jie (:
and also some of my other friends that keeps making me laugh and forget about pain for while (:
late at night, before i go to sleep, i still think of him.
but what to do?

EH, I CANNOT FALL JUST LIKE THAT.
I HAVE TO GET UP!
WHO AM I? IM KELLY ONG LEH! ^^
the macam-dai-gah-jie attitude and the most awesomely sampat girl ever :P
must be strong! :D
im still young and freeee! AND SEXY :P
ahahah :P jokes la (: and yes, IM KELLY ONG! i can do it ^^

gambateh! :D

请比我爱TA，别管我挣扎；不让泪流下，切断了牵挂..

Meowww (:

Hellooo! :D

Today i din go school ):

7 subjects today, missed 2 periods of Maths. Im sure there's a lot of things to learn during maths today :x

i didnt go to school, part of it is cuz of gastric, the other part is cuz im lazy xD

I had a really nice dream.

and my mom woke me up from it ):

so i said i dowanna go to school :D

since got MC then dont waste it larh :PPP

i went eating breakfast, then i took my meds.

then i went sleeping.

i dream of him, then i woke up, then sleep and dream of him again, then i woke up again..

it went on and on for 3-4 times. all different dream but he appeared in every dream.

then i woke up, it was really bright so i cant sleep anymore, and i check my phone, it was 1:48 already ._.

first thing i did was text him. but i knw he's still in school so i didnt expect any replies.

I went downstairs to have my lunch. wanted to skip lunch but i need to eat medicine so i just went down to eat.. haihhhhh...

after lunch, i ate my meds and wanted to go sleep, but i cant sleep anymore ._.

i took my phone,

i went downstairs again and go online.

Kong Kong texted me :3

thanks Kong Kong :D

i love youuuu, my Kongggg! :D

hehhhh :D

ahaha i feel hungry again xD

i should go eat now.. i guess :P

Dear You,

I love you. :)

sometimes, i just wanna forget everything and restart all over again.

Hello, people! :D

Today was a nice day (:

the only thing that is not nice today is i dun get to see him ):

school was nice :D

BM was damn funny xD

Pn Zaiton wants us to read the syair. not wait, SING the syair xD

then half of the class sang the syair :P

the Malay students were really good at it xD

The chinese students were awesome! xD THEY MADE PN ZAITON LAUGH :DDD

u knw Pn Zaiton looks damn strict the whole time.. and she laughed today :O

i didnt sing the syair cuz i was lucky enough to get away with it xD

then it was Science.

i was a bit pissed with the permanent seats.

when i sit infront for like 3 months and no one wrote the placing, and when there was once i was late so i sit at the back and they HAD TO write the placings on THAT DAY.

so i was damn pissed and i was like "i sat here for 3 months and i only sit at the back for 1 day and this is what i get?!"

they didnt wanna make me pissed cuz they didnt see me getting so pissed before so they lemme sit infront :P

sorry for being stubborn >< i just dun like to sit at the back :P

after recess was maths :D

I didnt knw how to do some work and then Cik Ilyana realized she gave the wrong exercise to do so since we done it, she just continue teaching and gave MORE work ._.

Maths is really fun when u knw how does it work :P

then it was english..

it was Literature ._. i lend my "How I Met Myself" novel to Andrea and i forgotten to take it back :P i ask Pn Chng to let me go find Andrea and she was like damn pissed but she just lemme go.

Andrea didnt bring it ._. so i had to find Wei Keng :D

When Mia was reading the chapter 3 or 4 in the novel, i was half sleeping already ._.

when teacher gave out the papers for exercise,

i.. fell asleep ._. i dream of him xDD i cant remember what was happening in my dream but i can remember he appeared xD

then last was Sejarah :)

Pn Haizan didnt attend. i can understand why she didnt attend ._.

she is such a nice teacher (Y) She is pregnant for 9 months and yet she still come back to school to teach (: such a responsible teacher (:

Cik Liang was the relief teacher. i was doing science notes.

Chapter 4 notes #badpokerface

drawing the diagram was the worst part >< ppl think im a sicko for drawing too detail D:

i went home around1:15 (:

then i was online..

then im bored..

then then thennnnn! he came online and gave me the link to watch "on call 36 hours" xD

he mmg knw i like to watch Hong Kong drama :D

Thankssss <3

then i wasnt that bored when im watching xD

i just finish bathing and now..

im here :P

okay gotta go watch some more xD

CIAOOOO :D

Expression of love.

Heyy (:

Its been a while since i last updated :P

Sorry for not updating due to my laziness and busy life :P

This year is PMR year so got a lot of work to do. Finally there's a bit time for me to overcome my laziness and update my half-dead blog xD

Someone mentioned about my blog a few days ago..

and then only i realize i forgotten bout my blog xD

so.. allow me to type in chinese :)

其实，

我没想到我当你是最好的朋友，你却有办法骗我一年。

一年里，你骗了我多少？

我陪你ponteng, 我陪你带电话，闯什么祸后我都陪你承担，

但换来的是什么？

你ditch我，你对我爱理不理，你当我是后备朋友。

一年了，我一直信任你，你对待我那么差，我一点怨言都没有。

我一直相信，你一定会改过的。

我一次又一次的给你机会，你的故事却编了一则有一则。

你说你是大家姐，你说你买凶杀人，你说你弟弟鬼上身，你说你得胃癌、血癌，你说你进医院，还是紧急病房，医生给你打3支镇定剂，你骗你搞暧昧的那个男的说我男朋友说你美，你在我面前讲家姐的坏话，在家姐面前说我坏话，你说你的手机信息300-1000封，你说有人送你钻戒，你说你表哥被他妈妈罚不可以吃饭，罚下跪，你煮5碗面给他吃，他吃到完，你说你4天什么都没吃，你一次又一次的编故事。

终于，我听腻了。我揭穿了你的谎言。

当我骂你的那一刻，我是很开心的。

我终于可以解脱了！我终于可以做会自己了！我不用做你的狗，我不用再陪你闯祸！我真的很开心！为什么早早以前我不要揭穿你？这一年，很辛苦！但现在，你的报应到了！你，加油吧！

我以后不会再原谅你了！不要求我。

_______________________

致；

我爱的你，(:

我，

怕失去你。

每当你有一点生气，我都会说对不起。因为我怕没了你。

没有你的生活，我不敢去想象。

没有你，我会很不习惯。

我很多事都宁愿藏在心里，都不敢和你开口，

是因为我不想看到你为我担心的样子。

每当你哭，

而我什么都做不到时，我会觉得自己很没有用。

我不管别人怎么反对，

我喜欢跟你在一起，是我的选择！

有时候，我也很想让你懂，我有权利选自己想和谁做朋友，

可是我怕你生气，怕你不开心，所以我没开口，宁愿自己受苦，都不想让你不开心。

朋友很重要，但你也很重要。

那天，

我们差一点点分手时，

我真的很怕、很怕..

我不知所措。因为突然要失去你，我真的不知道该做什么..

我不想失去你，我不想过着一个人的生活..

有了你之后，

有时候我会想起我们在一起的时候，而傻傻的笑..

有时候想起我们之间不开心的事，而心情莫名的低落..

而有时候，心里一感应到你不开心，会突然落泪.

你知道你多么的重要吗？

当你不开心时，我习惯一直问你为什么那么不开心，

而且还一直说对不起，深怕是自己做错事。

可是，如果有一天我不再问了，

不是我不再关心你，

而是我已经习惯你不开心，明知自己怎么问也没用。

所以我希望你能开开心心的过每一天，

不要胡思乱想 (:

无论任何事情发生，我都会陪在你身边，

不会离开你，不会丢下你 (:

我爱你哦~^^

________________________

Ooh eeh, ooh aah aah, ting tang walla walla bing bang! :D

Random blog title alert! xD

Heyyyy! its been dayummmm long since i last blogged.

around.. 2 months? :P

Sorrrehhhhh!

I dunno what to blog about and i kinda forgotten about my bloggieee :P

Soo... hows life people? :P

(honestly, i never knew how to answer "so, hows life?" :P)

so many things happened in 2 months :P

Camp, exams..

Camp was awesome! cuz we.. CAMP LIKE A BOSS! :D

yeahh, camp #likeaboss was the slogan for this year's camp :D

Exammmmm!

Just finish exam like.. yesterday? :P

its like a week of torture ._.

at least i still get some sleep :P

not like those awesomely rajin ppls :/

since its holidays now,

AWESOMELY RAJIN PEOPLE-WHO-STAYED-UP-TILL-MIDNIGHT-OR-MORE-THAN-THAT,

ENJOY UR AWESOME SLEEP :D while you can... *evil laughs* :P

hahhaa

Even holidays also got homework to do weihhh ._.

Cuti terancang, Sejarah Nota, Sejarah project, 2 chinese essays ._.

Essay can die weih T.T

and its now 2 times the death :P

geddit? geddit? :P

enjoy ur hols, peopleeee!

ciaoooooooooo :D

You sing a sad song just to turn it around.

Heyyy :D

Today is such a nice day (:

Was really sleepy in the morning.

when my mom was fetching us to school,

suddenly there's a garbage truck in the middle of the road -____-

so cant fetch my younger bro go school first like our daily routine.

so my bro and i request to go to school first.

my mom was scared of traffic jam and i'll get damn frustrated if theres a jam -_-

end up srsly jammed up >< so my bro and i walk to school today hahaa <3

it was a nice way to start our morning though ;)

The tapak was wet today,

so my shoes kena air like crap. beautiful white shoes became black cuz of the water, not cuz of me dirtying it.

paiseh to walk around with the wet shoes on weih ><

english need to do a lot of projects weih.

then KH. it was reaaaaaaally nice :D get to do simple notes and latihan (Y)

thanks to those seniors to didnt rub away the answers :P

then it was recess.

Recess was nice too :) didnt get to concern bout what happen to her though :/ she seems so happy in school but so emo at home.

Hope u're feeling better. dont think so much kay? u knw who u are.

It was MORALLLLLL. omggg Pn Hasmida is my Form teacher till april weihh. i hope Pn Kang can be my form teacher as soon as possible >< not till april la ):

this year i'll be having 3 form teachers hahah :P

IM ASL FOR DIVISION CAMP 2012! xDDD

i still wish i could be SL though. it'll be fun to experience how to lapor, commanding and leading the squad :) its okay, what is done, is done :)

Gonna have a blast during 2012 Division camp :D

Pn. Ng,

im gonna miss you a lot. even though we dont really have much time to get to know you better, but im sure you are a really nice teacher that anyone could have. You've never really scolded us before. Thanks for being such a nice teacher :) we're really gonna miss you loads <3 Never ever forget 3 Kenanga <3

Byeee Pn. Ng ):

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another happy story with a little sadness :)

There'll be no sunlight if i lose you.

Hey there :)

so its Friday the 13th.

nothing bad happened :)

just some small matter but solved it already :)

so.. today didnt do much things.

i dunno what to blog about, actually.

Just wanna update something :P

I dowan this blog to be dead lorh :/

Since nothing much is happening,

i better ciao now :P

Byeeee.

This time im not leaving without you.

Hey all! :D this is my first post in 2012 :P

Sorry for not updating for a loooooooooooong time :P

2012 is a great year :) just a lil stress lorrhhh.

Form 3 is awesome so far :P

Just my class is a bit too quiet :/ and i dont have much friends in there so yeah :/

Im such a loner. hahah xD

Its okay. i have friends in other classes :D

And i met a new friend this year! xD

She's from chinese school last year. because of studies thats why she transfer here :)

She's very nice :D but a bit shy :P when i hyper up infront of her, i feel like crazy person. hahaha xD but she still laugh with me laaa :P

My gang is awesome :D Next week start koko <3

My form 3 gang is damn awesome :D we'll be going to Bball together xD but then im just gonna slack because im not really good in bball :/

And i cant join PRS ): cuz of chinese class :/ sighhh. studies are more important this year.

Its okay :) chinese will be great, right? Pn Chong will be teaching.

Chinese club, St John, Bball, Chinese class, Rumah Sukan.

3 days staying back :D

Cant wait to go recess with all my awesome juniors :D

My form 2 gang. hahahah xD

Juniors are awesome :)

Cant wait to eat with them and crap talk with them xD

I love them :)

Su Ling, Yvqueen, Nina, Divya, Aliya <3 Aliya is not in DU anymoreeeeeeeeeee T.T

DU is awesome. :)

3 Kenanga, i'll be a good student and you be nice to me, kay?

Good luck to everyone this year :D studies, life, relationship, health, wealth, family. everything :)

all the best!

Everything will be okay :)