The questions that never gets an answer.

Okay.
Fine.
If you wanna be so mean to me,
then fine. ):
cuz i dowanna be sad anymore.
i just gotta work out by myself.

i loved you so much.
i gave you chance.
i inbox you,
MSN messaged you,
i even post on blog!
what else can i do?

if you wanna treat me that way,
i just wanna let you knw,
im gonna walk away from this relationship.

but i really wanna knw what happen.
dont regret for not holding me tight.

i have guys waiting for me to say yes,
and im waiting for you.

please..
i've already cried,
and i tried talking to you..
just tell me why..
what happen between us?

why you dowanna talk to me?

its okay to lose you,
right?

to me, never.

i still love you.

but if its really time,
i guess i just..
gotta..
let. you. go. ):

Love comes and goes without saying a word.

I miss you a lot.
where are you?
why do you wanna leave me?
why?
what did i do?
):
i dowan you to be sad,
but i din knw you want me to be sad.
well,
thanks.
thanks for..
leaving me alone.
thanks for..
breaking my heart apart.
thanks for making me miss you.

but honestly,
thanks for letting me know,
you loved me before.
i love you.
i really do love you.

Roc,
where are you?

never felt so heartbroken before.

I really need you.
i really miss you.

why do you wanna hurt me?
just come and go so fast~

i really want you by my side.

why do u just vanish so quickly?

i dont even have a chance to..
atleast say..
BYE ):

why do you wanna ditch me like that?

whyyyyy? ):

what did i do wrong???

whyyy? )':

please tell me why.
really need to knw..
please..

-smile fade away,
Kelly Ong

i just dont get it. why?

okok,
im sorry that i hurt you.
im sorry that i said i would let you go..
but what else did i do wrong?
why you wanna ignore me?
if its really my fault,
im really sorry.
but why?
what happen?

can you just answer me?
WHAT JUST HAPPENED?

i dowan u to have arguments with her,
just becuz of me.
but why did you just leave me alone like that?
without even saying a thing?

is it becuz im closer to other guys?
thats why im wrong?
i can change.

is it becuz i said i dowanna like you?
thats why?
i din stop liking you at all!

is it becuz u gonna break up with her?
is that why?
i din force both of you to break up~

i din do anything wrong..
why do you wanna just walk away like that?

do you ever care about how i feel?

have you ever realize what you've become these days?

i really wanna comfort you when u're sad.
i wanna be the one that let you scold all you wan when u are angry or pissed off.
i wanna be the one that laughs with you!

I.DOWANNA.BE.THE.ONE.THATS.LEFT.OUT.

i just wan you to be happy.
i just want you to feel better.
i just wan you to live on with hopes.

i just wanna be with you.

-without emotions,
Kelly Ong.

Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart.

Grandfather.
You were like a friend to me.
we joke around.
but thats when im 8.
now, we arent close.
But this morning,
at 8am,
i was at nirvana,
at my grandfather's (father's side) grave,
cleaning up and praying,
and a phone reached my mom,
after she hang up,
"my dad passed away"

my grandma (father's side) was like "HUH?!"
yes,
cuz grandfather,
you are healthy all the time.

you woke up this morning.
you did laundry.
you cooked breakfast!
but why din you eat first?
why did you go take a nap?

):

you took a short nap,
and you din wake up.

grandfather,
you left peacefully.
we're happy that u left peacefully.
but you are really awesome.

eventhough we're not close,
anymore...
but..
you'll still be in my heart.

take care <3
i love you,
grandfather.

-without emotions,
Kelly Ong

if my segments gets seperated, i'll scream, and you'll be there.

The bird and the worm music video w/lyrics

awwww this song is so cute x3

thanks to afriend that recommend this song to me. (;
(you knw who u are <3)
the lyrics are really cute ^^
well, i knw reading lyrics is boring,
but trust me,
this song's lyrics is cute and meaningful :P
go on,
click and play the song up there,
copy and paste the lyrics and learn it up if u love it ^^

The Bird and the worm Lyrics
If you're the bird whenever we pretend it's summer
Then I'm the worm, I know the part, it's such a bummer
But fair is fair, if my segments get separated
I'll scream and you'll be there

Close your eyes, close my eyes
Slide the cotton off of your shoulder
And feel the shine, feel the shine
I'm hooked so toss me over and cast a line, oh I'll try
Oh, throw a party and greet my undersea friends
It depends, as they arrive, if they arrive

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With friends like these well, who needs enemies

If I'm your boy, let's take a short cut we remember
And we'll enjoy, picking apples in late September

Like we've done for years
Then we'll take a long walk through the corn field
And I'll kiss you between the ears

If you're my girl, swirl me around your room with feeling
And as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling
Will shine for us, as love sweeps over the room
'Cause we tend to make each other blush, you make me blush

You and I left our troubles far behind, troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With fronds like these well, who needs anemones?

You're the bird and I'm the worm and it's plain to see
That we were meant to be

We were meant to be
We were meant to be

If you're the bird
If you're the bird
Then I'm the worm
We were meant to be

-with love,
Kelly Ong.

you are the colours of my life.

25.3.11
so how was my day your asking?
SUCKS.

firstly,
i went to school happily today.
and my partner that sat beside me came.
well,
im sitting with someone.
but the next minute i turn there,
great.

IM FREAKIN ALONE.

yes. i effing cried again.
sorry, i broke my promise ):
im not suppose to cry ><
mood swing i guess.
change place with a guy.
so im sitting next to a guy which i dont really know him.
and next to another guy that tot i takde mood.
(i knw u are reading this :D)

then after that i think of him when doing maths work,
lagi shit.
cry until dunno how to talk ><

then after few minute chill lah mmg.
then recess i go library.
dont have that eating mood.

then it was chinese class.
boring.

then english class.
teacher din even teach.
LOL. ==

luckily cheng wey and adrian ask me to talk to them.
and played game with cheng wey.
he hit my hand damn soft at first,
but end up my hand bleeding xD
damn syiok.
CHENG WEY, REMATCH!

and thanks to Iqbal who cheered me up :D

if not i'll be crying like crap.

and you too, Roc.

you are everything im searching for.

I din talk to him.
well,
im confirm heart broken ^^

i still have awesome friends.
and cant wait till st.john camp (school) and area cadet camp ^^

My dad lemme go~ Woots~
^^

Awesome peoples~ <3:
Cassandra
Yong Wen
Hwei Xin
Xin Wey
Daphne
Jia Yee
Wei Xin
Zhi Yin ^^
Jie Yen ^^
Ryan Panda Daddy ^^
Benjamin ^^
Jane Ooi
Soo Yee
Yi Hang
Ze Xian
Iqbal ~<3
Azim ~<3
Cong ~<3
Safwan
Syahir
Jian Wei
Feefeey
Jia Yuin <33
Vi Nie <33
Steffie <33
A Wai
Samantha
Javier
Justin Chong
Miki
Batrisyia
Artekah
Diyanah
Adrian Fong
Sue Lin <3
Soo Ling <3
Bei Er
Wing Yee
Audrey
Andrea
Niki

and more more more awesome people ^^

dont worry,
u might not be in this list but u'll always be in my heart ^^