You Blackout My World.

HELLLOOOOO! :D
Ong here ^^
thanks for reading my blog though :D
seeing the page views going up makes me happy xD thank you all! really appreciate it ^^

30.10.2012 :D
today was a really nice day :D
I went to school, as usual.
then as i was walking in, i heard Pn Catherine calling my name,
but i dunno where is she :/ so i keep turning and turning and OH THERE SHE IS :P ahhaah xD
help her did what she wanted then i went to class, Ow was there. ahaha :P
we talk bout our secrets *shhhh* :P (dont worry, we arent together. just super close friends ^^ )
then my bro and Raja came in and potong us -.- . hahah :P

so then, it was the KDU lecturing.
gahhh.. they talked about gaming!!
its the courses they have in KDU, which is soooo awesomeee!!
they even have their own game room!
KDU is awesome :D how i wish i was in there!
gaming everyday is like every student's dream!
the graphic, designs, the programming! so fascinatinggg!! xD

After the talk, Pn Kang needed help in SPBT room,
so Keng Keng Jie, Tharrshini, Me and i dragged Ow along to SPBT room to help :D
it was SUPEEERRR FUN :D
i really wanna join SPBT but i think not cuz i dowanna give up chinese society :/
hard to choose eh?
there's so many choices in life, so think twice before u choose what u wanna do. when u did, dont regret (:

so then school ended.
fast eh? :P
time flies when u're having fun :/
sighh. tmr is the last day of school. really dowanna end my form 3 life laa T.T

ALL THE FORM 4s TMR FOR THEIR SEJARAH PAPER 3! :D
*i still dunno why do they wanna have this open book test -.- i find it a bit pointless though :/ and wasting time too. sorry Government.. its just my opinion.. ): *

Okay thats all for today ^^
take care of urself and drink more water yahh!
the weather is PMS-ing these days :/
SMILES! ^^

Love,
Ong.

Morning warmth.

Good morning peopleeeee! :D
Its 10:25am! xD
how was ur sleep yesterday? great? :D hopefully u guys slept well... CUZ I DID! xDD

Every morning, the sun would wake me up by shining through the window,
the sun ray hits directly onto my face. hahah xD
its really warm and gentle :3
i love the morning sun! ^^
few months later, i would be moving back into my room since the renovation would be over,
and there's no morning sun to wake me up anymore T.T
and no one's gonna wake me up.. ):
except my mom, waking me up in the morning to go to school :3

2 months holiday.. hmm.. what can i do?
I have no idea D:
i really really wanna go ouuttt!
By out i mean go work.
i cant stand staying at home, looking at the walls and the screen all day long D:
I NEED FRESH AIRRR.
even ppl doesnt interact with me, by seeing them passing by is like a happy thing for me already :P

Apart from working, i can choose to study.
Yessss, dont say im hardworking or nerding or wtv,
i just want a head start since i have no tuition..
everyone will be having tuitions to guide them next year,
and i dont wanna go tuition. *whispers* im scaredddd! ><

As for today, im gonna derp around, as usual (:
i might be updating my bloggie tonight :3
cuz i have nothing better to do. DUHHHHHHH. :P
but i have to sleep early thoughhh. there's school tmr! weeeeeeeeee~ xDD

Sooooo, have fun with ur friends, comps and all cuz i gotta ciao now! :D
SEE YAAAAAAAA! ^^

Drink more water and take good care of yourself ! ^^
Ong Ong loves each and everyone of you :3
Byeee! ^^

if you listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain.

Hello Blog readers :D
Im here to blog about random things :D
i have no idea what to blog about..
i just came here to type while thinking what can i post.hmm.. any ideas yet? btw, i dunno why am i feeling butterflies in my tummy now :/
i was talking bout my birthday on twitter. :3
i bet its just gonna be an ordinary day since mummy is not home this time :/ i nvr celebrated my bday without mummy before T.T

anywaysss...
i really really wanna go Kidzania :P
okay fine im 1 year older than the "child" age D:
but i look like im 12, dont i? :DD hahaha xD
i bet if Ow hears bout this, he's gonna say "Perasan-nya" ahhahaha xD

My mummy is in US now. take care, Mommy! ^^
cant wait till mummy comes back with all the chocolates and souvenirs :3
gonna hug her tight tight! ahha xD

btw, i heard this song，
滥好人 Lan Hao ren by 陈威全 Tan Vui Chuan
its like a super nice song :P im like addicted to it xD
its about a guy quietly letting go the girl of his dreams to let her go for her own happiness, watching his girl getting married to another guy, without letting her know that he loves her. he said its okay for him, as long as she is happy.
this use to be me, but now hey, IM SEXY, FREE AND SINGLE. ahahaha xD

meowww. its like 10:22pm now and im still derping around :P
i tried studying add maths and physics. Physics was okay,Add maths was scary ): i couldnt even understand chap 1 >< i study by myself, since i've got no tuition ): and its all cuz of that dude. -.-

i have to admit that i was really happy during that 4 months relationship. but now, all the love had been converted into hatred. every time i've come to think of it, all the fire in me just starts burning. its like im gonna kill someone without me realizing it. so glad that those things are all over. i never wanna relationship in a year or two so scared of it now. ughhh. i would never ever wanna see him in my life. it'll be so damn awkward. but no worries, im super happy now. this is the 3rd month without him, and this 3 months is like the happiest month of this year :P
i'm a hyperactive little girl that talks bout random things and laughing non-stop over stupid minor things with all my awesome friends :P i just loooooooove to laugh. laughing, jumping like a sakai, being a sakai derping around are my favorite things to do i guess :P now i know who are my true friends. they always there for me when i needed them. :') thanks babes! <3 p="p">
anywayssss...
Dear T-rex,
i dunno why ur smile can make me so happy. everytime i pass by u, u will smile and say hi. :DD omgg. ahaha xD even im not one of ur close friends, dun worry i wont be jelly cuz i only like ur smile and appearance. hahahah xD i just think u are hawt, and i admire you cuz u can sing and play the guitar. u are awesome :3 all the best in ur studies :3 next year i knw i wont be seeing u much, but i'll appreciate any chances to say hi or bye to u. ahhaha xD see you soon (:

thats all for today! didnt know i could write so much without me realizing it :P ahhaha xD byee! ^^

PMR- End of form 3 life.

Its finally here..
*drum rolls*
16.10.2012..
Chinese was damn hard but... it is time.. PMR IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! xD

Yesterday felt more like the end of PMR!
today,
school was so quiet and i felt so weird... :/
No Ow, Poi, Daniel , Koay, Kah Jie, Xin Ying, Kong.. :/
this is scary :/ i cant imagine having school without friends :/
i still have friends there like Wei Keng, Jia Yee, Daphne..
But it felt super weird.
I guess im too attached to 3 Kenanga hmm? :P

Form 3 is finally over. means.. 3 Kenanga is over ):
No more PMR, no more Form 3, no more 3 Kenanga ):
I love my form 3 life ttm, i love 3 Kenanga.
the randomness, happy moments, annoying moments, sad times, funny jokes, drawings, arts-and-crafts, Teachers, friends, laughter, tears, "football in class", singing sessions, making teachers laugh by being a sakai and all..
It all lies deep down in my heart.
Im never gonna forget whatever happened in 3 Kenanga.
I love each and everyone of u in 3 Kenanga. Im gonna miss all of you.

3 Kenanga, 2012.

Poi, Ow - My 2 besties that made me laugh, mad, jump around like sakai, and accepts me for who i am. Thanks a lot (: im really gonna miss you guys a lot next year. i hope we could still be in the same class next year.. thanks for the origami's, Poi :D thanks for all the awesome art work u've drew for me, Ow :D im gonna miss you guys a lot :')

Timo, Murali, Johan, Daniel, Raja, Adrian-
9 of us including Poi and Ow shared so many awesome moments together (: Football in class, insulting each other but laughing in the end, joked bout our names, surnames, and our favorite "poses"- Raja Pose (italian wtf hand sign), Timo Pose (pulling shirt), Ong Ong Pose (putting hands the side of the pinafore infront of stomach), Johan style (smiling and running), Daniel's walking style (gay posing xD), Ow's pose (mouth slightly open,blur face xD), Poi's Quote (Im awesome! Poi is the awesome wan!), Murali's Quote (eh, eh you!) .. hahaha :P hopefully we get to be in the same class next year. but its quite hard since we've chosen different streams :/ all the best in everything kay (: Ong Ong is always here for you when u need me ^^

Mia, Cass, Hwei , Emily, SamSoo, Melissa, Jaz, Dini,
You guys are like the ppl who made 3 Kenanga, 3 Kenanga.
without you guys, i cant imagine how 3 Kenanga would be.

Jian Wei, Diyanah, Javier, Eemin, Aniera, Hasmi, Miki, Batrisyia, Syahrul, Amjad, Syafieq, Afzal, Cheng Wey, Ayeena, Aimi, Nadya, Danish,
All the best in Form 4 next year (: im gonna miss you guys too.. ):
2013, form 4, please be nice to me (:

Love, Kel. a.k.a. Ong Ong(:

Summer Breeze.

Hey bloggers and readers! (:
Kel here. sorry for not updating for such a long time (:
Im having a major exam that would change my life if i din Ace it good enough in October..
Need to study though ):
16 more days.. ):

Well, imma go through it like a boss and this year end, i'll be soaked in tears of joy instead of regretting, am i right? ^^
WISH ME LUCK, PEEPS! :D thanks anyways ^^

I've been good, happy like i never was (:
i really love school, the friends, the teachers.. (:
at least i get a warm atmosphere to be in for 6 hours every weekdays :P
Apart from waking up early, i really really enjoy being a student (:
i love my friends (: like a lot!
I love my friends that are in different class as i am,
Nichole, Xin Ying, Wei Keng,
Vin, Steff, Jiayuin, and a lot moreeee (:

And my classmates,
Ow, Poi, Chong, Johan, Timo, Murali, Qibran, So So, Jaz, Cass, Hwei, Mia, Diyanah, #Dinikitteh, Aniera, Jianwei, Heng Kor, Eemin, Javier and all (:
I really love them ttm ^^ they make me happy all the time (:
My closest friend in class is Poi and Ow ^^
outside class is Wei Keng, Nichole and Xin Ying (:
Im really really sampat :P always laugh like siao geh ^^

ohhh aaaand i really admire someone :P T-rex! xD
There for me to look at him even if he dun talk to me :P
Reality is shit but hope that one day he'll talk to me xD
I'll be the happiest girl on Earth is he sings to me :D
Seems like its impossible but i'll work hard! ^^
There is still hope for me righttt? :P hmm...
Aiyahhh.. nvm laa.. as long as i get to see him ^^
Next year cant see him during recess di T.T

admire, like and love are 3 really different things :P
I only admire him. i find him damnnnn lengzai. hahaha xD
yes, i say admire cuz i dunno what does "love" feels like anymore.
so hard to find the feeling back :/
Actually, its better for me to not find back the feeling cuz if i do, it'll really ruined my life doing nonsense lol..
Im gonna take a break from relationships for at least a year or two...
I really wanna focus on my studies and i wanna get a degree for my parents to be proud ^^

I've already let my parents down and really disappointed on me.
i dont wanna make them pissed or sad anymore. i promise i'll change and i will.

Mom, Dad,
Im not a materialistic person. I dont need a phone. I dont need branded clothes. Im not a kind of person that picks out food that i dislike and eats food that i like. Im not the kind of child that never does their homework. After i say no to doing chores, i will still do it in the end. I dont do chores infront of you because i dont want you to praise me and make me feel like im the top of the world, and i dont want you to scold me when i didnt do it properly. I wanna let you have the image of me being the worst child among all because im used to it, being neglected and scolded all the time. I really dont mind (: If im not the naughtiest child, im afraid that life would be too boring without scolding sometimes :P Im a good girl on the inside, not the outside. its just a image. I know all my brothers are way smarter and better than I am. its alright, praise them more (: they need praising more than i do ^^ Im the only girl at home, i act like a boy sometimes. but dont worry, im not a lesbian. i know how to behave myself, i know what is wrong, what is right. Im 15, i'll take good care of myself. dont worry about my school fees, i have my own savings for now. Im sorry i let you down all the time. Im sorry i didnt think twice before i do anything. Ive grown up now, and i know what should i do.

Daddy, Mommy, I love You.

To all my friends and readers,
All the best in your upcoming exams ^^
Best Wishes from Kel (:
love you guys ttm! ^^

Love,

 Kel. (:

Trials! D:

GAHHH its trials time D:
GOOD LUCK FOR TRIALS EVERYONE! :D

as for me,
im having so much bet for my results :/
especially sej ><
Bet with Timothy and Lippy :/
they sure get higher than me lahh ): prepare money to belanja them xP
hopefully i'll beat Lippy in geo :/
chatime is expensive nowdays u knw :P
i checked my paper with Tim,
we got 25 diff answers! D:
gahhh im so scared ><

today's chinese paper 2 was hard :/
i spam all the way, dunno what am i writing ><
gahhh D:
i srsly hope trials end faster and i'll get over it and move on to the next "trials" if there is :/
i will put in 120% effort in my next papers! xD

KONG LIP YOONG, THANKS FOR MAKING ME LAUGH WITHOUT YOU NOTICING IT, YOU SEI SAMPAT DOTA KING :P

i wont let ANYTHING distract me!
yes, even him.
i knw i still have feelings for him, somewhere inside.
im trying hard to hide it, kay？
please dont interrupt my act.. ):
i srsly wanna forget about him, just like how he forget about me.
he can do it, why cant i? he can move on, why i cant?
i think he is probably going for other girls now.
all the promises, all the memories, all gone.

yes, im happier this way. but if he is here, it'll be perfect.
luckily i still have my friends that are always here to support me (:
especially my Kah Jie, Xin Ying and Keng Keng Jie (:
and also some of my other friends that keeps making me laugh and forget about pain for while (:
late at night, before i go to sleep, i still think of him.
but what to do?

EH, I CANNOT FALL JUST LIKE THAT.
I HAVE TO GET UP!
WHO AM I? IM KELLY ONG LEH! ^^
the macam-dai-gah-jie attitude and the most awesomely sampat girl ever :P
must be strong! :D
im still young and freeee! AND SEXY :P
ahahah :P jokes la (: and yes, IM KELLY ONG! i can do it ^^

gambateh! :D

请比我爱TA，别管我挣扎；不让泪流下，切断了牵挂..

Meowww (:

Hellooo! :D

Today i din go school ):

7 subjects today, missed 2 periods of Maths. Im sure there's a lot of things to learn during maths today :x

i didnt go to school, part of it is cuz of gastric, the other part is cuz im lazy xD

I had a really nice dream.

and my mom woke me up from it ):

so i said i dowanna go to school :D

since got MC then dont waste it larh :PPP

i went eating breakfast, then i took my meds.

then i went sleeping.

i dream of him, then i woke up, then sleep and dream of him again, then i woke up again..

it went on and on for 3-4 times. all different dream but he appeared in every dream.

then i woke up, it was really bright so i cant sleep anymore, and i check my phone, it was 1:48 already ._.

first thing i did was text him. but i knw he's still in school so i didnt expect any replies.

I went downstairs to have my lunch. wanted to skip lunch but i need to eat medicine so i just went down to eat.. haihhhhh...

after lunch, i ate my meds and wanted to go sleep, but i cant sleep anymore ._.

i took my phone,

i went downstairs again and go online.

Kong Kong texted me :3

thanks Kong Kong :D

i love youuuu, my Kongggg! :D

hehhhh :D

ahaha i feel hungry again xD

i should go eat now.. i guess :P

Dear You,

I love you. :)

sometimes, i just wanna forget everything and restart all over again.

Hello, people! :D

Today was a nice day (:

the only thing that is not nice today is i dun get to see him ):

school was nice :D

BM was damn funny xD

Pn Zaiton wants us to read the syair. not wait, SING the syair xD

then half of the class sang the syair :P

the Malay students were really good at it xD

The chinese students were awesome! xD THEY MADE PN ZAITON LAUGH :DDD

u knw Pn Zaiton looks damn strict the whole time.. and she laughed today :O

i didnt sing the syair cuz i was lucky enough to get away with it xD

then it was Science.

i was a bit pissed with the permanent seats.

when i sit infront for like 3 months and no one wrote the placing, and when there was once i was late so i sit at the back and they HAD TO write the placings on THAT DAY.

so i was damn pissed and i was like "i sat here for 3 months and i only sit at the back for 1 day and this is what i get?!"

they didnt wanna make me pissed cuz they didnt see me getting so pissed before so they lemme sit infront :P

sorry for being stubborn >< i just dun like to sit at the back :P

after recess was maths :D

I didnt knw how to do some work and then Cik Ilyana realized she gave the wrong exercise to do so since we done it, she just continue teaching and gave MORE work ._.

Maths is really fun when u knw how does it work :P

then it was english..

it was Literature ._. i lend my "How I Met Myself" novel to Andrea and i forgotten to take it back :P i ask Pn Chng to let me go find Andrea and she was like damn pissed but she just lemme go.

Andrea didnt bring it ._. so i had to find Wei Keng :D

When Mia was reading the chapter 3 or 4 in the novel, i was half sleeping already ._.

when teacher gave out the papers for exercise,

i.. fell asleep ._. i dream of him xDD i cant remember what was happening in my dream but i can remember he appeared xD

then last was Sejarah :)

Pn Haizan didnt attend. i can understand why she didnt attend ._.

she is such a nice teacher (Y) She is pregnant for 9 months and yet she still come back to school to teach (: such a responsible teacher (:

Cik Liang was the relief teacher. i was doing science notes.

Chapter 4 notes #badpokerface

drawing the diagram was the worst part >< ppl think im a sicko for drawing too detail D:

i went home around1:15 (:

then i was online..

then im bored..

then then thennnnn! he came online and gave me the link to watch "on call 36 hours" xD

he mmg knw i like to watch Hong Kong drama :D

Thankssss <3

then i wasnt that bored when im watching xD

i just finish bathing and now..

im here :P

okay gotta go watch some more xD

CIAOOOO :D