and i just cant believe we aint together.

26.1.11
the day i realise i like you <3

now its like the 9th day i like you (:
but i din talk to you for a whole day.
yesterday,
we din talk to each other at all.
today,
i wanted to talk to you,
but you weren't on.
when im on,
u're off.
when im off,
u're on.

whenever i tried to make myself get over you,
it wouldnt happen.
but since i knw you like someone else,
that weird feeling in my heart,
tells me to like you,
to get you before her.
but also the same time,
to forget you like nothing happened before.

i hope you can just wake up,
and realise that i have feelings for you.
dont you understand?
i thought its kinda obvious already..
but i din expect you to be blur.

i really want you to know.
but it'll hurt if u dont have the same feeling towards me,
though.

i wanna knw the answer.
but im scared to face it.

its alright.
im over it.
im over you..