Just for once, I want to fall for someone that will be there to catch me.

Lol its October at my Blog Archive already.

i think i have to update more?

but im lack of things to blog about.

oh oh,

i have a few friends that lose someone really important to them.

as in like, pass away. ><

sorry for reminding you guys the pain again though ><

its hard to describe how it feels.

its just. pain..

all you can do is cry.

and cry and cry.

because i knw my grandma, my parents,

wont be around until i leave the world.

i love my grandma, and my parents.

one day if they leave me,

all i can do is, cry and cry and cry.

but i will stand up,

do something that they will feel proud about.

i will be someone better in life.

i will study hard.

i wan my family to be proud of me.

i dont care about how much people hate me.

as long as i made my family proud,

by studying, or anything that they think i can do to make them proud,

enough already.