Its okay not to be okay.

“有个人，你一上线就会看他\她在不在，不在就一阵失落，在又不敢打扰；有个人，你总是忍不住去看他\她空间，即使什么新鲜事都没有；有个人，你真的可以无条件付出，他\她却不稀罕；有个人，你那么舍不得，他\她却那么洒脱、不在乎；有个人，你总说要放下他\她，却总忍不住拿来回味。”

"There is this person, when you are online you will notice if he/she is online or not, when he/she is not, you will feel disappointed. When he/she is online, you dont dare to disturb him/her. There’s this person, you always try not to check his/her wall, even though there is nothing new. There is this person, you are willing to put all your effort in, but he/she doesnt mind at all. There is this person, you cant live without but he/she just doesnt care about your existance. There is this person, you wanted to forget about him/her, but you still think back the moments you have when you are with him/her"

My friend posted this as her status. (in chinese)

When i see this status, i keep thinking of him.

I when im online, i will look for him in chat. but then when he is not online, i felt kinda disappointed. when he is, i just dont dare to talk to him because im scared that im disturbing him. so i just keep staring at him online until he went offline without saying a single word.

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I suddenly feel like updating my blog (:

Im pissed at some ppl actually.

And my parents are acting so weird after we moved out.

And they are planning to move again.

Move into BU smth.

when we first moved out, they wan me to go BU2.

I hesitated. But then in the end i din change school.

Now they wan me to change to BU3/BU4.

wat the hell man t(._.t)

Did i ever mention that I HATE DOING CHORES?

My dad's way of not-being-so-pissed is damn funny.

When he is pissed, he ask my bro and i to sweep the floor.

And the worst part is, i have to knw how to do every single kind of chores -.-

Ironing, Sweeping, Wiping, Sewing, Cooking, washing..

Im not your maid la seriously -.-